I Am

[schmokes]

I Am

containing thoughts,
devoting rhymes,
expressing love,
denying crimes.

pleeding sanity,
securing insecurities,
heeding hatred,
losing casualties.

losing respect,
hating today,
edging sanity,
running away.

forging kindness,
fending off feelings,
forgetting manners,
faking my healings.

self-centered, but
hating myself.
self-destructive, and
forgetting myself.