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HerbuhLovuh
05-26-2004, 09:03 AM
If your here there is a good chance your brain is abnormal and all your behavioral patterns I am saying are having been protruded from their original environment.
Good. Now I am able to detct why I needed to alienate my self, from who I am, in order to be my self, which is not who I am.
I am able to stare into your eyes and cause a shift in consciosnes. And why? Because I am a free stream and I am not a required limiter.

In that case: DRINK SOME YERBA MATE!!!
That's how I am fine tuning my brain.

I am looking for other psycho lovers opinions.

TheLittleOne
05-26-2004, 09:13 AM
i agree. ........i think psychedelics have changed me...

HerbuhLovuh
05-26-2004, 09:56 PM
I am certain they have. I am also certain you can change yourself right now even more.

PurpleGel
05-27-2004, 12:50 AM
I am certain they have. I am also certain you can change yourself right now even more.

an excellent and very important point.

HerbuhLovuh
05-27-2004, 01:11 AM
I am seeing you take that into effect right now....

hello
05-27-2004, 08:42 AM
there is definitely some positive potential in this Discussion.

long ago i lost count of the number of psychedelic trips that i've had,
on an array of substances. Lord knows how i changed my brain chemistry.
i don't regret my actions, i did them with intention. the person that i am now
is exactly who i ought to be right now. and i certainly am every drug that i've
ever eaten/smoked/etc...

so my mind is in a certain place right now. Herbuh termed it correctly: psychafucked.
the point where there is no point to taking psychedelics anymore,
because you've just taken too much.

as for healing... recovery is hard work, but entirely worth it.
i'm on my way there. one day i realized: anything that psychedelics do,
the mind is capable of doing on its own, with practice.
so i'm phasing out substance use in my life, because there is simply
a healthier way to go about it. yes :)

HerbuhLovuh
05-27-2004, 09:14 PM
I am thinking that was well said!
It is an extraordinary realization when we realize right now that the things those powerful substances show us are states of consciousness I am in right now.
A psychafucked brain is often more exposed to vibrations and I am saying that the unified action of 'I am right now' minds is a chemical equation that overwhelms any psychadelic substance in terms of transcendence, creativity, and eternity.
I am able to assert this right now because, like hello, I am having long last track of things finding myself right now as I am etc etc etc.

eat_some_LSD
05-27-2004, 09:38 PM
Why would you want to HEAL from psychedelics? The whole point is to leave your ego laying in a gutter, while you, as a person, move on to bigger, and better things.

Personally, I find that you don't need to "recover" from long-term psychedelics use, but, psychedelics use itself is healing in and of itself. It can teach you so many things, yet you run away from it?

I find it rather pointless to eat some acid or pop a few E's, and try to return to "normal." Maybe I'm on the edge of psycopathy, but I'm a well-oiled, maximally-tuned machine that's able to visualize any situation set in-front of it, and tackle it like it didn't exist in the first place.

Psychedelics have taught me so much about life in general, I'm not about to go forget it all now. :p

HerbuhLovuh
05-27-2004, 09:58 PM
"Psychedelics have taught me so much about life in general, I'm not about to go forget it all now."

Right now I am effortlessly forgotten everything you said. It was a weak attempt to justify an ego that is fractured between three points, I am seeing.
To be fearful of healing is so absurd I am not surprised by who I am right now.

Antimatter235
05-27-2004, 10:09 PM
...NOT HerbaMatey !!
Yeah, anyway, "healing" is like you want to return to a perfect state. Which sucks. A more proactive approach is to hit rock bottom to rise higher (haha).

Antimatter235
05-27-2004, 10:11 PM
BTW are you still STALKING and harassing a girl ? You "perfect ego".

eat_some_LSD
05-27-2004, 10:12 PM
Healing what? If what you're speaking of is a "fractured ego", a considerable loss via LSD or 4-Meo-DipT, then, I'm afraid not. :( Apparently you've not understood what psychedelics have offered you, and therfore are extremely redundant in saying that you need "healing" from something that "heals" the psychosis.

