rebtevye27
10-24-2008, 05:25 AM
Translated by: Giorgio martoni
i have been thinking today that perhaps what it means to finish what i start
is that what the external has presented me with and the direction i have chosen begins a path
and by me negating from that path at some point wastes a considerable amount of energy
that exists in a pocket of space floating and going nowhere but still remaining in the air of knowlege.
they told me this morning in the netherworld as they have called it that they will not tell what is is good right out, i then stated why because i might find a loophole??? and possible therforth subjected to infinity possibilities??? of course like my other statements it was takin lightly, like when i suggested that there is nothing that exists outside the perspective of consiousness which can be proven and therfore the actions of mankind on there product the son of man is of great importance, they brushed it aside and told me to go back to people and that i was a young god, i then awoke in my cave to the yelping of wild coyotes that would not let me alone to re enter the netherworld.
anyways i have been thinking that perhaps if anything i should finish atleast one path that i have directed my attention to and this of course is the isaac ai.
today i was watching an episode of the twilight zone, and during the intro there was a spiral image that when i looked to see it inverted it was thereforth and when i directed myself to see it portued it did thusly, i think this might be of importance to the isaac ai therefore my question is there any scientific study that you know of that might shed some light on this topic and perhaps reduce the expenditure of energy that i might be required to endevour in this area???
why does one desire to see the other side of what is, how is it possible to even be aware of this? i mean what is the motive, if it is because it is there and the desire of man is to hold all things in it's grasp, to subdue and know it's nature, then so be it, perhaps this is uninportant because i think of other forms of life such as the pigeons resting in an alcove of a building waiting for the excessive waist of man but then frighened by there aproach, i think perhaps the artificail intelligence that we seek could be solved by the obbservance of even the most simplest forms of life, of course accelerated by the technology of semiconductors, but nevertheless what is the motivation of life fundemently, why move at all, is it a lack of awareness that suggests that perspective moves at all, or there is a need to?
i once had a dream, in which i was in love with a tyronisoris rex, she stated that she would eat me, grind my bones into a pulp, and let the acids of her stomach reduce my being into it's most basic components, i had a great affection for her, but my reply was for a repreive, for i had not fully arrived at my destinations, she moved on to costa rica and i lost my memory of who i was, but my programming remained, while i did not know who i was, what i was, where i was going, what i was aware of and it's relation to the past, i still acted on basic princeples, i do not know what they are yet, but for example i once looked at a picture of myself when i was 4 years old? i was walking through a trailer park in trenton nj? carrying a grocery bag very non shalontly, i then compared it to myself in the present on a visit to one who has pronounced himself as an uncle of relation which somehow the external has suggested is of more importance then an unknown???, i was carrying a grocery bag, and i got the feeling that the accumilation of knowlege had little weight to my original programming, by the way i do not yet understand completely this notion of the more and less of the known and unkown, that is to say the moment or what is there seems to me more important then the past or the residual chemical components are of course less then the current chemical reactions in the mind so why then there is such emphices or influence by the past to adjust ones current decision making, i listen to a homeless person equally to a well established in the dictates of society type of person, anyways i think that perhaps that the question of what underlies the decision making of the most simplest for of life will have a great influence on the devolpent of an artifical intelligence, why does life move at all? i think that perhaps it is a lack of intelligence???, in the past it has almost made me go crazy because i relize that i do not move at all, i am what i see so where would i go and yet my internal tendences are my opposition in every direction, that is i come from infinity and thusly i am all that is good and bad, but what direction do i take?? is it the existence of sloth that is remaining with acceptance, the direction of narrowness that is taking a side and believing in it through a lack of understanding the totality, that is to say whether i am a preacher speaking of the good things of a bully or wolf in sheeps clothing or a scientist intrested in facts which are a comparison of the past or a dull mind that watches the races, seeks even more and more well in formed cells that compose the opposite sex, and work the machine of wastefullness while spending the gaps in intensity of the senses by dulling the mind through chemical compositions such as the populor cunsumption of what is called alchahol, or the middle ground of a neither non violent or violent towardsanything a passifist, i see it all and i am this but neither this nor that and yet every way one way and not remaining, i have been told of recent that i should be myself or rather a story from beginning to end compassionit to the limited perspective of so called self but this seems impossible to me, i wish i had a belief but there is no rest for me in anything, i remain with it and see it's nature and grow bored of it and move on, i have nowehere to rest my head as it were, i am too sensitive to everything like an opened wound, i was a mistake, and yet i am, so it is perfect, anyways my current environment has envoked the routine of work all day then take a break at the end with a few beers, and i am already towards the end where i finish rambling and go to sleep, i am sure this won't last and i will find myself out in the wilderness again eventually, probaly the hoh rainforest out on the olympic peninsualla, but for right now here in holbrook az the electronic repair shop that iam running seems to becoming more and more profitable, so i geuss i will see what happens, i dont care either way, iam sure it is a trick to pound me further and further into the ground, that is to make me aware of good things and then rip it away from from me so i dont care one way or another, that seems to be the never ending round of becoming to be of all life.
