he's pleased to meet you underneath the horse

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umm... chasing the dragon will lead you to the life of a junkie just as fast as the needle... so don't think you are ever safe from addiction when playing with heroin...

I made a choice.. deep inside... heroin.. or suicide?

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I'd try it. Never inject it though, I could never inject anything lol.

Snortin' stuffs easier anyway.

You are right that was a long ass read. I thought I was the long winded one on this Forum..........

Anyway, I understand the self control thing. Yes, it has a lot to do with it but it's a slippery slope. I used to say the same thing about weed. You say to yourself, I can handle once a month, then you say, I can handle twice a month then you say only weekends. I am not saying you will make that mistake and I understand wanting to try new things, but do you really want to try it so bad? I think it would have a lot to do with your influences. I know that when it is something your friends are doing you want to do it with them as well. They are having experiences that you are not, but think if it like hitting your head with a frying pan, everyone is doing it these days. Now is that something you really want to as well? It's your life man, but is it really worth shooting up? I know you are looking for advice so here is some. I used to take some acid when I was younger, not often and I think I can say I only tripped about 5 or 6 times but I have not done it for over 18 years. Now, I could do it again but I think I would prefer trying something like mushrooms. Now, have I done that, no. Not because I can't get it, I know I can, but I would want to make it the right time. I want to enjoy the experience because it is not something I would plan on doing again only because it's just not what I am doing in my life.

My biggest outlet for stress is weed, but I don't smoke at work. Personally, I don't really understand wanting to do much more than that. Not that I don't drink on occation as well but I don't get "drunk" that often. For me it's a reward to myself, and a way to come down from my busy days. The thing is that I know I can go without but I am also afraid to not smoke. Because I do it just about every day. I don't think it's a major problem at this point but I have already told myself that if it ever affected my performance at work I would stop.

All things in moderation and keep everything in perspective. Good Luck.

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My philosophy is 'If it grows out of the ground, It's probably okay.' So weed and shrooms are cool. I'd like to try LSD but I'd have to be with someone I completely trust my first time. I'd never do heroin though. I knew too many people that died because of it.

I could never shoot myself up, needles really bother me.

I'd try oxy probably, but I'm not looking for it, so it would basically have to fall in my lap. I'm just as happy with weed now as I was when I first started smoking, why fuck with something that's working good? I like my psychedelics and my pot. Anyways, I know heroin's high can not be better than smoking a bowl, then cracking some nitrous, while tripping balls on some lucy.

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