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Fractual_
09-25-2004, 10:42 PM
truely seeing and feeling the real importance and signifigance of perception and how powerful conciousness really is, that truth and understanding are really the key to it all,1. it comes with concious effort and desire, pure true want though, not the impure ugly desire that drives us to always want more, more what?! more external manifestations and securities to attempt to comfort us for what we subconciously know we are lacking in but if we would realize that thoughts too are things, and thinking can take you to more realms of experiencing than physically travelling, knowing that we dont know, and there is infinite information to process, 2. totally loving the journey even though its just begun, it isnt meant to be sturn or serious, it is meant to be happy and playfull, we are meant to enjoy the process of evolution, because the journey is the destination, like ken kesey says 'if you seek the mystery, you will always be seeking' the beautiful pattern of processing information never really ends... we all get so caught up in the physical realm that moves oh so fast at times, we never take time to simply stand back from a distance, and admire it all simply be, and see how beautiful all of this place really is. its all right here at our finger tips, just like this computer, we hold the answer to everything you can imagine right inside of our heads, if you just look for it you will inevitably find it. 1. being careful not to fall in the traps we have set for ourselves, seeing behind the selfish greedy desire to the actual esscence and beauty of the experience, with total love for the whole process, the beginning and end because it couldnt come if it didnt go, we must embrace both sides of the coin.2.cause you cant have it all right away, there are many prequisites along the path, you cannot skip steps or stages, the seed takes time,patience, care, rain, sunshine, and proper conditions in order to bloom properly, each step is vital to the entire process in caring for the growth and evolution, we desperatley struggle to control our environment and all these external things, not realizing the incredible amount of power we have over thier own conciousness, and how that is more than enough that any of us will ever need, so we keep trying to fill that empty space inside of each other, we identify so much with the viels we constantly create to cover up our real selves, when they are actually hiding from themselves. its only when you can see beyond those clouds of illusion will you see the beautiful blue sky and make your way to the light, and some of us have more clouds than others, we are constantly creating and dissolving them, we must move forward and keep going, we will slip up, we will fall, that is apart of the human experience, no one said it was going to be easy, especially in the place we live in with all of these absurd things that are expected of us, and the distractions and influences and desires of society that are imprinted on us from birth. weve got got to break free, think for ourselves, and create our own realities, and stop identifying with all the bullshit this world has to offer. you have to understand it to overcome it though, this brings us back to the importance of true perception and good intent, you will not always love what you find but you should love the fact that your finding it. infinite relative realities, percieving every side of this beautiful diamond, this how we love, by understanding this predicament were all in, loving humoring and accepting... you can put on this totally absurd show but have some really deep meaningfull thing going on... acceptance is so very important, especially when you realize how helpless you actually are, and how little you can really do to change peoples conciousness, and thats all thats really important anyways, because the astral plane is the only real plane, anything beyond that is illusion, just a decoration or addition, an illusion, like a candle in a cake, it is not the esscence of the sweetness the cake itself has to offer, but we can chose to embrace the decoration and lie to ourselves, or we can use at as a tool to light us up back to what is really important.


constantly creating and manifesting, affecting and touching, understanding how to work with their weakness to spread the good, so precious and beautiful, so delicat, sensistie, so caring and attatched, with understanding will come real compassion and intent. what can i do for you, boss?

sound familiar?

Fractual_
09-26-2004, 11:21 AM
oh my delicate porcelain doll creation
oh how careful and watchful i am in your delicate prescence
for what would i do if you break
once we hit wood could we remake?
being caution as im playing
to make sure sweet selfless limes is staying
to squeeze the sweet but sour fulfillment
to keep the sharp stabbing glass out of your sight
because the broken condensed shards are not light
got to keep things up with my doll
got to keep things away from the slow and scary hall
not rollin yet right on the ball
keepin it alive but away from the hive
beautiful tricks with colorful lights
while the mad jester laughs now with the cosmos beyond the mysterious curtain

Peanuts
09-27-2004, 02:43 AM
I am going to print this out. This is one of the most beautiful conceptions of life, love, freedom, the real meaning of this life. A lot of what your saying I try to look through the every day dealings of what this world has to offer and in my own way, how can I contribute to it. I don't necessarily mean contributing though donations and such but by being a better Laura. How can I bring peace to those around me. I've suffered like many. I have had to make some really HARD descisions in my life. I have had my heart broken but I have loved again.

I could go on and on but I think you get the jists on how I try to look through my eyes.

I think this is one of the most beautiful things I have ever read.

You are so very cool Alex. ;)

teepi
09-28-2004, 06:24 AM
OH ALEX,
You have been listening.
And thinking.

And most importantly...learning.

We talked about the soul thing, and you do parley a grasp well beyond your years.

Glad you're my friend.
teepi

rubymontana
09-28-2004, 03:06 PM
I've said it before. and I say it again....if I didn't know how old the child is ,I would swear he was 30!!!!!!!! This is what gives me hope for the future of our planet. Truly a beautiful mind. My Little Brother, I Love You, Ruby

Fractual_
09-28-2004, 08:08 PM
wow, your all such beautiful and lovely people, i can't help but smile and laugh after reading these responses. and your right, i am extremely young and im so grateful for that, i love just thinking about the future, and all the wonderful things i am going to go through and end up with, and how i can do absolutley anything i want to with my life. in all honesty though, i dont truely comprehend and live all of the stuff i just spit out at you guys, but i am on the right path to get there, and thats all that really matters, lovin each step of the way... love you All~Alex