I think I'm going insane...

[Soulless||Chaos]

Title pretty much explains it... I think I'm slowly going insane... Don't know why.. Just... Yeah... :rolleyes:

[scarlettchasingroses]

i'm already there......

welcome to insanity.....

[Soulless||Chaos]

So... How are the accomodations? :rolleyes:

[scarlettchasingroses]

the accommodations are surprisingly plush.......

[Soulless||Chaos]

That's good to know, I might be here a while...

[scarlettchasingroses]

jack kerouac said it best....

The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!"

[Soulless||Chaos]

Seriously though, I think I really am going insane... Like not the fun goofy kind... Oh well... :rolleyes: I'll figure it out I guess...

[scarlettchasingroses]

what makes you think this?

[Soulless||Chaos]

I don't really know, I just don't feel right... I'm kind of out of it, having trouble concentrating, and thinking way way too much about everything, like figuring things out where there is nothing to figure out... Everything is fucked up in my head atm... Suppose I'll just see where it takes me... :rolleyes:

[scarlettchasingroses]

hmmm.....are you hearing voices?

[Soulless||Chaos]

No, no voices... Except my own of course.. :rolleyes:

[scarlettchasingroses]

these are some of the signs of paranoid schizophrenia....

* Confusion
* Inability to make decisions
* Hallucinations
* Changes in eating or sleeping habits, energy level, or weight
* Delusions
* Nervousness
* Strange statements or behavior
* Withdrawal from friends, work, or school
* Neglect of personal hygiene
* Anger
* Indifference to the opinions of others
* A tendency to argue
* A conviction that you are better than others, or that people are out to get you

[scarlettchasingroses]

i don't know.....i am by no means a professional psychologist......so, if you truly feel you are going insane (and not the fun goofy kind) you should seek professional help

[Soulless||Chaos]

Is 12/13 bad..? Damn... Maybe I can fix it...

[Soulless||Chaos]

Hehe no need for a doctor, I can fix it... Maybe I need to meditate...

[scarlettchasingroses]

just a thought.....have you ever tried meditating?

[scarlettchasingroses]

ooo...my.....are we on the same wavelength or what?

[Soulless||Chaos]

Hehe yeah I meditate fairly often, but not for very long periods of time... Mostly just before I go to sleep... I think it helps though... Hehe meditation and exercise help me keep my mind off of things... And problems tend to disappear when I stop thinking about them...

[scarlettchasingroses]

maybe you need to beef-up your meditating.....try it for longer periods of times....

.....maybe try some yoga or tai chi too.....

[scarlettchasingroses]

....and stop thinking about your problems so much....hehe.....

[Soulless||Chaos]

Yeah I'm planning on spending some more time on it, also doing some yoga... I've been exercising/working out a lot lately and it's making me kind of stiff, need something to keep me flexible... Been meaning to take up yoga for a while now...

[scarlettchasingroses]

yoga is good for the mind, body and soul......hehe....it sounds cheesy but its true....

[ArtistofPeace]

I don't really know, I just don't feel right... I'm kind of out of it, having trouble concentrating, and thinking way way too much about everything, like figuring things out where there is nothing to figure out... Everything is fucked up in my head atm... Suppose I'll just see where it takes me... :rolleyes:
Wow...you completely described how I'm feeling lately to a T. I feel so not right, so out of it, and I'm having a lot of trouble concentrating. I even said the other day "I think I'm really going insane..." My mind is fucked up atm, too. You're not alone...haha (if that's any comfort)...

[pinkfloyd69]

I don't really know, I just don't feel right... I'm kind of out of it, having trouble concentrating, and thinking way way too much about everything, like figuring things out where there is nothing to figure out... Everything is fucked up in my head atm... Suppose I'll just see where it takes me... :rolleyes:
THIS IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK i FEEL OUT OF IT ALL THE TIME AND THINK ALL THE TIME MY HEAD IS JUST AS FUCKED UP SO IT'S NOT INSANE.

[Soulless||Chaos]

Hehe good to know I got some company here... :rolleyes:

[MEltingpOpsicle3]

I don't really know, I just don't feel right... I'm kind of out of it, having trouble concentrating, and thinking way way too much about everything, like figuring things out where there is nothing to figure out... Everything is fucked up in my head atm... Suppose I'll just see where it takes me... :rolleyes:
thats is so funny because the same thing is happening to me, i think about everything way to much lately, not positive thouhts either. Anyways i figured out my problem and hopefully a way to solve it.

[Soulless||Chaos]

Hahaha looks like we're all going insane... :rolleyes:

[pinkfloyd69]

YOU say insane to much insane is a very harsh felling so would not use it so much.

[Soulless||Chaos]

But you have just said it twice in a single sentence... That's twice as much as I've said it in a single sentence... :rolleyes:

[gmdukes]

damn dood.

[hotwater]

There's a possibility that you may have fallen asleep one night only to have awakened in a parallel universe. Sometimes when were under a great deal of stress we use the old escape hatch. everything may appear exactly the same but some things are just slightly out of whack. That feeling of being out of whack could be perceived as a descent into madness.

