serra rambles

[serra]

So i don't know, maybe this is just another annoying "am i or aren't i?!" kinda threads but *im sorry!*

i will tell you my story. you only have to listin if you want to.

i have always been different from other girls (weren't we all?)but i was a kinda a tomboy and was usually friends with more guys than girls. but im also pretty girlie girl, if that makes any sense.
either way. i used to think maybe i was gay, because i didn't know any guys that i liked. but i also didn't like any girls. turned out i was just from a crappy town where i didn't really like anyone! :p but people have thought i was and i certainly have the "style" that many people might associate (even though that doens't matter either way! clothes are just clothes!)

whatever. my issue is this; i am in a serious relationship with a boy i really love. but i think i might like girls too. but i have never had an experience with a girl! i just don't know! but i think, i dunno, i am confused. i would like to find out or something, but i can't because i am in this relationship. i guess there's not much i can really do about it now, and since i am happy in this relationship, i should't really want to.

sorry! just rambles. i'm confuzzled. girls are hot and i love my boyfriend. and i'm not sure what kind of attractions i even feel?!


sorry, whatever. i make no sense, i know. i will go away now. :o

[Defence_mechanism]

is that you in your sig? coz mm-mm hunny!

i find that a lot people come in here wanting advice or for people to perhaps help answer the question for them. but you know what? none of us can do that for you. that doesnt mean its a stupid question. i wish i had've known someone to ask to talk to when i was questioning but i didnt and i was too shy anyway.

all i can say is perhaps tell your boyfriend that you're thinking maybe you're bi. he's your best friend so he can probably help you work it out. or maybe tell a girl friend or something. they wont be able to answer the question either but at least you're able to talk to someone about it.

just give it time. dont rush, theres no need to make decisions now. (unless you want to dump your boy and come find me coz girl you're gorgeous!)

[serra]

*blushes* hehee :o


thanks! yeah, i think i'm just going to wait and see what happens. i love the boy to bits so it doesn't really matter right now i guess! but someday that might change and then we'll see what happens!

[psyche]

holy crap you are hot!

and i agree with defence mechanism, just wait it out and see what happens. if you're happy now why risk screwing things up? but of course talk to him, who knows he may be okay with experimenting. then the ball is in your court as far as whether you'd want to or not.

[serra]

hehehe, i feel special. i never think anyone thinks im hot! :D

[Sunburst]

Honey, so many straight girls think other girls are hot. It's natural! It doesn't mean you're bi or a lesbian or anything. Only if you actually could or do love another female, then you may be. But forgety lables darlin'! Just do whatever you feel...

[serra]

thanks sunburst! :) i think it's you i love! :p