i'm odd

[Al the pal]

all this free summer time has gotten me thinking of all my weird tendencies. i'm partly over compulsive in a couple of ways. like whenever I'm in a room and the door is in my eye sight it has to be closed. if it's not then I'm constantly peering over. I dunno, it's like i'm fixed on the door. it makes me very nervous. Another thing is i'm really concerned about hygiene. My hygiene, others hygiene...just overall hygiene. If I don't feel clean then i won't go out. i'm also really picky about being around dirty people. i do go out on nature walks sometimes, and walk barefooted. it's just when I feel dirty, doesn't actually mean i'm dirty...hope that made atleast some sense. Well those are my big one. also, every night when I go to sleep i hold my breath till I start passing out. otherwise i can't get to sleep... yep, those are my oddities, yours?

[StonerBill]

WTF? hold your breath till u pass out every night? i think you should see a doctor about that.. or psychiatrist. im not paying you out or anything, but seriosuly, thats bad. you rgoing to die form it for sure.

[Al the pal]

no, no...i worded it weird. thing is I used to smoke up every night to help me sleep, but I'm back home from college and my parents don't condone that lifestyle. so i used to take benadryl, or any otc medicine that causes drowsiness just when i really needed to get to sleep. i decided that was probably no good so i started looking at breathing techniques. i take really deep breathes and hold it in for a while and then release. it's really calming and gives you a euphoric feel. in no way do i actually pass out, just get light headed... sorry if i worried ya.

love,
al the pal