The War Inside Me

[GirlInTheGreenGrass]

What is this inside me
That burns and burrows so deep.
It distracts me from what is
It's something I know I mustn't keep.

I need to know the answers; the sacred, ancient; no one knows...
There's a spiritual war inside me, where the rage in these curious soldiers' grows.

I beat my head against the floor and think to myself "This is a dead tree."
I look out my window where another one slowly branches in to see.
I wander..."Is it windy.......?"

Life is moving, it's being, life is existing, and ya know..it may just be our only.
Think more innocently before you make the unmarked tree lonely.
Why are we here? Is this our soul purpose? to produce and upgrade?
We seem like a pollution, a disturbing emotion, and the earth is our sharade.

I want to get accross, but I forgot to bring the paddles,
I want to uncover the blanket, extinct all human battles.

I want to feel without trying
I want to look inside myself without crying

I need to catch my balance, create the scales I desperately need.
Please spirit guide me, so that in life this journey I can succeed.

[GanjaPrince]

i love you

[GirlInTheGreenGrass]

aww. Love to you as well friend.

[o0child_at_nature0o]

thats really gd i love the ending sounds great!!!

[sylvanlightning]

Justice in shadows and reflections, the discovery of another of your facets.
What satisfies is experience. The reason of intuition when you know that
your studies are effortlessly flowing to completion. Nine is the number.
Strength is what is gained from your efforts. What is sought must be expressed.

[GirlInTheGreenGrass]

I'm not satisfied, I wander if I'll ever be, I hope to be... :)
My studies are not effortless and they're sure not complete. Expression helps get me through it all though.
You're words are filled of wisdom and poetry. :) Thank you for responding.
<3

[sylvanlightning]

You can be satisfied in the moment and still wish to continue....

Your spirit guides from within, without your will, softly
guiding your decisions when you relax and allow. Heartbeats...

If i were to say that sometimes things are misspelled,
would it detract from the essence? If i were to wait
until everyone else had a chance to respond, would you
claim i was not interested?

Please tell me what <3 means to you...

[GirlInTheGreenGrass]

If i were to say that sometimes things are misspelled,
would it detract from the essence?
It could, but not if your attempts were simply to enhance it.

If i were to wait until everyone else had a chance to respond, would you
claim i was not interested?
No. Waiting is polite. Respond if you feel it, when you feel it.
I posted this a while ago, thanks for bringing it up. This is one I really enjoyed writing.

Please tell me what <3 means to you...
It means love, see; and that's my brilliant symbol for it.;)
Love to me, is the most beautiful thing inside us all.
I send it out whenever I trust that I can.