xux-flashback
05-29-2005, 09:48 PM
It goes something like this:
I had been smoking weed for a week straight and was very burnt one time this past year (one of the many). During the week I had been so pleased to seemingly get away with it without anyone knowing about my daily smoking ritual. Since most people shun pot-smoking in my neighborhood... I didn't want to let off to anyone that I was smoking pot, since I would smoke it right outside of my house that I'm staying in (I rent a single bedroom out of a house with live in landlords).. so the whole attitude about it is sneaky.. which I cannot stand anymore... I just want to smoke and live freely... but anyway..
after waiting and planning my next toke which was to take place, I finally gathered myself and went outdoors at 11:40PM, which at that time my landlords SHOULD have been in bed sleeping. That's one thing I've gotten to learn - is their sleep patterns, Since I can hear them walking around.
So there I am.. TOking away on my pyrex bowl underneath the outside light and just really getting into it.. enjoying every moment like a rabid fiend - fiending for more thc. When all of a sudden: my landlords' little dog comes skippin along panting rapidly and actually startling the hell right out of me... as if it just appeared as some figment of my imagination... at this point I realize... the "noises I heard" ... "the weird silences"... "my landlords' little poodle"..... it all made sense to me at this point... I was REEFING like a madman in picture-clear view of my landlords as they sat calmly in the dark in their backyard!!! AHHAHAHA ROFL WTF??!? This realization hit me and stuck with me ALL FRIGGING night and I was unable to enjoy my strong buzz... I felt an impending confrontation.... the scenerios kept playing over in my mind... I was afriad to make noise that night... I was a total wreck over it.
I thought for sure that I would be kicked out in no time, since this is a non-smoking non-drinking (drug free) house. I felt totally vulnerable for attack. Funny thing is, NOTHING was EVER mentioned to me about it.
I felt totally foolish, though!
I had been smoking weed for a week straight and was very burnt one time this past year (one of the many). During the week I had been so pleased to seemingly get away with it without anyone knowing about my daily smoking ritual. Since most people shun pot-smoking in my neighborhood... I didn't want to let off to anyone that I was smoking pot, since I would smoke it right outside of my house that I'm staying in (I rent a single bedroom out of a house with live in landlords).. so the whole attitude about it is sneaky.. which I cannot stand anymore... I just want to smoke and live freely... but anyway..
after waiting and planning my next toke which was to take place, I finally gathered myself and went outdoors at 11:40PM, which at that time my landlords SHOULD have been in bed sleeping. That's one thing I've gotten to learn - is their sleep patterns, Since I can hear them walking around.
So there I am.. TOking away on my pyrex bowl underneath the outside light and just really getting into it.. enjoying every moment like a rabid fiend - fiending for more thc. When all of a sudden: my landlords' little dog comes skippin along panting rapidly and actually startling the hell right out of me... as if it just appeared as some figment of my imagination... at this point I realize... the "noises I heard" ... "the weird silences"... "my landlords' little poodle"..... it all made sense to me at this point... I was REEFING like a madman in picture-clear view of my landlords as they sat calmly in the dark in their backyard!!! AHHAHAHA ROFL WTF??!? This realization hit me and stuck with me ALL FRIGGING night and I was unable to enjoy my strong buzz... I felt an impending confrontation.... the scenerios kept playing over in my mind... I was afriad to make noise that night... I was a total wreck over it.
I thought for sure that I would be kicked out in no time, since this is a non-smoking non-drinking (drug free) house. I felt totally vulnerable for attack. Funny thing is, NOTHING was EVER mentioned to me about it.
I felt totally foolish, though!