bad trip report...
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It was a few months ago, the last time I did shrooms. I ate an eighth of some really potent mushrooms at around 7 pm with 2 friends in a shed. then they decided to get some beer so they go to the store and buy 3 40 oz's of OE. After I chug my 40 and sparked up a blunt I already started to feel it coming on, the walls were stretching out and it felt like I was in a golden palace, I was in one of the happiest moods ever. But since I was the only one that ate shrooms, it was getting late for my other 2 friends and they were getting tired.
Since they got drunk they all passed out and they kept turning off the lights half asleep and hella drunk... I kept trying to wake them up and turn the lights on, but everytime I turned the lights on they would wake up half asleep and turn them back off. So I was sitting there in the dark, and then my peak hit me and I literally saw a guy across the room standing there crying. I started freaking out a bit and turned the lights on... but then one of them just turned the light back off and they wouldnt wake up... i started getting scared and then I started hearing time slow down and my vision went purple and I was spiriling down a tunnel and I kept hearing the crying noise... the noise from the crying got louder and louder and I started hearing more then one person crying, then I started crying and hardly even noticed it. I left the shed and walked into the living trying to be as quiet as possible because one of their parents were asleep.
this is when it went all bad... I sat in a chair in the pitch black and thought about my life and what I was doing. the trip started getting worse and worse and then I closed my eyes to try to relax but then I saw myself when I closed my eyes, my face was right infront of me, I had crosses as eyes and my face was charcoal black and was melting down. I got up and grabbed a knife and thought the only way out was death, i was sitting there staring at the knife for a good hour thinking whether or not I should do it. but I just couldnt. I tried to think about my life and that there were people who cared for me and wouldnt be good if I died, I walked back in the shed and layed on the leather couch and sat there... I kept seeing this yellow flower infront of me and it was crying and making a crying noise and I just sat there crying in the dark for another 2-3 hours and finally fell asleep.
lessons learned: dont shroom in the dark
dont shroom with drunk people that pass out and turn lights off