honeyhannah
05-25-2004, 08:54 AM
I'm maybe exaggerating this in my mind, but it seems that only when I don't have an actual life that I'm capable of writing about...life.
I can write about everything that ever happened to me, when nothing is happening, as soon as something happens I can't write about it, and that is when I really need to write.
Maybe I'm just not focused enough yet, I don't know.
I just wonder if I go out and intend on having a normal life how much I would create compared to occasionally living but mostly burying myself in writing.
Anyone else feel they have an Emily Dickinson sorta complex?
I can write about everything that ever happened to me, when nothing is happening, as soon as something happens I can't write about it, and that is when I really need to write.
Maybe I'm just not focused enough yet, I don't know.
I just wonder if I go out and intend on having a normal life how much I would create compared to occasionally living but mostly burying myself in writing.
Anyone else feel they have an Emily Dickinson sorta complex?