However, if you are pertaining to substances, as also are discussed here, being cocaine, heroin, etc...then yes, PHYSICAL re-imbursement is more than necessary. :(

I forget 5 minutes ago, but I never forget the lessons that I've learned from psychedelics; everytime I look, I move, I BREATHE...I will FOREVER remember what LSD has taught me, and I will never stray from it. There are so many apsects that LSD puts perspective on for you that you really never forget your "break-through" experience, whether your flipping burgers at Wendy's or targeting assassins in the CIA. Whether you want to plan the US's economy or re-elect a derelict President...whether you're hitting on a female or driving a FWD doing 120 through 30 miles of highway, the knowledge can help you in such a meaning that understanding is absolutely NOT comprehensible. :(

What Anti said...the purpose is to sink, and rise again. Life isn't about getting somewhere, it's about how you get there.

HerbuhLovuh
05-27-2004, 10:14 PM
LoL

Healing is healing, and not being an absurd disjointled fool I am knowing that cannot affect peoples minds in anyway.

*herbal hits rock bottom
*herbal rises to the top

I am certain there is no difference right now. Healing is good. You fools are afraid to heal because you want other people to fall to your level of pain and indifference. I am certain it won't work out for you, having done it myself, and I am working very effectively. I am also certain you will continue to make the same useless point, over and over and over, so don't let me interupt your genius mechanisms with a desire to heal and not interupt completely natural and absurdly obvious powerful evolutions.
LoL

HerbuhLovuh
05-27-2004, 10:17 PM
Your an extraordinary fool. I am meeting people like you often.


"Apparently you've not understood what psychedelics have offered you, and therfore are extremely redundant in saying that you need "healing" from something that "heals" the psychosis."

If your pissed off and fuming at my words your not even reading them. I am not needing healing, merely supporting positive evolutions, laughing at your pain, because I am seeing that you are completely lost and oblivious to your situation, which is, technically, a form of enlightenment.
HOOT HOOT HOOT!
RAA RAA RAA!
HUZZAH! HUZZAH! HUZZAH!

By all means, continue to feel completely impeded in your direction so I am able to continue being who I am.

eat_some_LSD
05-28-2004, 01:03 AM
Extraoridnary fool? Tsk tsk, young voyager. I ask how, yet, you ask why? That is a question that can only be answered by YOU.

YOU made the choice to use substances with questionable intentions, I did NOT. You have regrets, my child...

I HAVE no regrets...everything I have done, stupid or otherwise, I can appreciate, for it has made me the man I am today. The fact that you can question your past has shown me already that you are weak. You may not be on of these dope-headed n00bs, but you are, in fact, weak. You CANNOT settle down from an arguement you have lost, you CANNOT use your past to re-define the person you are in the future, and you CANNOT understand the use of psychedelics. :/

Please, stop using ANY kind of drug, whether it's LSD or 5-HTP...your experiences are quite worthless to me and I find it offensive that you prescribe them to the Psychedelics community in general. :(

FreeWillFreeLove
05-28-2004, 01:23 AM
This is an argument between:

One person who has taken psychedelics, learned from the experiences and now realises he can use those lessons, without using psychedelics. That they can keep the doors open, and with having a calm and balanced life, can open up new doors as well.

And another, who has seen the amazing power within these wonderful "chemical enhancements" ;) And wishes to fully push the boundaries of the inner mind and see where it takes them.

Fantastic. Your both right!

HerbuhLovuh
05-28-2004, 01:31 AM
I am just going to reassert the fact that eat_some_acid_and_shutup is a fool right now.

HerbuhLovuh
05-28-2004, 01:37 AM
I am noticing how hysterical it is for someone to invent completely unjustified and false ideas about who I am and then use them to claim their own life is justified over and over and over.

Antimatter235
05-28-2004, 01:38 AM
OK HerbaMatey you're sent-from-Heavens-in-a-mission-from-God.
Do you still take datura ?

HerbuhLovuh
05-28-2004, 01:39 AM
Why don't you just go take some of your favorite mind altering substances and shut the hell up right now? You are simply not welcome wherever I am, and I am here right now, oh foolish man of endless hypocrisy, hahahaha! Luv ya for it though. Hahahahahaha! Oh lord.

