DO NOT drink a whole bottle of wine and then insufflate 30mg of roxicodone. that was a stupid thing to do. that was wayyy too much roxi for your first time AND on top of all that alcohol, fyi alky + opiates = bad, in most cases.
you need to be more respectful of opiates and alky for they WILL and HAVE killed.
and 10mg CAN be a recreational dose, wtf are you talking about, 10mg is a nice bump!