Waysharing

[oldwolf]

Waysharing

< And I was wondering where to put this - we all go through different times in our lives - back long ago in the time of the Sundance Cafe in Albuquerque was the bearded bare foot John who came and went, slipping unseen into the mountains and the dessert high.... Ah the people we have been> an edit for furthering information exchange>>

Back when I was a lad of me late 20's we not so jokingly called it being on the wings of the seeker. Knowing that at times those winds are cold and it takes all your strength to just hold on. Most of those of us that went on seeking, found much of what we were seeking. We found ways of Being. It did not shout look at me I am walking in the Way of my truth, for the Way was one of Doing not talking. Sometimes one breath after the next was a long time as we went beyond. Many understand that we walk beyond. The Search acquaints us with the various needs of attention, concentration, and one-pointed-ness. In learning to still the mind - things happen - realms increase - actions are often the result of attention and focus the concentration and creative energy into Doing.

Most wandering Waysharers recognize each other - it is there in the energy, in attuning to the spirit of another the signs are obvious. There is a resonance - a blended harmonic - an undercurrent of otherliness about them. They are almost more attuned to a different place, where things take on a greater depth. Sometimes you can even see where you are being directed even as you are at one with the Being directing. And it's not all about the every day mundane but yet can take on the appearances of such while much more is happening than merely interactions with the everyday humdrum of existence. There is a heightened awareness, a greater consciousness, even as a sleeping man wakens to the work of the day.

A Waysharer by way of definition must share and help others to come unto their own -t'is also aiding in our own growth to test the Ways we've come and gather a wider perspective of what Is. It all becomes a harmonious spiral with occurrences cycling with a little different take in our participation in the transcendence from macro to micro to intro to existence to being awareness...The cycle of Being feeding the Awareness, continues from beginnings of Awareness that I Am and We Are One

Doing the Work, a phrase that I've come to love - and the Work - growing Awareness, cultivating attention, expanding consciousness, fulfilling potential, harmonious interaction with the Whole with the given that movement in consciousness travels throughout the Whole; from the One to the All and on to the Whole....... Being that Being that shines forth. We are manifesting Existence. ... The Opening, the blossoming forth ; the change to the butterfly. Collecting experiences and creating quilts of changes as we transform and transcend through Awareness, becoming conscious that we are the creator as well as the recipient of experiences that have the potential to take us wherever we allow ourselves to go.
And then there's detachment, not getting too caught up in the results but continuing on. The way I enjoy saying it most is - "don't get blown away by the phenomenology". The Work becomes an end to itself as we increase our ability to understand and perceive a greater part of the Whole as we grow in our Awareness and perceptions as we transcend from the self coming fresh into Awareness with the All maintaining creating a growing consciousness.
"Be still and Know I Am" echoes with "To thine own Self be true" and we catch glimpses of ourselves at different junctures in this journey through existence. We share joy as another breaks through to greater understandings, sharing their perceptions of the Whole...... Becoming more than....... going beyond the beyond...

When individuals walk through their life change and decides who they are - what they are about; take on their life path. Many people walked through the time of change seeking. Seeking within - through drugs, and yet wanting more control. Meditation led one to experiencing a reality much greater than family or society programs allow for. We come to greater insight. Usually the sense of intuition receives more attention and becomes accepted as a functioning part to the whole ...-- but the whole nebulizes into much more then the sum of its parts and an overself often broken into 2 called the higher self, and the god/self where life times are lived to learn lessons for expanding awareness and becoming more consciousness of transcending -> moving beyond the boundaries previously accepted.... And guess what - someone's already been there before you leaving telltale signs that you are not alone. Others have recognized that the boundaries are beyond what was previously accepted. Some walk in the chaos of creations able to pierce the veil of illusions and See beyond. Mystics talk of landscapes of similarity within shining landscape; ways of anchoring and traveling into the beyond. And we can all hear the echoes of the seekers before us helping us find our Way through maya
Any clearer ? remember how it was kinda sorta when mysteries were unfolding before our awestruck eyes as we found out that we create ourselves - and we found ways to deal with it - nowing that there would have to be a time of coming to a better understanding ..>to find through time that knowing betters understanding ... As we walk beyond, different things are understood... differently


