spiral
09-15-2004, 10:06 AM
some time ago I was forced to take a powder under circumstances I won't go into. I know it was not coke or MDMA as have tried both since. I want to find out what this drug was, so will explain my experience and maybe someone will be able to give me an idea of what it could possibly have been...
I don't know how long it lasted as I lost my sense of time completely (could have been anything from 15 mins to a few hours), I don't remember the order of things or much of what went on, just that it was very intense. I had auditory and visual hallucinations. I heard a God-like voice that said something about a curtain falling from the sky and forming a circle and the circle being me or part of me or something (?) it said other things to that I can't remember and couldn't make much sense of. I could feel and see the curtain, but feeling and seeing were part of the same thing - I could see/hear feelings, hear/feel images, feel/see sounds etc. I heard/felt/saw a sound go from a point on one side of my head to a point at the other side of my head, encompassing my head along the way. It got louder and louder until my head was in the middle of it, then everything went silent and turned to gold particals. I got a sensation/image/sound on my body of a sort of electric rain that splashed and also flashed like light. Everything looked sharp and felt as though it was jutting into me, and I couldn't tell where my body ended and the rest of the world began. I could feel the pain of the air as my body jutted into it. I couldn't tell whether sounds were real or coming from inside my head. One word was like millions of voices speaking over the top of each other saying different things but I understood it as one word. I got tunnelling sensations especially when inside the 'curtain'. It was very intense, frightening, quite sudden and unexpected. I still get occasional flash-backs where sharp edges feel like they are jutting into me...very uncomfortable feeling.
any ideas what this could have been anyone?
I don't know how long it lasted as I lost my sense of time completely (could have been anything from 15 mins to a few hours), I don't remember the order of things or much of what went on, just that it was very intense. I had auditory and visual hallucinations. I heard a God-like voice that said something about a curtain falling from the sky and forming a circle and the circle being me or part of me or something (?) it said other things to that I can't remember and couldn't make much sense of. I could feel and see the curtain, but feeling and seeing were part of the same thing - I could see/hear feelings, hear/feel images, feel/see sounds etc. I heard/felt/saw a sound go from a point on one side of my head to a point at the other side of my head, encompassing my head along the way. It got louder and louder until my head was in the middle of it, then everything went silent and turned to gold particals. I got a sensation/image/sound on my body of a sort of electric rain that splashed and also flashed like light. Everything looked sharp and felt as though it was jutting into me, and I couldn't tell where my body ended and the rest of the world began. I could feel the pain of the air as my body jutted into it. I couldn't tell whether sounds were real or coming from inside my head. One word was like millions of voices speaking over the top of each other saying different things but I understood it as one word. I got tunnelling sensations especially when inside the 'curtain'. It was very intense, frightening, quite sudden and unexpected. I still get occasional flash-backs where sharp edges feel like they are jutting into me...very uncomfortable feeling.
any ideas what this could have been anyone?