Okay, I guess I'm gay.

**music-in-a-bottle** · 11-06-2009, 09:04 PM

I spent over 2 hours with a straight friend, kissing and licking his balls, kissing and nibbling on his dick and head, and sucking for all I was worth until I thought my jaw would snap! While going down on his dickall the way to the back of my throat to the point of nearly gagging, , and massaging his balls, he suddenly got up on his elbows after laying on his bed with his feet dangling, and I felt him shove in to my face with his thigh, and then felt the unmistakable squirting of his cum in my mouth! I swallowed every bit at the same moment I came. Gosh, this was my first time, and I absolutely love the thought of doing it again and again. I cannot forget the taste of his cum, and how much I long for that taste sensation again!. I find myself seeking more men so I can relive having a beautiful dick in my mouth and a pretty set of balls near my chin as I massage those sweet little nuggets. What am I going to do? I'm so masculine, and would have never dreamed of becoming an absolute lover of cock. What can I do folks, as I'm scared to death?

**KewlDewd66** · 11-06-2009, 09:45 PM

Dude, it is just sex. And it happens all the time. What's there to be scared about? You love sucking cock, and there are loads of other guys out there who just love to be serviced by an enthusiatic cocksucker. What's your problem here? If you enjoy it, no one gets hurt, and the other dude(s) enjoy it, what's there to sweat about?

**music-in-a-bottle** · 11-06-2009, 10:39 PM

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Originally Posted by KewlDewd66

Dude, it is just sex. And it happens all the time. What's there to be scared about? You love sucking cock, and there are loads of other guys out there who just love to be serviced by an enthusiatic cocksucker. What's your problem here? If you enjoy it, no one gets hurt, and the other dude(s) enjoy it, what's there to sweat about?

Kewl, I appreciate the kind words, buddy. You are a real nugget! I am meeting another guy this upcoming Tuesday! I just hope I don't fall in love with some guy!

**KewlDewd66** · 11-07-2009, 05:18 AM

Hehehehe! Dude, thanks for the kind words

Sure, it may happen. You may fall for another dude. This is not precisely unheard of. You'll cross that bridge when you get there. Actually, a few very masculine dudes have been there already. It did not take away any of their masculinity either. I do not see why should it harm you in any way, if it happens?

KD

**music-in-a-bottle** · 11-07-2009, 08:53 AM

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Originally Posted by KewlDewd66

Hehehehe! Dude, thanks for the kind words

Sure, it may happen. You may fall for another dude. This is not precisely unheard of. You'll cross that bridge when you get there. Actually, a few very masculine dudes have been there already. It did not take away any of their masculinity either. I do not see why should it harm you in any way, if it happens?

KD

I happen to live in a very right wing state thay,s full of self rightious people. I thought for sure that I'd get blasted on this site. Thank you again for the great insight! Take care and hopefully I'll see you around here again. Chris

**KewlDewd66** · 11-07-2009, 09:39 AM

Hey Chris:

Yup. I have been hanging around these boards for a while now... So, you'll see me around here.

Do not spend any of your time worrying about the self-righteous guys out there. They are basically minding other people's business because they cannot take care of their own stuff. What happens behind your closed doors is really only your business and no one else's... In real life, their approval of your actions carries very little weight.

KD

**meridianwest** · 11-07-2009, 05:54 PM

hate to rain on your parade but if you like cock you're not 100% straight. one thing is to try it another thing to love it. and masculinity has nothing to do with your sexuality. the fact that you like cock doesn't mean you're less masculine now, or should be.

**Hierarchy** · 11-07-2009, 11:06 PM

I think you can't be gay and straight, meri, and the title says I guess I'm gay... Anyways I'm glad you've come to your senses XD the more gays the merrier. I'm pretty masculine but I'm also bi. I don't really think it has anything to do with that though, you are who you are.

**meridianwest** · 11-07-2009, 11:27 PM

no, the kewldewd wrote it all off as just sex, as if who he liked having sex with had nothing to do w/ his sexuality. that's why i responded. i disagree.

**music-in-a-bottle** · 11-08-2009, 03:35 AM

You guys are awesome! I appreciate it a great deal. I met another guy through craigslist, and gave him a blow job and still enjoyed it, again! I hope you all don't mind if I stick around here? Unsure if you guys mind hearing about a guy sucking dick! This is the gay portion, but still thought I'd ask. Thanks again you all. Chris