I need some guidance, if you can

I don't like to bother you, but my uncertainty is taking over. I just feel lost. Nothing is certain, I feel like what little I have going on will end at any second and it makes me anxious. I have all the usual boy problems, ie I can't find one who cares about me and isn't just interested in sex. I just had surgery for cervical cancer and seperately I'm having symptoms of pregnancy but am not pregnant. I have severe depression, anxiety and attention defecit disorder and I can't work because of them. And I'm worried about when I can start to work or go to school because I can't seem to figure out exactly what I should do with my life. Since I've left high school I've been accepted to several universities for a lot of different things. So I guess my question is can you offer any insight into any of these things? I'm just coasting along right now and I need help and guidance and am having trouble finding it within myself.
I really, truly appreciate any help you can offer. Thank you.

Hi Electrica

When you get to the end of your rope.....Tie a knot.. and begin again.

When you get to the end of yourself, Rejoyce, and begin again.

I know from personal experience that only until you reach these depths inside you, will you ever see the healing that is also yours.

Commit yourself to something that calls to you. and without excuse go for what ever that something and choice is and feed your spirit the new awareness this brings to you.

What you do not feed, will eat you alive.
When you look outside yourself for the answers you will find empty emotional baskets with many holes. But when you go so far inside, you come out the beauty of you will be your truth. The key is trusting YOU.

You came through this time asking for depth and awareness. The post here in my forum titled Cry of Awareness, and Sacredness of Sound will help put things both in personal view, and wholeness from the higher self that is just waiting for you to reach for.

Imagine this moment you are in is a dance you are helping to create. You must form the next step, and the next, and the next, until the flow is as if you were the dance, not just the creation. Just believe in you. Take a deep breath. Go deeper still knowing you are not alone.

Loving you from shared steps. I too learned to dance. Now I want to sing.