F.t.w.

Fuck.The.World.

Sometimes the world is too overwhelming

To much to do, to much to live up to, too much dieing

So much that I can see the desecration and rape of my soul and I feel like crying

But I must not but the feelings grows

Just keep it inside and let the rage fester and grow

For easy is not a word in my life

It is scared and marred by pain and strife

I work so hard and get nowhere

For progress in my life is not like growing hair

Nothing comes with time, only more time it seems

I hate it all this so much I just wanna tear it at the seams

The word is so overwhelming, I try and I try

All I get is why are you so mad Alex, this is why

Fuck you all! I need none of you

This is for all the support I have shown all you

But you haven’t reciprocated

Now I sit here lost and jaded

With a pen in my hand and paper in front of me

I try to help myself, but nothing is worthy

Your truths are thick like chocolate milk

Is it just me or is this world on a fucking tilt

Because I am the only one, all alone by myself

With the feeling building inside and waining health

I cry myself to sleep and put it back on the shelf

For today is not the day, but it is one that is special

I leave you with the mouth full of F.T.W.

i think we can all relate to this at some point.