There has always been a minority that seek - either in the way of science or the mystic, esoteric teachings and passed on word of mouth wisdom schools, or some combination of all of these. There are some that are called to embrace the macrocosm - other than self - seeking after wisdom and Awareness. We go through life and we learn, we transcend beyond the mere physical and can intuit an energy world - a world of vibrations and color some even have smell and taste going on over there. The other side .... beyond ..a realm that inter
acts and often takes preponderance over this realm especially as perceived by those programmed not to explore the imagination, not to notice or at least don't pay attention to any but what is acceptable by the group in sway deciding what the mentality of the day shall be.
We all started our seeking ways fairly early and either put it aside for other endeavors or pursued it till distracted or persevered through making it our own.
I did not have children till I was 30. Then 2 boys 3 years apart, back and forth for a while and then with full custody of both till they were on their own. Though there were 2 other relationships, both the boys and I look on it as being 2 boys and a single male parent relationship. Until I was 30 I spent from 14-19 years old in A Roman Catholic monastery - losing my faith at 18 but staying on to study and be left alone to take the long walks and the poetry of adolescence. My own vision before that time as a child was as a loner who was pulled to the religious life from the age of realization (reason), my world was enhanced by mystical experiences - coming from a religious family adulating the lives of the saints and your initiates do have their mystical experiences. By 17 I was Seeing that there should be no intermediaries between god and man. The whole concept of the priesthood was one frought with power as a means to an end. But before the Piscean age and before the heavily one sided arian age were ages that melded both the creative and the orderly, the light and the dark, the ying and yang, the male and female; there was a time of going to the source, the intuitive the Place where the creator and created exist in the presence of All as One the Whole and our ability to be aware goes as far as we allow. With each stride forth in Awareness comes the enhanced power of freedom.......along with the responsibility of choices.

[oldwolf]

Haunted eyes look down back
the dark corridors
What was - happened - when what
might have, did not
We go on - always wondering
forward looking, yet lost in the dark
past I, what was wished for
The Present dumbly stares and we
promise ourselves that we Can
Change we know is possible, yet times
moves on and we wonder if we have
now the will to move into the Chance
Safety and security so often lay in
not trying hard enough
to break through
Ah but life has a way of making that
which we want most to come stare us in
the face and ask - is this really the me I am
Hope sometimes lies in the guise
of desperation - and oft we make choices
that push us to that cherished dream
Then to avoid we make room around
us to find ways out
But to never go the distance
leaves such intolerable longing and so we
stumble toward the dark abyss of
totally committing ourselves to the
Knowing of That we Are
Ever it calls - never totally fading
out - questioning, is now the time
will you finally acquiesce to the
living full of the life driven
Or will the Time come when all
that can be said is - It's too late
Never - My Will stands firm and
I will find the way to come
to my own
Though I go naked, Though I have
no water, yet will I enter the desert
with no shoes climb the rocky mountain
assail the heights that await me
I Answer - I Am
And the Present becomes the mountain
and the desert where we travail
Blessed be the moment when we can See
that indeed we are on the Path
marked out for Us to find the Holy Grail
O continue - beyond what you thought possible
The treasure of the rainbow follower, mountain assailer
Is beyond highest hopes and worst fears
- Truth to be known
It is yet the most simple
Though so hidden
For at the end of all
Still and all come all
To Self
Self is One with All and All One with Self
And here we find all that is our Being
All hopes All fears
Illusions fail, realities are no longer
All that remains is that always was and always will be
And from the beginning it was ever with us even as we sought
Yet O man, continue, for naught else
Will quench the thirst that goes beyond death
That continues from life to life
Continue, break thru inhibitions of thought & circumstances
Through illusions that hide the Way
For though we but come to what we always had
Though we only find Self
Yet O brother and sister
Yet t'is worth all troubles
Troubles yet now beyond comprehension
To come to true Knowledge
To be face to face and Know Self
Is far beyond highest hopes and fondest dreams
Beyond even deepest fears
And all desires
Wise men have sought
And down through the corridors of time
Whispers the dictum of truth
O Man Know Thyself
Beyond the beyond ; ever upward through fog
Know not what is Known
Closing eyes to perceptions
Sensing though not feeling
Incapable of learning that which we have
Foundering upon
The upbuilt drifts of imagination beyond our wants
O Cares of yen
Desires persist
We live on unfulfilled
Yet through it all comes O so strongly
The I Am - and somehow we
Know the Unknowable
That we Are, We Exist, We are Present.
Finding my way through hills and vales
Some remembered yet still I stumble
Inertia and laziness and slowly to grow
- Still on come I - - again
Again I travel the Way alone
As all must who wish to grow
Time goes on yet faster now
And the time that's left is less and less
Where do we go, how get we free
From this cycle of antiquity
Through trial and work, some pain, much love
We come to Know and then to Be
Through seeking Truth and Reality
And only through Love do we come to Thee
A place where Love flows and Life IS
Leave behind the cares of the world
Here let your Being continue it's climb
Reach for heights heretofore not attained
(Frustrations decline, fulfillment grow)
Above all, herein must be found the heart of love
and the unfolding Self
Bring ye not discord into this sacred place
Herein is Peace and Strength through Love
Sanctuary of the Heart
Leave all cares and enter with the
Mantra of Love
Surround me with all love
Fill me full with love
Make me a pure channel of love
Till I am that
Love, Life, and Light
Enjoy your life Celebrate it

