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Bl4ck3n3D
03-29-2008, 11:47 PM
Yeah, so it seems everyweek, I jump lightyears ahead with my spiritual growth/knowledge.
Lastnight, I was drawing some sacred geometry and I was inspiried to figure out more.
I realized double infinity, and cycles which I do not think have been discovered.
I'm starting to fully understand geometrical shapes, and different cycles among the Universe. Geometry = the building the blocks of life/reality.
The things sacred geometry tells us and explain, have no words. It cannot be understood using human language.
The power of creation lies within.
Archemetis
03-30-2008, 03:55 AM
deleated in hindsight....
chinese man say keep it simple
Bl4ck3n3D
03-30-2008, 07:47 AM
But simple isn't always what's right or what's best. This Universe is faaaaaaar from simple.
We are progressing with knowledge and enlightenment.
Adamist
03-30-2008, 07:50 AM
Have you read anything from the Flower of Life books by Drunvalo Melchizedeck? He goes into great detail about sacred geometry and how it's the building blocks of reality and how it can be found in everything, micro and macrocosmically. From the shape of galaxies to spirals in flowers, it's truly amazing.
Bl4ck3n3D
03-30-2008, 07:56 AM
No, but I was drawing sacred geometry and the flower of life before I even seen or known about it.
Anyways, I think alot of gateways and portals opening. Tonight, I swear on my life I had UFO's following me, one even stood directly above my house.
I was able to pick up energy from them, like I could see it with all the new stuff I figured out lastnight.
I didn't even notice there were so many on earth let alone where I live.
Has anyone else reported increased sightings in the Detroit/Michigan Windsor/Ontario area?
I know this isn't bullshit, other people saw the ufos too.
neodude1212
03-30-2008, 07:58 AM
can you post a good link to a pic of the flower of life?
Bl4ck3n3D
03-30-2008, 08:00 AM
http://www.sangraal.com/library/dedicated.htm
Although, what I worked on lastnight further expands the so-called "complete" flower, I can't tell if I'm unearthing ancient knowledge, or creating.
Adamist
03-30-2008, 08:02 AM
You should really take some pictures of your work, I'd love to see it.
And I don't think you're crazy..
I've been followed by UFOs before, once in the Grand Canyon before sunrise.
Bl4ck3n3D
03-30-2008, 08:05 AM
It's always glad to see people who know, not many of us out there.
But yeah, I believe our current consciousness is returning to zero point, rather quickly too.
Adamist
03-30-2008, 08:13 AM
I feel in my soul there is a collective change in consciousness going on right now that is leading us into a "new age", astrologically that of Aquarius. Just look at all the cultural changes within the past 100 years compared to the past 1000 years. We are exponentially evolving at an unprecedented rate! I believe all of this change will reach a peak at the end of 2012, but we shall see..
Bl4ck3n3D
03-30-2008, 08:27 AM
Wow, I didn't realize your aquarious, same as I. I can really feel the difference being made, especially since the spring equinox, the great pyramid of giza was lined up directly with the constellation orion.
You'll see things happening very, very, fast. Pretty much, the water from the jugs we hold as Aquarious, has been poured. Transformation is an absolute destination now. Asked me this a month ago, I would have had a different opinion.
I feel as I grow spiritually, everything else around me progresses. It's pretty sweet.
Bl4ck3n3D
03-30-2008, 08:38 AM
But I think I've realized why I truly came here.
I had to jumpstart the evolution of mankind, so many messages have ignored, shunned, and kept from the public.
I believe the true knowledge is finally coming out, I made a connection to the Akashic last week. Things are moving so fast, technological developments, hidden natural sciences are coming to the surface, everything is expanding.
Check this out though, it's Jesus' real teachings, he taught about the Age of Aquarious and reincarnation and what not. The movie comes out in 2009, fuck, enlightenment is already happening.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aquarian_Gospel
I really feal the knowledge spreading.
What that gospel teaches, touches my soul, not like other religious texts, and especially the bible. The bible was the true anti-christ.
radareyes
03-30-2008, 06:47 PM
You had me up until the UFOs and the exclusivity of the "Aquarian Gospel". If you haven't learned about the interconnectedness of all religion and the inherent value of scripture (when interpreted correctly, of course), then you can still consider yourself to be in the elementary school of the soul.
