I walked off my job yesterday...

[dilligaf]

no notice, no words, no anything...

simply hopped in the car n left...:eek:

I have never in my life done anything remotely close to that...

What have I become:confused:

[Hilder]

Well, why?

[stinkfoot]

Well, why?

This...

I have to think you wouldn't do it for just no reason.

[dilligaf]

too many lies on too many levels mostly... too much wanted for way too little n nothing was ever good enough on top of causing me extreme levels of confliction within my own heart n soul...


i am still however beating my self up a bit over it... also on different levels... i am a woman of few morals but if ya fuck with those morals.. look out

[hippychickmommy]

Awww, don't beat yourself up. Obviously what was going on was upsetting you quite a bit, and it's probably a better thing that you got out. No sense putting yourself through something that doesn't sit right with you. More than likely, you did a good thing in the long run.

{{{Hugs}}}

[Cherea]

I'm proud of you. The work ethic is like a cobweb that people get stuck in and makes them suck up and put up with way more shit than is natural. http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/images/icons/icon13.gif

[Fyrenza]

Oh, Dilli! i'm so sorry! You really liked what you were doing, and i KNOW the animals liked what you were doing ( ;) ) ~

too bad other folks had to mess things up. :mad:

[dilligaf]

it just sux that something that should be a wonderful thing for folks is ruined by a couple dirt bags that no one seems to be able to figure out or doesnt bother to figure out... it could be a great learning facility fo many many folks but instead is a bag of lies n deceit that makes me wanna vomit

[BBAD]

no notice, no words, no anything...

simply hopped in the car n left...:eek:

I have never in my life done anything remotely close to that...

What have I become:confused:

I did that twice...man it felt good:cool:...and I never regretted it

[Genovessa]

I understand the need to just go. I'm like that now in my situation. Going to work everyday is making me physically sick on a daily basis. If I had another option I would be so on it. I'm glad you had an out.

Oh, nice to meet you! I like your porch.

[dilligaf]

I understand the need to just go. I'm like that now in my situation. Going to work everyday is making me physically sick on a daily basis. If I had another option I would be so on it. I'm glad you had an out.

Oh, nice to meet you! I like your porch.

nice to meetcha too:):cheers2:


puts ya tween a rock n a hard spot dont it genovessa?
Having n maintaining employment in this economy seems critical but so is our physical n mental health... I simply couldnt justify the ill it was causing me any longer. I have fought too long n hard to maintain my few morals n values i couldnt allow greed n money to justify it now either.. I would rather eat a pile of weeds day in n out than keep up the charade i was playing.

[neodude1212]

I've done that like 5 times lol

[earthmother]

What have you become?

PISSED OFF!

[orison319]

it just sux that something that should be a wonderful thing for folks is ruined by a couple dirt bags that no one seems to be able to figure out or doesnt bother to figure out... it could be a great learning facility fo many many folks but instead is a bag of lies n deceit that makes me wanna vomit
sounds like how I feel about the community arts and music center.
instead of helping the community its a front for the rich reptile thats dont even live there. Charging $50 fees to poverty stricken people just to use the place for a hour (which is always interrupted) to play the guitar..
I better not get started cause Im not feeling no pain right now .. :tongue:

sorry dilligaf, you can feed the squirrels in your own yard.. :D

[dilligaf]

orison, sad fact is i could care less bout squirrels :D


i mean they are cute n such but i dont think they need help saving the species ...

[orison319]

i mean they are cute n such but i dont think they need help saving the species ...

this is true..
Im saving a species of Skunk.. but you know its just personal.. :)

[stinkfoot]

sorry dilligaf, you can feed the squirrels in your own yard.. :D

Yes- but what ever will she feed them to?

[orison319]

HHB would eat them.. :)

[dilligaf]

lol

[Fyrenza]

nice to meetcha too:):cheers2:


puts ya tween a rock n a hard spot dont it genovessa?
Having n maintaining employment in this economy seems critical but so is our physical n mental health... I simply couldnt justify the ill it was causing me any longer. I have fought too long n hard to maintain my few morals n values i couldnt allow greed n money to justify it now either.. I would rather eat a pile of weeds day in n out than keep up the charade i was playing.

That is too funny! i knew a nurse that said she would rather boil up grass out of the lawn to eat, that to work for this really bitter lady from New York, who wouldn't say Thank You to save her soul!

Ah, the good old days... :rolleyes:

[scratcho]

Dilli--have you mentioned why you left or is it unmentionable?The critters will be the losers.I loved the way you described them individually when you had been there for a while.

[stinkfoot]

I've left work, hopped in my car and never looked back several times. An impulsive thing like that can either get you in trouble or be the best thing you've ever done. I've found that it's usually the latter.

Having bipolar disorder (uncontrolled) helps me do seemingly stupid acts like that, but even if I were healthy/normal, who's to say I still wouldn't do those things... And who's to say they're stupid?

Oh it's late and I'm babbling but had to offer my 2 cents.

Peace!
Popppy

I don't know... I think it's the fear of repercussions from impulsive actions that prevents us "normals" from taking a step that could be the best decision we ever made! Programming via the education system tends to condition most of us to skew our priorities and value a lousy income over sanity, family, happiness, etc.

[zilla939]

do you smoke weed or something?

I don't know where else you could have gotten morals.

[ghostkitty]

ive done this a few times, a few because i was pissed off and felt i was being taken advantage of, and a few just because i was bored. of course this was back in the day when you could just go out and find another job. i wish it were still like that because i am really hating my job right now. good luck to you though, i hope you find something you like with people who treat you and the job well.

[hippiehillbilly]

no they would just hire mexicans.

[SmilingMyra]

Good for you! Be yourself!

[mutteredexpletives]

I want to walk so badly. They just dicked me over again. I can't make enough to survive there anymore. But, I'm just going to hang on in for 4 shifts a week until I can find something else. Might try to get food stamps to help me get by.
Good for you! I remember better days when I could afford to do that. Even spoke my mind before I left...
I tend to wander some. Hope it's ok I wandered over to the porch. The thread title caught my eye in my state of angst. Good luck to you!

[dilligaf]

nice to see ya on the porch... pull up a chair n bullshit a while :)


lol we could not afford for me to quit but i couldnt afford my poor little brain to keep having battles inside itself...

I couldnt however speak my mind , i would have gone to jail after was done and we certainly couldnt have afforded bail or attorneys and most likely paying hospital bills :D

[mariecstasy]

good for you. things will work out....they always do.

I did it one time. I juiced for a 69 year old woman. went there every other day, in between house cleaning and taking classes. Anyway, I told her I would be there around 10ish. Got there at 10:20 and she asked me if I were serious about helping her or not. I had had a huge fight w/ my mate and made pancakes for my kids before leaving. She pissed me off...so I grabbed my keys and left. Felt bad so went back, then she started with her mouth and I just slammed down the veggies and told her to do it her own damn self because I didn't need someone who was gonna sit around and judge and analyze me.