Oh lordy what is going on in my head?

[*electrica*]

Okay, I'm really not down anymore. I'm guessing that the anti-depressants have finally started working. Now I'm so chipper it's as though I've had a lobotomy, which is awesome. So I thought I'd write a cheesy little ditty about my cheesy new outlook.


I Heart Prozac

I love you my dears
You bring me delight
Three every morning
And three every night

I used to be sad
And how I did cry
But now I don't care
There's no tear in my eye

No more heartbreaks
And no more lies
I'm no longer a slut
I've lost interest in guys

Just me and my cat
My rabbit and tv
Books and me geetar
Ain't no worries for me

I feel so fabulous
I am THE coolest girl
Thank you, my drugs
For fixing my world

[saffronfrancisburnet]

so true your words

to be whole in you
in love or not
is all you need to get through now...

love n peace from saff


be true to you

[*electrica*]

I have definitely never felt as good as I do now that I'm not preoccupied with boys. It's hard to understand why I ever cared in the first place. I'm so happy I just want to scream it out to everyone.

[Mui]

i love prozac too

[*electrica*]

Wanna start a fan club?

[Templedragon]

you go girl!

[VanAstral]

Happiness happiness however it's achieved?
hmm
Serotonin sings
change my attitude
so I don’t have to
drugs make me happy
itchy, depersonalized
prescribed apathy
herded individuality

decaffeinated water,
an apple a day, no way!
my brain is insane
purged, anorexic
sexual appetite
lacks vitamins and minerals

natural sense of fear
legally, profitably, disappeared:
ignorance and fear
in the clear
just keep thinking happy thoughts
do your job
never mind
obsessive compulsive
seems redundant,

take it away, Mr. Longfellow:
Oh, fear not in a world like this,
And thou shalt know erelong,
Know how sublime a thing it is
To suffer and be strong

get back to work
it’s just a side effect
hyper tense panic
heart attack
but man I feel great
I think I’ll kill myself
should I come to my senses
embrace the theory
I am what I am
attempt to abandon the plan
the pill’s fail-safe is this:
question not profits, patient,
but rather your sanity

[*electrica*]

The poem, however cheesy it may be, is the truth. I was really against anti-depressants until I really hit bottom and they've changed my life. I can still feel things, I certainly still get sad, but at least I can get out of bed now.

[Jack_Straw2208]

ween's zoloft from quebec (or maybe the pod)... i'll post the lyrics, but you guys really need to dl it, its t3h funny, and from what ive read, kinda true...

Gimme that z, o-l-o-f-t
Gimme a grip, make me love me
Suckin' 'em down, I'm happy man
Can feel it inside, makin' me smile

...realize that the sky's not made of gold
don't disguise the nature of your soul

Gimme that z, o-l-o-f-t
No longer pissed and you don't bother me
I'm makin' it through, I'm givin' my all
When base are loaded, I'm whacking the ball

...don't suck the mind, don't drain the source
the path of life's not so easy to course, buddy


give me that z, o-l-o-f-t

(i cannot explain how im feeling inside)

give me a grip, help me love me

(just form a barrier round my brain)

suckin em down, im happy man...
(are you a monkey? or a man child?)

[*electrica*]

I dunno, I have to take some offense at that.

[Templedragon]

Electra my sis, I'm so glad you were able to find a drug that works for you. Depression is something that folks who have not experienced it cannot even begin to understand.

As for the Ween lyrics above, I don't think you should let them offend you. I don't think that was Jack's intention. Like I said, if you have not been there you cannot understand (assuming that you were refrring to his post not the one above it).

Take care and be proud and healthy sis. Don't let anything or anybody bring you down, you've spent anough time there. This is your time to shine hon!

Many hugs and blessings from your brother you didn't know you had, Viv-

[*electrica*]

It wasn't like specific to the post or that I was really upset by it, but it is just like you said, if you haven't experienced it, you can't know. I just don't like the assumption people make that you lose your emotions and become basically a braying moron, that you're better off being depressed because it gives you character or something. But oh well.
Also, I still hate Seattle because of the situation with my friend there, but I have to admit that it's a pretty nice place. I'm obsessed with pirates so I was thrilled to find an entire store dedicated to them at pike place. And my god, mountains everywhere you look. I almost died from the sheer beauty. I did think the states were a little strange though. I may go back for my birthday in a month if I'm lucky.