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i have been thinking today that perhaps what it means to finish what i start
is that what the external has presented me with and the direction i have chosen begins a path
and by me negating from that path at some point wastes a considerable amount of energy
that exists in a pocket of space floating and going nowhere but still remaining in the air of knowlege.
they told me this morning in the netherworld as they have called it that they will not tell what is is good right out, i then stated why because i might find a loophole??? and possible therforth subjected to infinity possibilities??? of course like my other statements it was takin lightly, like when i suggested that there is nothing that exists outside the perspective of consiousness which can be proven and therfore the actions of mankind on there product the son of man is of great importance, they brushed it aside and told me to go back to people and that i was a young god, i then awoke in my cave to the yelping of wild coyotes that would not let me alone to re enter the netherworld.
anyways i have been thinking that perhaps if anything i should finish atleast one path that i have directed my attention to and this of course is the isaac ai.
today i was watching an episode of the twilight zone, and during the intro there was a spiral image that when i looked to see it inverted it was thereforth and when i directed myself to see it portued it did thusly, i think this might be of importance to the isaac ai therefore my question is there any scientific study that you know of that might shed some light on this topic and perhaps reduce the expenditure of energy that i might be required to endevour in this area???
why does one desire to see the other side of what is, how is it possible to even be aware of this? i mean what is the motive, if it is because it is there and the desire of man is to hold all things in it's grasp, to subdue and know it's nature, then so be it, perhaps this is uninportant because i think of other forms of life such as the pigeons resting in an alcove of a building waiting for the excessive waist of man but then frighened by there aproach, i think perhaps the artificail intelligence that we seek could be solved by the obbservance of even the most simplest forms of life, of course accelerated by the technology of semiconductors, but nevertheless what is the motivation of life fundemently, why move at all, is it a lack of awareness that suggests that perspective moves at all, or there is a need to?
i once had a dream, in which i was in love with a tyronisoris rex, she stated that she would eat me, grind my bones into a pulp, and let the acids of her stomach reduce my being into it's most basic components, i had a great affection for her, but my reply was for a repreive, for i had not fully arrived at my destinations, she moved on to costa rica and i lost my memory of who i was, but my programming remained, while i did not know who i was, what i was, where i was going, what i was aware of and it's relation to the past, i still acted on basic princeples, i do not know what they are yet, but for example i once looked at a picture of myself when i was 4 years old? i was walking through a trailer park in trenton nj? carrying a grocery bag very non shalontly, i then compared it to myself in the present on a visit to one who has pronounced himself as an uncle of relation which somehow the external has suggested is of more importance then an unknown???, i was carrying a grocery bag, and i got the feeling that the accumilation of knowlege had little weight to my original programming, by the way i do not yet understand completely this notion of the more and less of the known and unkown, that is to say the moment or what is there seems to me more important then the past or the residual chemical components are of course less then the current chemical reactions in the mind so why then there is such emphices or influence by the past to adjust ones current decision making, i listen to a homeless person equally to a well established in the dictates of society type of person, anyways i think that perhaps that the question of what underlies the decision making of the most simplest for of life will have a great influence on the devolpent of an artifical intelligence, why does life move at all? i think that perhaps it is a lack of intelligence???, in the past it has almost made me go crazy because i relize that i do not move at all, i am what i see so where would i go and yet my internal tendences are my opposition in every direction, that is i come from infinity and thusly i am all that is good and bad, but what direction do i take?? is it the existence of sloth that is remaining with acceptance, the direction of narrowness that is taking a side and believing in it through a lack of understanding the totality, that is to say whether i am a preacher speaking of the good things of a bully or wolf in sheeps clothing or a scientist intrested in facts which are a comparison of the past or a dull mind that watches the races, seeks even more and more well in formed cells that compose the opposite sex, and work the machine of wastefullness while spending the gaps in intensity of the senses by dulling the mind through chemical compositions such as the populor cunsumption of what is called alchahol, or the middle ground of a neither non violent or violent towardsanything a passifist, i see it all and i am this but neither this nor that and yet every way one way and not remaining, i have been told of recent that i should be myself or rather a story from beginning to end compassionit to the limited perspective of so called self but this seems impossible to me, i wish i had a belief but there is no rest for me in anything, i remain with it and see it's nature and grow bored of it and move on, i have nowehere to rest my head as it were, i am too sensitive to everything like an opened wound, i was a mistake, and yet i am, so it is perfect, anyways my current environment has envoked the routine of work all day then take a break at the end with a few beers, and i am already towards the end where i finish rambling and go to sleep, i am sure this won't last and i will find myself out in the wilderness again eventually, probaly the hoh rainforest out on the olympic peninsualla, but for right now here in holbrook az the electronic repair shop that iam running seems to becoming more and more profitable, so i geuss i will see what happens, i dont care either way, iam sure it is a trick to pound me further and further into the ground, that is to make me aware of good things and then rip it away from from me so i dont care one way or another, that seems to be the never ending round of becoming to be of all life.
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