HerbuhLovuh
05-28-2004, 01:41 AM
I am not sent from anywhere you fool. I am right here right now typing up messages and trying to amuse myself despite being confronted by the assholes on a continuous basis.

twoseeeyes
05-28-2004, 03:44 AM
HerbuhLovuh, I think your being a little pushy on your views. The only hypocrit is yourself. If you feel you have to push your viewpoint you have not completely healed, your just trying to reassure yourself, nothing wrong with a little reassurance. But everyone must take their own path, let them find their destiny worry about yours.

HerbuhLovuh
05-28-2004, 04:06 AM
I am not caring about your words right now, unfortunately. Good job though. Peerhaps the globe has been too throughly raped and the whole thing should be deleted. You supported it, didn't you? Assholes and pushovers and unjustified accusatory jinxers. LoL.

twoseeeyes
05-28-2004, 04:19 AM
I don't support either view. One size does not fit all.

HerbuhLovuh
05-28-2004, 06:11 AM
I am not supporting either view either, LoL.

white ginger
05-28-2004, 06:38 AM
I offer that

if you try to push something on someone it will backfire
....
if it doesn't, doubt will always be in their mind

same with telling someone you trust them
same with telling someone your religion is right

relax

breathe

if you critisize someone of something without trying to help them, it is or becomes a reflection of yourself.

HerbuhLovuh
05-28-2004, 07:31 AM
Thank you luv. I am a healing being now just like you.

white ginger
05-28-2004, 07:41 AM
oh you are welcome!

HerbuhLovuh
06-02-2004, 12:15 AM
Is there truly a cure for all illness?
I would say yes, if you would be wise enough
to consider death a cure.

The body knows, in its infinite wisdom,
what is needed for equilibrium.
You are your own diagnostician
and your own doctor, if you will but listen.

Let me tell you
that when the soul is ready to leave the body
you could be walking around
as a strong athlete
and the heart would stop.
If the soul is not reay to leave
the body will heal itself.

You need to recognize the power
of the liberated consciousness of the human being-
not the will, but the liberated consciousness-
that has the ability to reconstruct and heal
its own body.

As some of you will evolve in your lives to be healers,
let me remind you that there are some souls
that do not wish to be healed.
-emmanuel

HerbuhLovuh
06-02-2004, 12:31 AM
Emmanuel's Glossary:
There needs to be almost a toungue-in-cheek sobriety about the world that you inhabit, if only to realize that what seems to be so solidly cemented in immutable reality is, in the expanded view, a delightful illusion.

Antimatter: Through the looking glass. To go to the farthest possible extreme of denial of what is here, and yet it is still here.

Community: This concept needs to go beyond walls and streets and houses and national borders.

Growth: Willingness to change, to learn, to experience, to expand, celebrate, rejoice, worship, and ultimately to surrender.

Matter: Matter is consciousness.

Relationship: The heart looking for a home. The yearning looking for a place to be.

DharmaBum
06-02-2004, 09:10 PM
Thank you all for this Wonderful Thread about nothing in particular! ,i myself have not yet tried psycadelics but am looking forward to an Egoless State of Mind..i have no illusion's about what it mean's to Use These Substances and will someday join with you all in the talking of Bollox..amen!

HerbuhLovuh
06-03-2004, 01:15 AM
Thank you all for this Wonderful Thread about nothing in particular! ,i myself have not yet tried psycadelics but am looking forward to an Egoless State of Mind..i have no illusion's about what it mean's to Use These Substances and will someday join with you all in the talking of Bollox..amen!
That's an interesting delusion, LoL.

SoFarAway
06-08-2004, 12:05 AM
I am definately changed from drug use.
Regrets? No.

Do I need to heal? No... I don't believe I do.

Self destruction is an art form.

