Fabricated

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I got this feeling in my heart ache
my last chance to express for my own sake
before i go nuts writing long lyrical masterpieces
like the time i babysitted my neices
and nephews of my brothers and my sisters
poppin my hundreds of blisters
that were never there
just said so you could stair
this could be long i dont think itll ever end
but ill keep writing until the day i transcend
to the heavens up above in the sky so high
wishin every day to god that i could fly
but i wont and i know it
flaunt it and flow it
the only thing i know how to do right
look at me come see im a sight
part of this world not a scourg no more
like the days trippin on that crazy core
that me and my buddys stole from the store
i wont say where and i might not even remember
it was so long the days were cold i think it was december
what good memorys i had
the last ever were so sad
i say that word like i say it daily
i dont and i wont so i sip on some bailey
ya dig you probally dont and you wont
so i exit this crazy dream upon i wish
in my hand the next day a dish
from where did it come i dont know
say its not so
from my dreams i fabricate
to something in my head that i cant relate
so i excavate for more to come
wish i had more to add to my sum
now i feel dumb that i said that
but i dont care leap to the next like a cat
maybe a fat cat, so i can laugh at me
for all to see what i lead
plucked out of the ground like another weed
and planted back just another seed