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So often we live inside our own head.
And because I have written of this before and it feels a bit negative, do not often revisit
But maybe a recap is in order
It started out a an ideal that I could finally act on, and as such I put all my eggs in that basket, over-extended financially thinking others would come on board. After a few years, and some disbelieving anguish, I called it a homestead. Now I tend to call it a hermitage.
But yet the hope still hangs on, though I find myself less often willing to extend an invitation. So often people say yes and never show, seldom do they ever come and look; and then we have the winter factor, and o my god the work involved .... - .... and so, I work it solo.
As a personal aside to you wildmoonflower, in reading more of your posts I found that you have never driven and have no license....I admit it beyond my ken as to how a person can live in the country away from mass transit without devolving into co-dependency not having the ability without involving another to fulfill your needs off the land.
But I am sure that you will find your Way, and come to a Place that you can call Home. Should you wish to follow up, my email is in my signature.
Blessings to all
Namaste
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