-beatnick
04-28-2008, 06:10 AM
this week i followed through on going to my dads house and doing various drugs there, which had negative effects and positive effects. the positive ones were under the influence of psychedelics, while the negative was the realization of how dangerous opiates really are.
i got there on friday with 2 bags of heroin after doing a half of another the previous night and friday morning. i ended up killing them by saturday morning. so my friend from connecticut came on saturday and sold me a 20mg opana which i did half of that night. later me and 8 friends went to a rave and i ended up candyflipping on top of that. which was off the fucking hook. once i started rolling i didnt stop dancing until i was worried that i would die and started talking to people. overall it was the sickest rave ive been to in my opinion.
after though, my four of my friends came back to my house and got out the ketamine which we each took fat ass rails of. this turned out to be very enlightening, as my friend brought up opiates and what they're doing to some of my friends including his brother who started banging drugs a short while ago. and then i realized that he was really stingy and has started stealing probably for heroin and has shot up people when they didnt want to be scooping it into a bottle cap leaving the recipient no choice. and then i realized that along with the use, especially with heroin people start to lie as well. the friends that i was with didn't know about the oxymorphone and we had all agreed to stop opiates for as long as possible. forever isn't realistic as it is possible to get it prescribed for injuries, but i vowed not to do heroin ever again. i still had the other half of oxymorphone though, and i wasn't about to waste 15 dollars like that, so i did it, tonight and after this im done dabbling. i felt bad doing that, but i had already paid for it and i wouldnt be able to sell aproxximately 1/2 a pill especially oxymorphone of all the painkillers.
needless to say, i feel bad keeping these things from my friends and i like my friends more than opiates. the trip on acid helped enlighten me on this vicious trap of an addiction and especially the ketamine which we had discussed these subjects.
not to mention all the goddamn loss that comes with opiate abuse which i am not trying to deal with. but thanks for reading this long story.
i got there on friday with 2 bags of heroin after doing a half of another the previous night and friday morning. i ended up killing them by saturday morning. so my friend from connecticut came on saturday and sold me a 20mg opana which i did half of that night. later me and 8 friends went to a rave and i ended up candyflipping on top of that. which was off the fucking hook. once i started rolling i didnt stop dancing until i was worried that i would die and started talking to people. overall it was the sickest rave ive been to in my opinion.
after though, my four of my friends came back to my house and got out the ketamine which we each took fat ass rails of. this turned out to be very enlightening, as my friend brought up opiates and what they're doing to some of my friends including his brother who started banging drugs a short while ago. and then i realized that he was really stingy and has started stealing probably for heroin and has shot up people when they didnt want to be scooping it into a bottle cap leaving the recipient no choice. and then i realized that along with the use, especially with heroin people start to lie as well. the friends that i was with didn't know about the oxymorphone and we had all agreed to stop opiates for as long as possible. forever isn't realistic as it is possible to get it prescribed for injuries, but i vowed not to do heroin ever again. i still had the other half of oxymorphone though, and i wasn't about to waste 15 dollars like that, so i did it, tonight and after this im done dabbling. i felt bad doing that, but i had already paid for it and i wouldnt be able to sell aproxximately 1/2 a pill especially oxymorphone of all the painkillers.
needless to say, i feel bad keeping these things from my friends and i like my friends more than opiates. the trip on acid helped enlighten me on this vicious trap of an addiction and especially the ketamine which we had discussed these subjects.
not to mention all the goddamn loss that comes with opiate abuse which i am not trying to deal with. but thanks for reading this long story.