You Aquarians, always waiting for your UFOs when you could be out there disrupting the status quo with your knowledge and insight. ;)
By the way, the whole Age of Aquarius is by no means a guaranteed ticket for a collective upliftment of consciousness. It can't necessarily be equated with an impending golden age, despite the fact that many people seem to be fixated on that aspect of its potential influence. Just as with any other age, the Aquarian age has its drawbacks as well as its strongpoints. If we allow our fixation with technology and external means of facilitating the upliftment of consciousness to take precedence over the connection with our true natures, we have simply discovered another way to entrap ourselves in Samsara. Just as Aquarians sometimes have a tendency to reduce humanity to a mere concept that doesn't acknowledge that humanity is composed of actual, living and breathing (and most importantly Aquarians, feeling ;)) humans, so to can the Age of Aquarius devalue individuality through assigning greater importance to the collective.
For all of you who like Sacred Geometry, exploring other dimensions, the Akashic records, Astral projection, the Galactic Federation, or any other "metaphysical" study, I'd recommend reading some Zen scripture. There's no better way to reconnect with the inherent simplicity and purity of enlightenment and its pursuit, and to counterbalance the convolution of New Age-induced grandiosity.
Travis
Adamist
03-31-2008, 12:55 AM
Anything specific you'd recommend Travis?
Bl4ck3n3D
03-31-2008, 01:47 AM
You had me up until the UFOs and the exclusivity of the "Aquarian Gospel". If you haven't learned about the interconnectedness of all religion and the inherent value of scripture (when interpreted correctly, of course), then you can still consider yourself to be in the elementary school of the soul.
You Aquarians, always waiting for your UFOs when you could be out there disrupting the status quo with your knowledge and insight. ;)
By the way, the whole Age of Aquarius is by no means a guaranteed ticket for a collective upliftment of consciousness. It can't necessarily be equated with an impending golden age, despite the fact that many people seem to be fixated on that aspect of its potential influence. Just as with any other age, the Aquarian age has its drawbacks as well as its strongpoints. If we allow our fixation with technology and external means of facilitating the upliftment of consciousness to take precedence over the connection with our true natures, we have simply discovered another way to entrap ourselves in Samsara. Just as Aquarians sometimes have a tendency to reduce humanity to a mere concept that doesn't acknowledge that humanity is composed of actual, living and breathing (and most importantly Aquarians, feeling ;)) humans, so to can the Age of Aquarius devalue individuality through assigning greater importance to the collective.
For all of you who like Sacred Geometry, exploring other dimensions, the Akashic records, Astral projection, the Galactic Federation, or any other "metaphysical" study, I'd recommend reading some Zen scripture. There's no better way to reconnect with the inherent simplicity and purity of enlightenment and its pursuit, and to counterbalance the convolution of New Age-induced grandiosity.
Travis
I do believe you have the wrong idea of me. I know we are all connected, we are ALL one and we need to start moving as ones. The "ufo's" aren't going to save us or help us, we must learn how to stand on our own two feet, evolve on our own. We are our own civilization.
All religions share a common ground, but religion has taught almost everything but the truth. We've been manipulated for so long, we've forgotten our trueselves.
The word "Warrior" originially meant not fearing who you are. It had nothing to do with physical combat.
radareyes
03-31-2008, 01:56 AM
I do believe you have the wrong idea of me.
Maybe, maybe not. That would depend upon whether or not you're in actuality overly fixated on metaphysical phenomena. From all I that can deduce from your posts, you are.
And that's not to detract from any distinctive characteristics of the spiritual path you've no doubt embarked upon -- just to polish up the edges a bit. ;)
As far as your question goes, Adamist, assuming you're asking in earnest, I'd recommend starting with The Three Pillars of Zen by Roshi Philip Kapleau. If you really feel like a challenge, try Zen Mind, Beginners Mind, by Shunryu Suzuki. That should get you started. :)
Travis
Bl4ck3n3D
03-31-2008, 10:11 PM
Yes, I am fixated on the metaphysical, I know I'm going to be breaking new ground.
radareyes
03-31-2008, 11:24 PM
Yes, I am fixated on the metaphysical, I know I'm going to be breaking new ground.
Any metaphysical breakthroughs you have will by definition be based upon your ability to act as a conduit for higher consciousness. If the vessel (you) for that consciousness is occupied by a fixation, you no longer have the capacity to channel higher knowledge. The breakthrough is the effect, not the cause. Everything else is just an ego trip.
