need to learn to love myself..

[AcousticPeace]

I don't know why i find it so hard, but its rather exhausting. I have an overactive mind and need to learn to control it. I'm bipolar and i have to work everyday to make my moods make sense. I don't want to go on medication because i don't want to be dependent on it.

I'm upset right now, but i bet in twenty minutes i won't feel this way. I need to learn to love myself, so i don't go crazy.

I know im a good person, i love art, music, dancing, and having a good time. can anyone sympathize?

[crankyirishgirl]

I don't know why i find it so hard, but its rather exhausting. I have an overactive mind and need to learn to control it. I'm bipolar and i have to work everyday to make my moods make sense. I don't want to go on medication because i don't want to be dependent on it.

I'm upset right now, but i bet in twenty minutes i won't feel this way. I need to learn to love myself, so i don't go crazy.

I know im a good person, i love art, music, dancing, and having a good time. can anyone sympathize?
i have Bipolar also,as well as social anxiety.As of now im not on medication but next week im going to see someone about getting back on them.I have been on and off med's since I was 16.I decided not to take them last year because i didn't want to take them my entire life.But I noticed my racing thoughts are to much to take. I cant concentrate on anything to save my life,im a total bitch to everyone these days also.I need my meds before I end up killing myself .Sometimes its like all these bad thoughts are stuck in my head and they wont go away no matter how hard I try.Believe it or not meds help alot and they made a BIG difference in my life when I was on them.Once you find then right medication it helps a lot.

[AcousticPeace]

il see what my doctor think, medicine wise. but i smoke weed, so doesnt that enable the meds?? or interact with them somehow..

[I'minmyunderwear]

loving yourself is so easy! you simply take the dildo, insert into proper orifice, and move it in and out repeatedly.

i'm sure it is exhausting, but i suspect it will be worth it.

[crankyirishgirl]

il see what my doctor think, medicine wise. but i smoke weed, so doesnt that enable the meds?? or interact with them somehow..

smokin never did that to me when i was on meds

[AcousticPeace]

ya i hear that if ur taking meds and u smoke weed, the meds don't work.

and meds are my absolute last resort, i saw my therapist and am doing bettter.

[mamaKCita]

that would be "inhibiting the meds." just to clear that up.

good luck. though the meds may take care of a physical condition, they will not help with your spirit except give you room to breathe and to take care of the process of learning to accept yourself for who you are.

[White_Horse_Mescalito]

I have an overactive mind and need to learn to control it.

Just because you have a working brain doesn't mean you're bi-polar. You can't buy into everything that is thrown your way. Most therapist are loonier than their clients. They are also too quick to pull out their prescription pad.

Weed , well maybe you need to tone down a bit. It always gets my mind a racing. I'd suggest some music.

[indian~summer]

Sympathy is for the weak and you will get none from me.

Stop smoking pot.
It is the reason you feel this way and anyone that says otherwise is a fucking idiot.

This is probably not the best place to have posted this because as much as I used to be like you, now that I'm not it makes me want to destroy any sense of self worth you might have. Anyone that pities themselves like you seem to be doing makes me want to punch something, usually them. Stop being a drama queen, realize that you are only 18 and start "loving yourself". It really isn't that hard.

If you don't love yourself how the hell do you think anyone else is going to be able to?

[AcousticPeace]

i actually am bipolar, and so is my mom.. so whatever. and i guess by sympathize i meant does anyone else feel the same and what should i do about it.

[ham&cheese]

I'm upset right now, but i bet in twenty minutes i won't feel this way.


im going as fast as i can:D

[IamnotaMan]

I don't understand that phrase..
It was really troubling me..

I thought it was some unChristian act of self abuse..?:confused:

:D