You're out of place in our universe and I suggest you try to find your way back :mad:

the longer you remain the further you fall :eek:



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[pinkfloyd69]

But you have just said it twice in a single sentence... That's twice as much as I've said it in a single sentence... :rolleyes:
yes but you have said it more then 10 times in under 27 posts.

[bradofcentralpa]

dukes, you got the best comments usually!. damn dood
to soulless... quit smoking grass, quit tripping, maybe quit medicating altogether...all for a while, and exercise and do your work. practice your guitar or whatever you do. those things help keep me from overthinking. you're not insane until they catch you, so good luck feeling regular again. peace

[cousinit]

these are some of the signs of paranoid schizophrenia....

* Confusion
* Inability to make decisions
* Hallucinations
* Changes in eating or sleeping habits, energy level, or weight
* Delusions
* Nervousness
* Strange statements or behavior
* Withdrawal from friends, work, or school
* Neglect of personal hygiene
* Anger
* Indifference to the opinions of others
* A tendency to argue
* A conviction that you are better than others, or that people are out to get you I qualify for about 8-9 of thoes. I dont hulacinate or least least I don think I do. but sometime i dont remeber things, like driving home form work. i'll just be sittin on the couch and all of sudden it dawns on me I dont know how i got home.

then thiers my daily to weekly mood swings from suicidail to euphoric and back, I obsess over stuff a lot. start think bout somthin and cant stop thinkin about it. ya think Im a nut

I have urges too. sometime I just get urges to do thing that might hurt or kill poeple. wanted to push a lady in front a subway train once, dont know why, just wanted to. long as I have grip reality I wont these things.

its been hard latly, I wont do any drugs, even as mild as cafine. i feel wierd if I have to many coffees. havnt had drop of alcohol in months now. some red bull really fucked me up for few days. I have pain killers for my crushed hand but they make me feel weird too so I dont use them

I like fuzzy animals and soft thing too, specally snakes, ther nice and soft, have a silky fell to em. specally like the feelin when they crawl through shirt or evenmy pants

i like looking at pictures of dead people, lots of pictures on the internet. strangly i dont feel anything when I look them. not remorse no sadnes. no repulsion. its like im dead inside. i dont feel happynes eather. not even the picture that littel girl wiht crushed head afected me. I said i cried at my unlces fnueral but I didnt

someimtes ill eat hole boxesof donuts, 48 sugar glazed donuts i like donuts creem filled donuts are good I like creem I have a pet spider, a taruntualla i call him egor. somtime I let him play wiht my snake but they dont like each other. he bit my snake one. it got sick but it stil alive. Im glad its not , it was kind of expensive. and dont want to have to buyh another snake

im running out of shit to say, a lot of this isnt true but some of it is. I wont say wich. but I hope it makes you all feel less insane.

[NatureFreak412]

yeah the list thingy, of those confusion and things, i apply to most

[Fractual_]

Hehe yeah I meditate fairly often, but not for very long periods of time... Mostly just before I go to sleep... I think it helps though... Hehe meditation and exercise help me keep my mind off of things... And problems tend to disappear when I stop thinking about them... i was going to suggest mushrooms, they really helped me get some leverage over my problems, and since i seem to remember you living around a hot spot for picking them, though i could be wrong... and you are right, the words forget about it could never mean as much as they do to a person with anxiety. also, try living a little, and you seem to spend a lot of time getting drunk and hanging around these forums, though again i could be wrong, lol...

[MBintheOC]

Starts singing the Queen song "I'm going slightly mad..." hehehe

[nohelmetlaws]

What kind of insane are we talking about? Jerking off to pictures in Guns & Ammo while wearing a tin foil hat, singing MC Hammer songs, or just not feeling right insane.

[crummyrummy]

I am doing the jerking thing, but I am doing to the ikea catalog

[Soulless||Chaos]

Haha we're not insane anymore... :rolleyes: Hmm mushrooms eh? It has been a few months, and they are all over the fucking place here... Believe it or not though I don't drink a whole lot... :rolleyes: Hehe and I get out plenty, don't know how as much time as I spend here, Guess I just don't sleep much... :rolleyes:

[Raving Sultan]

Reality is overrated. Insanity would be OK if no one noticed.

[hotwater]

I am doing the jerking thing, but I am doing to the ikea catalog

Now whatever happened to the good old days of National Geographic :(

[when 2 roads meet]

I know exactly what you mean, do just feel really distant alot like you just can't get right. Did you ever think that maybe rather than going crazy your'e starting to break through, get things right, and it feels weird because your'e not used to it yet?

[clockworkorangeagain]

"have urges too. sometime I just get urges to do thing that might hurt or kill poeple. wanted to push a lady in front a subway train once, dont know why, just wanted to. long as I have grip reality I wont these things."

Okay i dont know if you were serious on this one, but i get those aswell, not that i'd ever do it, but sometimes i let my imagination play with them for a bit!

And it seems to me that we are all going through the same kindof crap, or have before...maybe it has something to do with growing up?

[yemforbin]

I know exactly what you mean, do just feel really distant alot like you just can't get right. Did you ever think that maybe rather than going crazy your'e starting to break through, get things right, and it feels weird because your'e not used to it yet?
that's way too familiar.