Travis
Bl4ck3n3D
03-31-2008, 11:30 PM
Except I am connected to the divine.
The only reason why I used the word fixation, is because you did. I know what I'm doing.
radareyes
04-01-2008, 12:05 AM
Except I am connected to the divine.
I never suspected or implied otherwise. What I did imply, however, is that your connection is being disrupted by your preoccupation with metaphysical phenomena. A good indication of this (amongst others) is the preponderance of your threads on this subforum that have attracted little in the form of interest. If you're making legitimate breakthroughs, then why aren't people being affected by them and responding accordingly? The only answer I can think of is that you're having delusions of grandeur.
Think about it this way: let's say I'm just an average American citizen. Maybe I work a 9-5 job in a cubicle, and my greatest joy in life is hitting the bar scene after work to have a drink with my pals and scope out some chicks. Why would I care about how the Pyramid of Giza is aligning with the constellation Orion, or about how you've made a connection with the Akashic field? The answer of course is that I wouldn't.
Ever heard of Eckhart Tolle? The reason why he has garnered such worldwide attention and regard (and is broadcasting a weekly webcast with Oprah of all people) is because he speaks in concise terms about abstract phenomena.
Enlightenment is very simple. In fact, it's the most simple thing in the universe. Take one passage from the teachings of Jesus, the Bhagavad-Gita, or the Tao te Ching, and you could take it all the way to self-realization. Metaphysics are at best a luxury and at worst a sophisticated ego-trip. They are in no way a prerequisite for enlightenment.
So, feel free to have all the metaphysical breakthroughs you want. If they take precedence over cultivation of what you might call the "fundamentals" (you know, awareness, faith, compassion, purity, love, stuff like that), they won't bring you even one step closer to self-realization.
Travis
Bl4ck3n3D
04-01-2008, 02:35 AM
I have already self-realized, I am trying to help others along the way.
I understand where your coming from, but like I said, I think you have the wrong impression of me.
radareyes
04-01-2008, 02:51 AM
I have already self-realized
Fascinating. When and how did this occur? If you're actually 18, how were you able to realize enlightenment at such a young age? And perhaps most importantly, why are you wasting your time starting threads on a spirituality forum when you could be writing books, delivering lectures, or just generally uplifting the consciousness of others through your mere presence?
And assuming you are enlightened, then why do you speak in your initial posts about "jumping light-years ahead in your spiritual growth?". This seems to be an inherent contradiction.
To be honest, your response here worries me. You do exhibit characteristics of higher consciousness, but I still detect the presence of ego-attachments here and there. If this is the case, then a belief that you're enlightened is nothing short of psychosis (unless of course you don't understand the nature of enlightenment and you've mistaken it for some other type of epiphany -- or you're simply lying).
But yes, you're right, I could've gotten the wrong impression of you. That being the case, feel free to elaborate on your claim that you've attained enlightenment.
Travis
liquidlight
04-01-2008, 08:14 AM
I've gotta say, Eckhart Tolle pretty mutch singlehandedly kickstarted my current expansion in awareness. I do love the plain language he speaks with (i'm a simple guy and need simple words) ... for years i've been wondering what people were up to when they 'meditate' ... and Eckhart was the one who managed, so easily to explain it to me. In fact i like the fact that he 'explains things' and gives examples of the concepts he teaches. I can go off and read about all sorts of wacky spiritual stuff, but whenever i need some sanity and groundedness, i return to Eckhart. :)
liquidlight
04-02-2008, 07:01 PM
I attained enlightenment once, just for a few moments ... but coming out of the experience was just a memory of enlightenment ....can't rest on past laurels which is why the present moment is always key.
- But i was 27 at the time and for myself it was too young to take on board and 'incarnate' the maturity and depth to be who i really am. ... but thats just me.
Is 18 too young for enlightenment in anyone? I think not but it's a greater struggle, (even at any age) ...at 39 i've met some very understanding and mature 18 yr olds and occasionally i feel i must be retarded or something! :)
Eckhart says " There's nothing you can do about awakening." and "It can come to the 'sinner' before it comes to the 'saint'.... although not necessarily."