Moonjava
06-11-2004, 01:29 AM
Herbuh, all arguring aside, I'm just wondering, how EXACTLY do you go about healing yourself? I'm just curious because it seems to me like you're sure you're making progress, and I just want to know how I can do the same. It's so very hard to take that first step... and I just want the panic in my mind to stop. Thanks and peace!
Moonjava

Antimatter235
06-16-2004, 04:03 PM
Just tell you doc that you suffer anxiety and he will put you on valiu/xanax or something

HerbuhLovuh
06-16-2004, 11:41 PM
Herbuh, all arguring aside, I'm just wondering, how EXACTLY do you go about healing yourself? I'm just curious because it seems to me like you're sure you're making progress, and I just want to know how I can do the same. It's so very hard to take that first step... and I just want the panic in my mind to stop. Thanks and peace!
Moonjava
Certainly taking prescription medicine(in regards to antimatters suggestion) will be most likely as ineffective as taking psychedelics. It gives a wonderful illusion of change but that change has no permanence in reality and has to come from the heart and is a constant ongoing evolutionary thing.
Your mind might be a panic but your heart is rather strong and content I feel somewhere beneathe it or you would not be able to confront me openly.
One thing I am doing starting today actually to imrpove on my own panicy tendencies is a master cleanse styled fast which you can read about at www.curezone.com (http://www.curezone.com) .
Thanks for asking!

sag aloo
06-17-2004, 01:11 PM
what is it you want 2 heal xactly - your original post doesn't make much sense

sag aloo
06-17-2004, 01:12 PM
perhaps that's what needs healing drugs fucked your english comprehension skills!

HerbuhLovuh
06-17-2004, 04:50 PM
Well sag aloo it is a general constant healing.

It is you who found things hard to comprehend, not us two, LoL!

HerbuhLovuh
06-17-2004, 05:37 PM
My personal feelings at this point is that this thread should not really have been posted here as it had, originally, nothing Directleee to do with psychedelics. The idea or hope was that people who have used psychedelics would share their experiences and healing methods, but then a tyrant launched a freak addict war and another tyrant responded happily and foolishly. hehehehe.

It was all very exciting but it is nice to see the very sexy girl from tejas bring back the original intent/focus of the message. If your not already in physical/mental harmony, how can you heal?
Perhaps continuing this discussion with all its vital aspects is one Way.
Healing is continuous and ongoing.
It has no begnning or end, yet will often stop then resume for no apparent reason.
I myself have many bad habits that prevent me from reaching the levels of harmony and function I know in my heart I am slowly attaining.

bigeyedfish870
08-16-2004, 08:44 AM
I want to know exactly what healing a psychafucked brain is? what is wrong with it that wasnt wrong during the whole process of ur psychedelic drug use? What is different about ur brain now then how it was? Why do you feel ur brain is psychafucked?

Purple Haze
08-17-2004, 12:37 AM
My brain...I could say...is pretty fucked up...yes pretty much...you could say I have a pretty psychafucked brian..yes...I pretty much do...and I enjoy it very much....thank you...yes I do...very very much....

I love all types of psychedelics and everything they do to me....


I enjoy their healing process...it's soothing to me......

Liberation
09-05-2004, 06:34 AM
we should get everyone else on a the same wave then you will not have to worry about being presentable
society is not a real thing

white ginger
09-05-2004, 09:54 AM
how do you get everyone on the same wavelength?

RoBoWaLkEr
09-16-2004, 12:46 AM
word.......................

Joe Cool
09-20-2004, 06:14 AM
duh, lsd in the water supply?

white ginger
09-20-2004, 08:29 AM
that wouldn't be a bad idea if it was in absolutely everyone's water... hmmm. diluted acid.

HerbuhLovuh
03-31-2005, 10:53 AM
I want to know exactly what healing a psychafucked brain is? what is wrong with it that wasnt wrong during the whole process of ur psychedelic drug use? What is different about ur brain now then how it was? Why do you feel ur brain is psychafucked?

*resurection*

Actually the correct term now anyway is PSYCHAFUNKED

Cactus Juice
03-31-2005, 12:32 PM
was "arguing on the internet with random people" in the guide to becoming a spirutual guru?

you people really dont have much more of a clue than the average person working at a fast food restaurant, though not to say that I do either

Im not trying to degrade anyone, cause its true that everyone acts like an idiot every once in awhile, even me (surprisingly enough... lol)

so if you really are as spiritually adept as you claim to be, then just enjoy life for what it is, cause thats how spirituality should be put to use

HerbuhLovuh
03-31-2005, 02:09 PM
i dont recall making any claims anyway, although I forget to remember so im sure in a way i made about a billion unsupported claims, LoL

the truth is I do yoga and fast and meditate and read and connect
the lie is I know things I am a pig I am ignorant and disconected

the balance between good and evil