And we sought on the wings of the Seekers.... I do not know where that quote comes from but it speaks so to me

We went through times of growth especially for those blessed enough to be open to all that was being offered and take in as much as we could. We knew that the knowledge would not be so freely given next time, but must involve more wisdom of choice on what to concentrate our attention on.
And the Work..... it is such a blessing - I can remember crying - so thankful that I was to be used again after a particularly dark and long "night of the soul". The Work gives us meaning. We help others come to their own - almost greedily waiting till they break free and open themselves to their own unique facet into the jewel of the Whole. And our own perceptions are that much greater. As we speak of the Ways of increasing consciousness, of enhancing Awareness we often must face that which we speak of and test it's veracity. And so to help is to learn on a most responsive scale. We accept insights to larger vistas thankful for the grace with which it was given. Hoping that we may be able to help others climb to a greater height of Awareness even as those who have come before us give so openly of their experience and insight. And so much of this is done through the veil. How much of what goes on the other side are we conscious of in our everyday consciousness. And so we rely on partial rememberances and intuitive jabs to help us find ways to further open ourselves to grow further and help others grow further - yeah for you hedonists out there for the bliss of it all.

Hey, we're (old_crone [airealseas@hotmail.com] and oldwolf [nomadhermit@hotmail.com] of hip forums . We'll have a lot better idea what may come of the land (located in S finger lakes area of NY) and building gathering spots where people can celebrate existence as summer progresses. I'll try to leave updates in the *a good year to do it-some are* thread in the Communal Forum of HipPlanet. Aireal is my Work mate here and often sees things in a way enough different from mine that often her way of saying things opens new vistas, plus she is often able to read the trail your life experiences are pointing toward. She does need to be invited - haven't met many waysharers who feel the need to push their own perspectives save by way of sharing an insight, but please keep in touch - or not as your Path takes you, our door is open.

[oldwolf]

(Aireal Seas)


