i feel so insecure...

[MuchaGanja]

Ok so like, first off I'm a straight edge guy, never got into drugs or alcohol. id be willing to try weed and psychs at some point, like im open to it, just i don't want it in my life right now. part of me wants to be clean, the other part of me thinks i need to experience this stuff. Never tried any drugs, ive never even smoked weed. I've drank a couple times with family but that's it. It's not that I'm opposed to it all, it's just that i just don't want to be a part of it all, and just don't want it in my life at this moment. I'm honestly sick and tired of peole who advocate pot like its necessary for you to be a peaceful, deep thinking person. Is it really necessary? Like this is where my insecurity comes in. I just feel kind of uncomftorable when people say they smoke weed, cuz I know that I have never tried it, and I just can't seem to accept that I don't do that stuff. Or like when someone says theyve done acid or shrooms, I just feel really insecure because I have never experienced something intense like that, and I just feel like my "unexpanded" man is just feeble in comparison to theres, and I just lose all recognition of how smart I may be, and just focus on how theyve tripped and i haven't. I also feel immature when I hear a friend or a girl I like say that they've done those things, because like.. i don't know.. I just feel like wow theyve experienced these very adult things, and have probably been through a lot more than I have. and whenever they talk about doing that kind of stuff, I just feel like yeah there doing stuff thats to mature for me. I really just get really nervous when i hear like a friend of a friend might be bringing pot over, cuz i know ill just get tempted, and i'm honestly really scared of what might happen, like i have no idea what to expect. but yeah like, when like i hear a girl i like say something about getting drunk or high, i just feel like im just this immature kid who hasn't experienced any of these adult things, and in many ways, I know this is bad, but I feel like people who have done that kind of stuff are just more wise, for the sole reason that they have experienced those kinds of things. Please take this seriously. I would respect you a lot if you did take this seriously. thanks. oh and.. my name... yeah that was a joke lol

[I'minmyunderwear]

so why not just try pot? it's not like you have to become a pothead because you tried it once, and then you can say you've done it.

isn't your username kind of misleading?

[lode]

Pot is just an experience. A pretty good one for me at a certain time, but I'm not really that into it anymore.

I think you're insecurity lies not about weed, but that you haven't had enough life experiences, am I correct?

[Dave_techie]

see attention seeking whore thread up above

and if you are doing this to seek help. don't not because i don't think you'll get it, I think you will, but because if you don't get over your insecurity yourself, you won't get over it, you'll just find other machinations to get external validation


also, learn to punctuate and format.

[Jaitaiyai]

also, learn to punctuate and format.This.


I want to read that through and help with the advising, really I do, but I don't think I could subject my eyes to the horror. :p

[Duck]

Not reading block of text.

ALSO - why the fuck do you have Ganja in your username then? =S

[madmanvee]

Look dude, I was in the same place back in hs. After I tried pot, I realized that drugs aren't bad, but they cause you to temporarily alter your perception of life, in a good way, like opening doors and helping you see things from a new point of view. Weed is not gonna hurt you - you're not going to get addicted, and it's less harmful than alcohol or tobacco, especially for the first time you try it. Besides, you only get one life to try it. Do you really want to miss out on this experience?

[neonspectraltoast]

You're fine.

[Face Eater]

^ You're fine.

There are a lot of people that choose to refrain from smoking pot and they don't give a rat's arse about what more 'experienced' people think of them.

Go hang out with some magic card playing, shakespeare reading nerds that don't do drugs and take a leaf out of their book.

[Dave_techie]

^ You're fine.

There are a lot of people that choose to refrain from smoking pot and they don't give a rat's arse about what more 'experienced' people think of them.

Go hang out with some magic card playing, shakespeare reading nerds that don't do drugs and take a leaf out of their book.
Are you inferring something about me?

and my sliver legion....

[Face Eater]

Are you inferring something about me?

and my sliver legion....

Not at all. I can just remember a group of kids at school whose preoccupations largely included: Star Wars PC Releases, Poetry, Joseph Heller and Kurt Vonnegut Novels, Magic Cards, The English Language, Alternative Music, not taking drugs, being tolerant and looking ugly.

In hindsight they were probably the most on the level and secure people in the entire school. I wish I had crossed paths with them more often. They did come to my 18th birthday, which was awesome.

[neonspectraltoast]

I want to play some D&D, but I theorize that anybody who actually plays this will be too nervous to ask me if I play. Which, I never have...