HerbuhLovuh
05-10-2004, 03:25 AM
This guy keeps IMing me.
We started with seemingly productive discussions on health and spirituality.
Now he IMs me and:
He starts out with name calling.
Earlier it was
you=dirty nigger
I ask him to please stop IMing me.
He might respond with something like it is you who needs to stop IMing me!
I say please your bothering me. I laugh.
He says your bothering me alot more!
I usually sit without typing for awhile and he sends some messages.
Finally he says, "k peace"
Then a few minutes later he says "you know what, no peace for you"
or something like that
And I might say, "that's fine by me"
just a string of accusatory bull shit comes out of him when you don't play his game.
And just a moment ago he says "I am blocking you"
I had enough time to type "haha" before he did
I mean, I never wanted him to say anything for me in the first place.
I am not a 'social' person.
This is just fucking hysterical.
A true mind fuck.
The scary part is I know that part of him exists in me, part of him I am taming, like a rediculous goofy wild beast.
hehehehehehehe
*shrug
All well.
People are addictd to fear and hatred. If you don't fear and hate them, they might tell you things like you are mean you are an awful person etc etc etc, because they want you to treat them badly so that they can feel something.
Well I feel truth and love so I sit silently through most socializing in life.
He even said "talk is cheap" and that is both true and not, because I know he is really upset right now.
*shrug
I am a lover. I do my best to not accuse people of my own problems, but there is a virus of the mind loose in this world that causes people to victmize others for their deficiencies, and there is a whole class of people who have been socialized as 'food' for those assholes.
It is my hope that some of you see this.
Mind fuck the bastards,
Sit quietly, watch them explode.
Know who you are.
I am a lover.
I am powerful in my silence.
They are like farmers, looking for people with longing, to trick them and feed off their energy while sysematicly beating them down emotionally, at first very subtley, then later quite bluntly.
Well, I find it funny in the most darkly humorous way imaginable.
I love them anyway. That's how I can sit quietly and 'see' what might really be going on on so many levels no words could ever really explain.
A true mind fuck.
Tearing MY MIND FROM THE MATRIX INVOLVES RIPPING CONCEPTIONS OF REALITY TO SHREDS.
Amen.
*giggle
*smile
Confusion is even a warriors best friend.
Free to be.
That's why I somehow manage to love me.
hehehehehe
Hopefully he'll need food sooner or later, maybe I'll get a couple powerful responses, and I also suspect some farmers will show up and try and vamp me, for perhaps I am the same. And when he needs food, I will show him this thread, and we will both laugh.
hehehehehehe
Justice through love power,
-herbalremediesss
We started with seemingly productive discussions on health and spirituality.
Now he IMs me and:
He starts out with name calling.
Earlier it was
you=dirty nigger
I ask him to please stop IMing me.
He might respond with something like it is you who needs to stop IMing me!
I say please your bothering me. I laugh.
He says your bothering me alot more!
I usually sit without typing for awhile and he sends some messages.
Finally he says, "k peace"
Then a few minutes later he says "you know what, no peace for you"
or something like that
And I might say, "that's fine by me"
just a string of accusatory bull shit comes out of him when you don't play his game.
And just a moment ago he says "I am blocking you"
I had enough time to type "haha" before he did
I mean, I never wanted him to say anything for me in the first place.
I am not a 'social' person.
This is just fucking hysterical.
A true mind fuck.
The scary part is I know that part of him exists in me, part of him I am taming, like a rediculous goofy wild beast.
hehehehehehehe
*shrug
All well.
People are addictd to fear and hatred. If you don't fear and hate them, they might tell you things like you are mean you are an awful person etc etc etc, because they want you to treat them badly so that they can feel something.
Well I feel truth and love so I sit silently through most socializing in life.
He even said "talk is cheap" and that is both true and not, because I know he is really upset right now.
*shrug
I am a lover. I do my best to not accuse people of my own problems, but there is a virus of the mind loose in this world that causes people to victmize others for their deficiencies, and there is a whole class of people who have been socialized as 'food' for those assholes.
It is my hope that some of you see this.
Mind fuck the bastards,
Sit quietly, watch them explode.
Know who you are.
I am a lover.
I am powerful in my silence.
They are like farmers, looking for people with longing, to trick them and feed off their energy while sysematicly beating them down emotionally, at first very subtley, then later quite bluntly.
Well, I find it funny in the most darkly humorous way imaginable.
I love them anyway. That's how I can sit quietly and 'see' what might really be going on on so many levels no words could ever really explain.
A true mind fuck.
Tearing MY MIND FROM THE MATRIX INVOLVES RIPPING CONCEPTIONS OF REALITY TO SHREDS.
Amen.
*giggle
*smile
Confusion is even a warriors best friend.
Free to be.
That's why I somehow manage to love me.
hehehehehe
Hopefully he'll need food sooner or later, maybe I'll get a couple powerful responses, and I also suspect some farmers will show up and try and vamp me, for perhaps I am the same. And when he needs food, I will show him this thread, and we will both laugh.
hehehehehehe
Justice through love power,
-herbalremediesss