.... so whether one is 18 or 80, nomatter who they are, the magic of awakening could hit anyone at any time seemingly regardless of age or circumstance.
It's exciting to see Blackened having all these insights and hearing about them and there's some powerful stuff going on with him, but i don't feel it's my place to even attempt coming to some conclusion as to whether he's 'become enlightened' or not ... i'll never know the answer to that. All i have is my perception ... which is not necessarily the truth. But there is a truth we can all understand at some point ... that we are all connected and part of eachother ...and in that sense realising that our lives are not soley ours alone, but a shared life.
When oneself and the universe can resist eachother no longer and that merger and marriage happens where you experience BEING your higher self....that, to me is enlightenment, ...so thats a pretty specific thing eh? :)
Bl4ck3n3D
04-02-2008, 08:55 PM
Fascinating. When and how did this occur? If you're actually 18, how were you able to realize enlightenment at such a young age? And perhaps most importantly, why are you wasting your time starting threads on a spirituality forum when you could be writing books, delivering lectures, or just generally uplifting the consciousness of others through your mere presence?
And assuming you are enlightened, then why do you speak in your initial posts about "jumping light-years ahead in your spiritual growth?". This seems to be an inherent contradiction.
To be honest, your response here worries me. You do exhibit characteristics of higher consciousness, but I still detect the presence of ego-attachments here and there. If this is the case, then a belief that you're enlightened is nothing short of psychosis (unless of course you don't understand the nature of enlightenment and you've mistaken it for some other type of epiphany -- or you're simply lying).
But yes, you're right, I could've gotten the wrong impression of you. That being the case, feel free to elaborate on your claim that you've attained enlightenment.
Travis
It feels like jumping lightyears, although I'm pretty sure it's just remembering. I have gone through the "awakening" process many times, and it still fanscinates me.
Why did I realize so young? Most likely because I was mean't to, whilst I never try to act arrogant or "better" than anyone else, it comes off this way. No matter how old and developed your soul is, whilst in a human body everything filters through the ego, am I not right?
I chose to come to this earth, I have 0 karma, my soul is nearing completion. This is my final "trial" and balancing of karma. If this earth goes down, I go down with it. I've already had several chances of transcending and leaving this physical plane, but I have made my decision. I contain, perhaps, the most love in this entire Universe. I am love, and I'm here to help in the final steps of mankind's "enlightenment" and evolution into the 4th and 5th density.
I believe though, there is never enough one can learn, even if I'm on a total different level than people on earth, even though I fluctuate between densities, I still learn, although it is different to what most here would learn.
I never rest, even whilst sleeping, I am doing work non-stop. It took me a total of 9 months to complete my awakening, to do this at my age is quite rare let alone in this amount of time.
You asked, and I've given you my perspective on my situation. Please, do not think I am acting higher or greater because I am no better than you or anyone else.
Bl4ck3n3D
04-02-2008, 09:18 PM
Funny thing, I haven't really called myself "enlightened", I don't want others to think of me any differently.
What defines "enlightenment" anyways?
I know I carried the triangle of enlightenment into this life, the 11,22, and 33. It was all a matter of waking up I guess?
radareyes
04-02-2008, 09:36 PM
You called yourself self-realized, which for me (and for many others) is synonymous with enlightenment. What defines enlightenment? Transcendence of the subject/object paradigm that characterizes ego-identification.
It feels like jumping lightyears, although I'm pretty sure it's just remembering. I have gone through the "awakening" process many times, and it still fanscinates me.
Why did I realize so young? Most likely because I was mean't to, whilst I never try to act arrogant or "better" than anyone else, it comes off this way. No matter how old and developed your soul is, whilst in a human body everything filters through the ego, am I not right?
No, I don't believe you are. The human body is just a vessel. The ego is a false identification that often accompanies an identification with the body. They are not, however, mutally inclusive. And perhaps more importanly, I could never imagine a soul like Eckhart Tolle, Gangaji, or Paramahansa Yogananda engaging in petty verbal sparring with people on an internet forum, as you do.
Also, some of the knowledge that you expound upon exhibits glaring deficiencies. You say things like "the bible is the true anti-christ", which is indicative of an egoic reactionary response to the corruption of organized religion, nothing more. Higher consciousness understands that it's the structural frameworks imposed upon the essence of the Bible's teachings that oppose the spirit of Christ, not the bible itself.
