marquis_de_odde
06-08-2005, 07:42 PM
And here I sit
Peach schnapp's and orange in hand
15 minutes before work
Feeling worse than I ever have before
Trying to believe
The one I've found I adore
Can adore me too
How can trust flourish
If trust is not recieved
Why do I have to fling the arrows
Of a crime from another
Who fled the scene?
Is it really worth it in the end?
That's always runnign through my head
Halfway between crazy and dead
Feeling like a manic thermometer
Why did I give up smoking?
That toxic fume suck
Does well to coddle
My self-induced mind fuck
I need you
I want you
I hate you for making me feel this way
I'm lying
I could never hate you
I just feel the need to scream
Until the cosmos crash into each other
And ring out the stunted agony
I feel
If only in a sober head
Could you explain to me your intentions
And let me know I'm not alone
I'd be alright
It's a freightening height
Not knowing if I'm to rise or fall
I would never betray you
But do I know it's the same
On the other end?
NO!
If this is all a game
Just some calculated joy run fun
Release me!
I've been trodden on
Thrown down
Spat upon
But one thing I can say in comparison
With the others
I always knew where I stood
I know you are uneasy
Untrusting
But definately not unloving
Speak up
Speak out
It scares me to say this
But as my grip begins to slip
I've no idea how much longer I may hold on
So let me know your heart is true
Before I ramble back down the craggy path
I wish it was just so easy to walk away
But something in your eyes holds me captive
Could this be real?
Don't we owe it to ourselves to find out?
If you do agree
Tell me,please tell me
Don't leave me spacing out over enigmatic meanings
When maybe we could be great
And maybe this is where it's all been leading to
In the heated fated meetings of late
That somehow I knew I'd make my entire life
It brings me to the verge of tears
Just let me know!
Peach schnapp's and orange in hand
15 minutes before work
Feeling worse than I ever have before
Trying to believe
The one I've found I adore
Can adore me too
How can trust flourish
If trust is not recieved
Why do I have to fling the arrows
Of a crime from another
Who fled the scene?
Is it really worth it in the end?
That's always runnign through my head
Halfway between crazy and dead
Feeling like a manic thermometer
Why did I give up smoking?
That toxic fume suck
Does well to coddle
My self-induced mind fuck
I need you
I want you
I hate you for making me feel this way
I'm lying
I could never hate you
I just feel the need to scream
Until the cosmos crash into each other
And ring out the stunted agony
I feel
If only in a sober head
Could you explain to me your intentions
And let me know I'm not alone
I'd be alright
It's a freightening height
Not knowing if I'm to rise or fall
I would never betray you
But do I know it's the same
On the other end?
NO!
If this is all a game
Just some calculated joy run fun
Release me!
I've been trodden on
Thrown down
Spat upon
But one thing I can say in comparison
With the others
I always knew where I stood
I know you are uneasy
Untrusting
But definately not unloving
Speak up
Speak out
It scares me to say this
But as my grip begins to slip
I've no idea how much longer I may hold on
So let me know your heart is true
Before I ramble back down the craggy path
I wish it was just so easy to walk away
But something in your eyes holds me captive
Could this be real?
Don't we owe it to ourselves to find out?
If you do agree
Tell me,please tell me
Don't leave me spacing out over enigmatic meanings
When maybe we could be great
And maybe this is where it's all been leading to
In the heated fated meetings of late
That somehow I knew I'd make my entire life
It brings me to the verge of tears
Just let me know!