Shape shifting both drastic and subtle in the balance I was to find and know. You were in my thoughts today and I understand we are only as good as our words, and yet the words only reverberate the hearts joys, pains, sadness and intents. So here again I find the circle inside one full of questions and hope. A promise and a dream can be so much more then we suppose. Sometimes it is the way to finding the spirit within the flesh...or is that the human heart within the flesh while spirit looks on. A riddle of life indeed.
I was spending sometime alone and had headed to my familiar water fall where all seems so clear in the quiet thunder of the mind and hearts eye. But it is the spirit that again speaks in the quiet places. If I but listen I can hear wisdom and know myself with just a bit more detachment and awareness. Much like the waterfall. I sometimes have to let go in order to see a much greater picture. I trust you will not feel I am being out of context in sharing with you what came to me as I feel it will shed some light on the struggles you are facing and answers to questions you have yet to ask.
When I stood above the waterfall I was day dreaming and waiting. For what I suppose I was not sure. What I had hoped for was the wisdom and the understanding of the choices I was facing inside. I did not feel I was ready and yet a part of me was long over due and had been ready before I was born. It is hard sometimes to be caught in this place between the worlds. I felt myself break from a cocoon of the flesh and flew with a freedom I had never known. Or at least never allowed myself to know.
I flew with the raven, the eagle, and the hawk. Then the dove, the robin and the sparrow. This was before I became one with the falcon. I had become as one with each in understanding and being. My feathers itched as my wings spread to fly. The call from my voice reverberated through every cell. There was instinct and purpose to the call of the bird. He was his voice...Yet his voice was just his promise and honor from the past. This call was his reflection inside and out. I was more alive then I had ever been. I dove from the sky as the wind embraced and held my intent. The field mouse was mine long before I indulged and tore at it with hunger...a power and need within. My appetite was part of my needs. The revelations and the part of a whole that became one as we returned to the skies.
I felt the cocoon of the flesh call me and returned to what I had known. What I was not prepared for was the memories I retained as the falcon. Depression clawed its way over the human form and heart, over the mind and the flesh. In subtle ways I had changed. I had become the mother, lover, friend, enemy, energy and a being of the light and the night. I asked why me. No answer sufficed. I found that I am part of all. The skies had taught me and the falcon had become my teacher.. The balance and the lack of the awareness took me by surprise from this very different view. I felt mother earth wrap me in her mossy bosom and the mist from the waterfall felt like tears we all shared.
I had learned in ceremony to find and know my center. In this I would change and the awareness would hold me as the skies and the earth had done for years. So I found my power was in the broken wholeness shared. It was in the commitments made and the promises spoken. It was in who I was and was becoming. Sometimes it is so hard to see beyond the temporal and the view we hold....and sometimes it is so hard not to. I have often found that in making decisions I am often left to remember and find I question the thousand other paths before me. But I also found that in this open awareness I find not minutes, days and struggles - just me and that is enough.
So why do I feel you still facing the doubts, the fears, and the empty places of wanting what is already yours in purpose and intent. Why do I still feel the tears and the aloneness after the flight and the falcons shared memories and needs. Why is it the words have not found the healing as I supposed they would. And why is there the unrest in the path and the emotions of the heart. Or why have I yet to embrace the strength within to just be where the steps in my path have taken me. It seems I have failed to see what the waterfall, the hawk and the falcon saw. I have failed to reach without fear into the vulnerable places the robin and the dove and the sparrow took me.
I then faced the spider and he took me in. As you believe in yourself all things that you do are within your power and potential. As you believe and trust in yourself all webs you weave will have purpose, intent and the ability to catch the morning dew. As you silently walk within the spirit you are whole within the struggle, challenges and the hopes inside. As is your words so you are in all you create and speak. Or is that in all you create and speak so are your words. Life's riddle is simple. To breath is awareness of life and awareness of life is breath. So we are born of the wind and lay between the skies and the earth, a part of all.
Old Wolf says to put this with his waysharer together. This will help explain his thoughts more clearly. It is the humor of life when we share thoughts. Sometimes they seem incomplete until we put them together.
We all say HI.
As Always airealseas@hotmail.com aka old_crone in the hip forums

[oldwolf]

And a little more - not too long ago we had some visitors. They left quickly and we put our heads together to try to figure out why. T'is hard it's true to have some of your innermost thoughts plumbed by a psychic, but from long standing neither of us seek power nor adulation - we use it only to help others See more of themselves to help them grow on whatever Path they may choose. Could be a turning point was when I said I was a warrior for neither side - I walk the middle Path. The individual replied that he liked to know both sides and that indeed they were both a little crazy. I concurred saying and what would you expect from extremes, mayhap that was the turning point and they could not agree to come together with those who will not actively take sides.
Many Know that there is a unity - there is no good nor evil - there is only existence. But here in the realm of polarities that knowledge sometimes seems paltry when faced with great good and great evil. Then the voice that says this is but for learning - do you need to learn from this dichotomy - that to oppose something is indeed to empower it ..- while the mind may strive to encompass that knowledge the gut eviscerates away with horror at the evil men are capable of. T'is but a learning Path does not assuage the fears of what worse might come - and so we help create it by giving it the power of fear. We often give lip service to the concept that we create our own reality and yet seem to shrink from it when confronted with the extremes. But the extremes are order and chaos and at either end horrors can take place to send up a pleasing smoke to appease the gods people have made of them.
To seek harmony and balance, to praise all of creation, to bless all experiences recognizing that all has a place within the Whole... When walking on the other side where All Exists is to be cradled within the Wholeness and the landmarks do not call for a judgement - they Are. Even having crossed over to walk in the Beyond outside of time and space, some come back to this realm knowing a peace but not opening themselves to what truly IS. We are indeed the GOD, there is no separation and that God is All and in that All exists neither good nor evil.


