My mind! what i think?

[FallenFairy]

i feel like i dont know myself anymore.
it makes me want to run and hide.
one moment im happy the next im depressed.
it feels like everyone has left me and no one to stand by my side.
i try to keep ppl happy and not upset.
when all else fails i say fuck it and give up.
i dont know how to deal with my feelings just yet.
i dont know what to sya or do anymoreso i just stay quiet behind closed doors.

[sylvanlightning]

thank You for your beautiful sharing. I find it hard, sometimes, to express something as rich as what is felt inside.