I chose to come to this earth, I have 0 karma, my soul is nearing completion.
This is my final "trial" and balancing of karma. If this earth goes down, I go down with it. I've already had several chances of transcending and leaving this physical plane, but I have made my decision. I contain, perhaps, the most love in this entire Universe. I am love, and I'm here to help in the final steps of mankind's "enlightenment" and evolution into the 4th and 5th density.
Then why are you failing so colossally? (at least based on what one can logically gather about your activities on this forum). Why do you start threads about aliens intercepting radio signals which receive maybe 4 or 5 sarcastic replies and then make condescending and even demeaning remarks in response? For example, "Why would the aliens speak in a British accent?" your response: "They're trying to communicate with us on a level that we can understand. Duh". In my book, you can't respond in a fashion much more egotistical than that. It seems to me that if you're truly the avatar-like being that you describe, you would be having a profoundly positive impact on those you interact with -- and that simply hasn't been the case, at least not on this forum.
I believe though, there is never enough one can learn, even if I'm on a total different level than people on earth, even though I fluctuate between densities, I still learn, although it is different to what most here would learn.
I never rest, even whilst sleeping, I am doing work non-stop. It took me a total of 9 months to complete my awakening, to do this at my age is quite rare let alone in this amount of time.
You asked, and I've given you my perspective on my situation. Please, do not think I am acting higher or greater because I am no better than you or anyone else.
I don't think you're acting higher or greater than anyone else. It's quite possible that your path is exactly as you describe. I just hope that whatever learning process you're undergoing encompasses an ability to emanate the love you are supposedly embodying in a fashion that uplifts the consciousness of humanity, not stifles it.
Travis
Archemetis
04-03-2008, 02:31 AM
i feel the need to say its increadibly important to stay humbled on the path. its a razors edge. tune in and take note but careful of the ego. i continually need to remind myself of this. and that was what was trully meant by my first post about keeping it simple.
nothing of sustance has been conveyed in this post so i dont believe that was your intention in creating it. your ego is radiating strongly.
your not unique or special blackend, well, thats not true... you are unique, just like everybody else. lol
its the ego that seeks approval, inner confidence does not. ego is dependant on others, confidence is not.
Passionate1
04-15-2008, 08:37 PM
i feel the need to say its increadibly important to stay humbled on the path. its a razors edge. tune in and take note but careful of the ego. i continually need to remind myself of this. and that was what was trully meant by my first post about keeping it simple.
nothing of sustance has been conveyed in this post so i dont believe that was your intention in creating it. your ego is radiating strongly.
your not unique or special blackend, well, thats not true... you are unique, just like everybody else. lol
its the ego that seeks approval, inner confidence does not. ego is dependant on others, confidence is not.
I agree (stay Humbled)
Bl4ck3n3D
04-20-2008, 10:15 PM
i feel the need to say its increadibly important to stay humbled on the path. its a razors edge. tune in and take note but careful of the ego. i continually need to remind myself of this. and that was what was trully meant by my first post about keeping it simple.
nothing of sustance has been conveyed in this post so i dont believe that was your intention in creating it. your ego is radiating strongly.
your not unique or special blackend, well, thats not true... you are unique, just like everybody else. lol
its the ego that seeks approval, inner confidence does not. ego is dependant on others, confidence is not.
I do not seek approval from others, I am far past that.
I am equal with everyother soul, I am not better than anyone else, why do you get this impression that I think I am special?
The difference between me and everyone else, is the strength of my heart and love.
kaminoishiki
04-20-2008, 11:04 PM
I do not seek approval from others, I am far past that.
I am equal with everyother soul, I am not better than anyone else, why do you get this impression that I think I am special?
The difference between me and everyone else, is the strength of my heart and love.Hey we are both of a similar physical age. I'm starting out on my journey, I have become aware through self-realisation, I think the best thing to do right now is to focus on your self more than anybody else right know.
Teach yourself before you teach others, so to speak. That's what i'm going to do :)
Also, I don't think you can make people aware of the truth if they're not actively seeking it. Build relationships with people through selflessness, and love rather than preaching. I think ,that way, they are more likely to come to awareness themselves.
Of course, disreqard anyhting I say if it doesn't resonate with you, the answers lie within you :)
Bl4ck3n3D
04-21-2008, 11:29 PM
You have a good point, and I carry out that action in my daily and personal life, there is only one person I directly "teach", the others I do the work behind the scenes, helping them help themsevles, the internet is just a place where I can get my stuff out.