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Life is an opportunity and becomes what you make of it

May the Light of Love ever Guide your Way
Grow on ... Enjoy !

Peace Blessings
Love

oldwolf
Waysharer@yahoo.com
nomadhermit@hotmail.com

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(paintedflame)

Reply by painted flame

I cannot believe this has gotten to replies. Are mainly people emailing you guys or something, because it is hard for me to phantom that on a website of this nature, not one person would be interested in an undertaking of such. The idea my God, and backyard cookouts with communers of "The Farm" hahhaa. Not to mention how incredible of a place your land is sitting in. If I wasn't gettting into school this fall (yeah I finally decided to go for it and get my associates =/ in liberal art) I would pack my my few things together this night and leave!!!
Please though, I fully support this and hope that it is going smoothly and you are haveing a strong backing in faith from fellow brothrers and sisters. In any way if I can help, I would be more than happy too. I don't have much in the way of material possesitions...ummm....if you have any really cool rocks on your land, my uncle would probibly buy them though, he is a rock sculpter up in Vermont.
That probibly doesn't help too much. I would say that if school doesn't work out, I would come up and volunteer my time in exchange for a roof over my head though. Something like this is something I've dreamt of ever since I first steepped outside of my shell and took a good look around. Now it seems that, being back in society, all the signs are pointing towards turn inward, except the ones that I really look deeply into and have faith in.
I hope my faith never fleeds me, it can be very eluding.
My email is flynbryan3@aol.com, or you can PM me on the Forums. In any way let me know if I can help.
Bryan


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(oldwolf)

Everything in it's own time

Hi Bryan,

Thanks for the reply. I think sometimes the length of the material presented has stymied a reply.
E mail wise, I've rcvd but 1 other answer from someone in Md. who would like to help but his girlfriend just got pregnant and he's trying to prepare for that event and does not have the ability to focus on this endeavor. Received another PM from one other but again they were interested in helping apart from the land where my own energy is involved and so were directed to Owl and Kate. My own position within the whirlwind is that of perseverence chugging away ... doing it. It came down to the point where you can't wait for the others to come before you start doing - ...

The festival concept with the people who were involved in the workings of getting the musicians together may fall through in it's present form and people involved - or not.

The community - well even if this is doomed not to happen I will still go ahead with the building of it at least till it is at a level that it can seed another attempt elsewhere. Intentional Community is the only way to go with self sufficiency in mind, iffen you're bitten by the wonder bug like Aireal And I are. Pretty hard to just leave a together scene vacant this point in the chaos and be able to expect to come back to it intact. Plus people of like mind are such an important part of the motivating force for most, that sometimes to move on a dream it takes others joining in and though the dream changes ever so subtly or even drastically still as it must when another's dreams are added to the mix, still to Do it and Move it through into manifestation usually takes a group effort.

Que cera, cera - what will be, will be. But we are planning on seasonal gatherings on the land starting from summer solstice '03 on

Everything in it's own time. We Do our part by carefully focusing our attention to receive the intuitive call as we try to find our Way amidst the land mines of the race seeming to be bent on self annihilation as well as that of the rest of life here in what used to be a garden - ah but her stewarts have run amuck. Our main hope is that small voice of intuition that opens the doorways to the other realms.

Persevere in what is yours to do - oft times it is what we thought was the preparation, that the real doing takes place.



__________________
Life is an opportunity and becomes what you make of it

May the Light of Love ever Guide your Way
Grow on ... Enjoy !

Peace Blessings
Love

oldwolf
Waysharer@yahoo.com
nomadhermit@hotmail.com

[oldwolf]

(Reply by painted Flame


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Everything in it's own time. We Do our part by carefully focusing our attention to receive the intuitive call as we try to find our Way amidst the land mines of the race seeming to be bent on self annihilation as well as that of the rest of life here in what used to be a garden - ah but her stewarts have run amuck. Our main hope is that small voice of intuition that opens the doorways to the other realms.

Persevere in what is yours to do - oft times it is what we thought was the preparation, that the real doing takes place.
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Indeed it is. It doesn't appear to be bent towards self destruction. It IS self-destruction, ah but that is another discussion for another time.

What you are doing is beautiful, you and Aireal. You both are incredible people doing incredible things, it is unfortunate noone is recgonizing all your awesome efforts, trying to make the world a better place buy alas, noobody wants to help.

I want to help, although I know you couldn't pay me. That would be OK. I am going to school, but other than that I could provide you with some good labor in exhange for a roof over my head. Is there any community colleges close by to there? Actually, I have some construction experience. Now mind you, not much, about a months worth as a carpenters helper, but I know how to pound 16 pennies and bruise my thumbs.

Let me know how it goes, as for the next couple weeks I am going to be starting a job and working loads of hours so I can get back on my feet again. I have a lot of debt to pay back to people that have helped me along the way, and of course now that I have the means I must not turn my bakc on them.

but after that, I have a lot of karma I have to bring around. I am just now realizing, how lucky I am to live in America, with all the craziness going on in other countries, other worlds. I love what you are doing, OldWolf.

I will frequent this forum, as I don't have an available email address right now.

Until then, keep doing it, I am happy to know the spirit of Mother earth has not been forgotten.


blessed be.
bryan


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(Reply by Classwar

Oldwolf, have you read any Mary Summer Rain material? I think you'd love it.
I truly am inspired by everything you had to say. So poetic and other-worldly, entrancing and mystical in the same light.
I'd love to join you on your endeavor, but Spirit seems to be pointing me towards the southwest. The 4-corners...the Grand Canyon areas. I feel I must be in close proximity to an Indian elder, or fellow seeker. I believe the Native ways will somehow find themselves seeping into the collective concsious in the not-too-distant future.
However, I'd love to keep in touch. Kindred souls are rare to come by in this age of concentrated materialism. The Truth has endured and will continue on.
Love and Change,
Spiritwalker

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(Reply by Sam55

Just To Back Up What You've Told Me Today...

Remember what I said about me coming in through the back door? Hi! Here I am...a wee bit come Lately...but imagine my surprize at finding these pearls of wisdom...after our converstions of today...Dec, 19.

Sam

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Back in the present again all the copying done - just because I copied all this out on 1 day from the old forums - done think I'm quite that long winded.. LOL

[paintedjames]

I am relieved that through the transition as of late, you all were able to retain oh the wonderful words of this forum...

Old_Crone you are amazing and I admire you beyond words,
and Old_Wolf I look up to you too, and what you guys are doing, by yourselves mainly, is amazing. I would be honored to help out when i can find the time...
and i will find the time...because time is all i have...
i'm 14 saturady classes shy of freedom...and i might be heading to new england in fall...
until then my prayers riside within youall, and i love yall
bryan

[~Sam~]

Hey You Guys !!!

Just touching base here and wanting the both of you to know that you're in my heart as well as in my thoughts. I'd visit in an otherworldly manner, but of late everytime I reach for Theta my energy just seems to spark all over the place. So....... instead of hiding my light under a bucket, I'm sort of spiritually taking up residence in a Toad House. You know those clay, water cooled little hives... with a little-bitty door that I can peek out of? Well, that's where you'll find me most of the time... in the aether of my little toad house. There's room for company and I can always put the water on for tea if either of you would like to visit for a spell....

Love You Both,

[oldwolf]

Sam,


As I told you once before, I'm in a selfinflicted grindstone myself till i pay off the debts incurred trying to move this into manifestation. I'm payoff more than I make a month which means a constant peter to paul without any being the wiser and no way of finding a break in the work schedule unless the financial picture changes a good bit.
Course in the aethers that don't matter much anyway - you don't take any of that with you.
Visiting any but the hollow seldom happens and long distance is usually out iof the question as I have to find someone to go out for 3> 4 hrs (around 3 for me) and do route and keep it for me to come back to for about $40 perdium, and the gas comes out of that. Like it myself for the wonderful quiet time at night - the ability to travel with the stars and moon for company in the midst of nature along the back forgotten ways delivering the news to those who care to know - hah ha
In spirit though often our byways cross and we hear the echoes of each others footfalls.
Thinking of both you and Ken with warmth in our hearts
To thine own Self be true - and nothing more was ever asked. Love watchin you Do.