Holy Ancient Megumi
12-22-2008, 01:25 PM
Yeah, so it seems everyweek, I jump lightyears ahead with my spiritual growth/knowledge.Lastnight, I was drawing some sacred geometry and I was inspiried to figure out more.I realized double infinity, and cycles which I do not think have been discovered.
yes they have in some I for one belive in sacred ways and it is that and so much more the geometry that is in everything the power of Dulaity is great and those Dubles are in many sybols of modern tradtions that to me are also ancient .
I'm starting to fully understand geometrical shapes, and different cycles among the Universe. Geometry = the building the blocks of life/reality.
The things sacred geometry tells us and explain, have no words. It cannot be understood using human language.
The power of creation lies within
the power that u speake if is the grail waters that we all have w/ n and drink of w our soul and in that we pray for one ness with in the Hoop of the tribes
Hoatzin
12-22-2008, 08:03 PM
Infinity is a concept of the infinite. Infinity by definition cannot be made any bigger, because it already is. I don't care how closed minded that sounds. The Universe doesn't need a concept of "forever"; this is man-made, and should be regarded as such.
cataclysmic cognition
12-23-2008, 09:10 AM
i dont think self-realized is akin to enlightenment. for me, enlightenment transcends the concept of a self.
kaminoishiki
12-24-2008, 04:06 AM
i dont think self-realized is akin to enlightenment. for me, enlightenment transcends the concept of a self.
Self-realization also transcends the concept of a self.
Bl4ck3n3D
12-24-2008, 04:32 AM
What was I thinking back then haha.
My whole perception and way of life has changed, I read my posts from the past and I can't help but cringe at my arrogance and self-delusion.
neodude1212
12-24-2008, 04:42 AM
Welcome back Bl4ck3n3D :)
cataclysmic cognition
12-26-2008, 06:38 AM
Self-realization also transcends the concept of a self.
but wouldnt that make it beyond-self-realization?? or maybe i'm just arguing semantics for no good reason
Hoatzin
12-26-2008, 09:37 AM
Anyone else worry about the Internet immortalising their little "phases" like this?
cataclysmic cognition
12-26-2008, 04:41 PM
yea forreal...all these kids thinking they are budha by the time their 18
Hoatzin
12-26-2008, 06:01 PM
The funniest part is it wasn't even that long ago.
I dunno, if you don't think you're somehow going to reimagine society and the Universe for the benefit of everyone at that age, I'd say there's something wrong.
neodude1212
12-26-2008, 10:09 PM
yeah, seems fairly normal to me.
kaminoishiki
12-26-2008, 11:07 PM
but wouldnt that make it beyond-self-realization?? or maybe i'm just arguing semantics for no good reason
Self- realization and enlightenment both transcend the conceptual,individual self.
From wikipedia;
"In Hinduism it means true knowledge, the knowledge that one's self (atman) is identical with Ultimate Reality Brahman. "
which leads to...
"Liberation is experienced in this very life as a dissolution of the sense of self as an egoistic personality by which the underlying, eternal, pure spirit is uncovered."
Liberation is another term for Nirvana.
Don't be fooled by the name Self-realization. The Self, spelt with a capital S refers to Brahman, not the egoistic, separate self (me).;)
Hoatzin
12-27-2008, 12:54 AM
So realisation of the self, not realisation BY oneself?
famewalk
12-27-2008, 07:20 PM
yes;
now we can fight OURselves to the time of western events. You can check my response to the difference between Taoism and Existentialism. The opinion is substance from the Master, or the Teacher.
cataclysmic cognition
12-27-2008, 09:17 PM
Self- realization and enlightenment both transcend the conceptual,individual self.
From wikipedia;
"In Hinduism it means true knowledge, the knowledge that one's self (atman) is identical with Ultimate Reality Brahman. "
which leads to...
"Liberation is experienced in this very life as a dissolution of the sense of self as an egoistic personality by which the underlying, eternal, pure spirit is uncovered."
Liberation is another term for Nirvana.
Don't be fooled by the name Self-realization. The Self, spelt with a capital S refers to Brahman, not the egoistic, separate self (me).;)
alright that makes more sense now
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