[oldwolf]

Some may say ignorance is bliss; better not to know, than to know that we must better what we See. That this garden paradise was lost when we grew to desiring what was above our stations. We are no longer the bird flying free or the flower blossoming - more like the butterfly before. Coming to what is up to us - but cannot be done without the pain of Knowing and Growing.

Knowing just what has been sacrificed. In the drive to Be consciousness, we must come to feel the depths as well as the heights. And what we choose IS ours - as ever it was and ever will be.

And that is unfortunately laden with sad as well as bright choices.
By the choices we make we decide, and draw to ourselves, our lessons.
The choice of continuing to ignore can draw some mighty hard lessons.
The silver lining is we will learn and Grow.
Freedom of choice lets us decide the Path.



That which you choose to live as your life - no one can take from you - nor can they make it for you - the choice was AllWays yours

Grow on

Blessing Be with all

[shameless_heifer]

Old Wolf.. what you say is so true to life..every choice we make leads us closer to our destany.. what we decided to learn on the otherside and came into our human vessels to live it out.. we all agreed to partisipate in the lessons.. each our own manifestations..we know the plan and lose it as we come channling through the birth cannal..that's what deja vu is.. I beleive that this makes us all brothers and sisters in spirit..alto we don't always make the right choices.. all roads do lead to rome..sometimes it just takes longer to get there depending on which road we take.. we must learn to stop and give eachother a hand now and then as we agreed to do on the other side.. but we forgot that..and became ego ridden.. in the prosses of trying to perfect ourselves we let the I become more important then the WE...the We of us is not reaching full throtle because the I is working by it's self trying to rule the WE conciousness..and there by distroys the body of the We.. when I puts the We first the We of us becomes more perfected and can return to the source with brighter shining love..and be replenished by the return of our love three hundred times fold.. the collective We's Karma.. the I loses power as the We becomes All.. when you love the We as much as you love the I.. that is enlightenment.. Blessed Be..

[Lionheart2000]

We are on the journey of Going Home--we have come to do the work we were assigned or in which we chose to do---Going Home--destiny perhaps may just be a real plan..Akashic Records will tell us all...third eye/heart connections/focus--pray for everyone--rejoice and celebrate in the Oneness-silently observe the migrations/intermingling/brutalities/chaos with LOVE!
Thankyou Old Wolf and Shameless Heifer..
LH
Under Arizona Skies...

[oldwolf]

the Being always extant on the other side
Becoming more so on this side in process land
Ever growing yet ever was/is/will be
Two sides of the same
The All and the One Connected
Never were separate - just limited perceptions

Maybe limiting ourselves to the conceptual restraints of this reality
makes it so that going beyond must be fully done only in the beyond


Jump off the abyss anyone ?

See you in the beyond...


merrily merrily merrily merrily.......life is but a dream

[Lionheart2000]

I agree Oldwolf--absolutely--we can only prepare for the higher aspects that become realities-in higher dimensions. I totally believe that is the Yogic message-the Vedic vision.
Knowing and believing those possibilities-is part of that preparation...
Makes this reality totally comprehensible as Buddha wants us to SEE--life is all suffering...
Or the entertaining delusions that 'Heaven' awaits those who emerse themselves into utter surrrender to unbelievability/fantasy/illusion--and in this you will be saved---from what? Reincarnation? Karma? Soul Travel? Elemental Transmigrations?...saved from Thinking sinful thoughts and Committing sinful acts?

I step out of this duality and confusion--always seeking the middle path--the center between Yin Yang...I stress striving--placing attention upon...staying away from the abyss of the masses-mass constructs and thinking...doing-dieing-painful explorations of this reality of 3D nonsense.....

Yet--we do observe-we do feel--emotions which feed the illusion--mastery is a noble goal...
The forests embrace all our efforts..the creeks, rivers, lakes and oceans help dissolve the tears!!

BREAK ON THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE!

Have a NICE DAY--
Love Ya
LionHeart

[oldwolf]

Bowing to the connection with All;
What would you of me now,
How may I be of best use.
Not for fulfilling the desires do I come,
I come to help us all Grow.

Sometimes there be long times of interior work;
Other times - the Doing is so obvious.
And now as the time moves faster, and the body ages,
I put my hand anew each day to the plow handles -
Not looking back at what has been done -
Not even ahead to what may become;
I stay in the moment,
And here in the Now I find my Being

Fellowship during these end days sometimes seems hard to find,
Other times I See each and every one as all compadres along the Way.
Sometimes people ask why have I done this or that -
And truth to tell - most often I know not;
Maybe in retrospect I can see the reasons why;
But in the Now, I simply bow to what lays in front of me,
And pray to know my Way.

Through introspection, looking deep within, I stumble along my Way.
Yet being still and all, O so strongly does it speak:
Loving All, being true to Self - and all will be -
Let synchronicity show you the Way - all will Be
And I come back to Thee, ever One in the All
And Love IS


Blessings Be with All

------
We enhance the quality of Existence
We fulfill our potential in a manner beneficial to All
We seek Full Awareness, Total Cooperation
and Complete Union with our GodSelf

Surrounded by Love........Mind creates the concept
Full of Love...................Desire provides the motivation
Channels of Love............Doing is the test
One with Love
Life is an opportunity and becomes what you make of it

May the Light of Love ever Guide your Way
Grow on ... Enjoy !

Peace Blessings
Love

oldwolf
Waysharer@yahoo.com (Waysharer@yahoo.com)
nomadhermit@hotmail.com (nomadhermit@hotmail.com)

[HoneySuckleBlue]

Old wolf I hope that in all you do you find that what you have done is exactly what needed doing.

[oldwolf]

So do I
So do I
But even beyond - no guilt - the intent being pure - what will be - will Be

[HoneySuckleBlue]

Big full embraces in the now...why do anything?

[sylvanlightning]

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A silver key

[HoneySuckleBlue]

There are some that are called to embrace the macrocosm - other than self - seeking after wisdom and Awareness. We go through life and we learn, we transcend beyond the mere physical and can intuit an energy world - a world of vibrations and color some even have smell and taste going on over there. The other side .... beyond ..a realm that inter
acts and often takes preponderance over this realm


What is this 'preponderance' is that the Furture as I see it as a physical manifestation of my Self?

[oldwolf]

Tendrils of Light
Gathering from afar
Coming together
Will it Be ?

Spirit Calls
Yet mired are we
Here in the material.

We hear the Call
And Know it IS ours
But here in excuses land
We our own victims often be.

Sooner or later Action will come
Whether we choose the time for it
Or it comes a-demanding upon us.

We Are - even as we were - and will Be
Ours to choose the when for our Fullness
The Coming or Quickening is almost upon us
Ours it is - To Do - or not.

And so the question arises
When - if not Now ?

How long will you wait
The Call does not abate.

Joining in Love and Light
Wholeness is found Within.

Let your Light Shine On.


Love is not conditional - never was.

[Lionheart2000]

WOW what a pleasant surprise..OldWolf...waysharing again. I miss your words man.
Yes--the flow continues--for sure--the river keeps flowing.
I had a new friend show up yesterday named Bushman (Tony)-another Leo (finally!)..I found him through New Civilization website. He pulled up in a 1955 Chevy truck that had been his grandfathers and had just put a brand new engine in and we talked about lost civilzations and lost tribes..we connected like we had known each other all this lifetime--we were sure it was from another one. Just like all the tribe in the 60s--we met again..nice isn't it.
I also shared that the reason we cannot see the real reality of what's happening 'Bleep" --is the thin, very thin, layer of ego and dross--that separates us from being co-creators and only using 10% of our brains.
Imagine if we used 100% of our brains--we wouldn't even be typing or using accumulated atomic particles to create this painful Matrix--we would just meet in a grove or something..anytime we wanted...etc.etc.
We also wouldn't ever make the agreements to one another that this present reality was at all real. We did that and do that alot on shrooms, LSD, peyote and other tools of consciousness..it's wonderful--but we always 'come down' to that agreement again. It get's old after 55 years..55 milleniums, 55 aeons..whatever. Ha!

So Bushman and I connected --very cool--we're going to explore an underground city below Sedona soon..or at least the entrance way. No kidding!!
Time to fly again..meet each other on higher dimensions and colorful plateaus and mesas. Got to spread them 'tendrils' of light and trust--Love and being-Peace.
Under Arizona Skies moving soon to New Mexico skies.
LionHeart