I am on vacation...

[HoneySuckleBlue]

Not really, but I have taken a few hours here and there and it has really seemed to help. It's so funny and sooo frustrating the way the energy has been affecting everything lately. I do what I usually do to straighten up the house and it seems like it just gets messier, lol. The clothes multiply faster than I can keep up with, and we never seem to have any groceries!

Instead of pulling out my hair I went and got some tequila this weekend and made strawberry margheritas and left everything where it was...and told the kids I was going on vacay...out in the hot tub, lol. I was very content alone, but my sister stopped by which was a cool bonus because she was in the same way and joined me for a soak:) It was what we both needed.

Then my brother stopped by, feeling the same kinda way so we hung out and talked and now he's gonna come over and hang with us on poker night because he's tired of the drama in the other circle. I am looking foreward to this new development because he is going to bring a huge canvas he's started of this motorcycle and he's gonna teach me this lifting technique for oils.:)

Today I felt like I was going to crawl out of my skin...and then I dropped everything and took a nice looong walk around the block (I think it's about 3 miles) man I was soo grateful for this warm not windy day. It was just what I needed to ground and find my center again...now I am very much looking foreward to the New Earth class to start tonight:)

I am liking this pattern that is setting up of actually giving my self what I need and watching the cool things that flower off of it.

Have you guys been feeling it too or is it just me and my moontime?

[nirgal]

I need a vacation, all this inactivity is making me lazy :tongue:

[HoneySuckleBlue]

Rotfl, I bet when y'alls thing comes through it's gonna seem like a vacation from your ordinary and be soo excitingly welcomed:)


Eckhart Tolle was cool, he does things the way we do, he waits till he gets that 'feeling' of something he has to do that sources from the quiet place and then can't do anything but that thing. He was very reassuring, because he said the 'knowing' often comes but he can't explain it with his thinking mind. He just has to do it and then he realises that he needed the different energy for what ever needed to be born.

Mebbe you guys do need to move for your thing to come through? You'd definately know where to though, or atleast the general area.

I feel much better about dropping everything and signing up for massage now, at first I was kinda wondering wtf, when do I get to finish anything???, but now I remember the difference between what I love to do and what I am here to do. Energy work will always be my calling it looks like...and in delaware to touch any one we have to have a nat'l massage license so this is the next step of course. Don't think I will peak for another 10-15 years but that also seems about right, that'll put me in my 50's. So much to relearn :tongue:

You must be drawing something massive to be able to sit still for sooo long! Do you get any inklings of what it may be? I'd be so curious, lol.

[mariecstasy]

Did you get around to watching the rest of the webcast?

I enjoyed the part of his having to move to VanCouver in order to be in the right energy field as well. I could completely relate. When I knew that Arianna and I had to move to WS, some people felt I was running away. I didn't even understand why I felt such a strong urge...but it was there and I did it and I look at myself now, compared to then, and its a world of difference. I have never been happier in all of my life. Its a genuine happiness too. There's sadness and depression of course, but I continue to find myself more and more each day.

Andrew and I are reading the book together in the evenings(or at least we have the last couple nights) and its been nice. I read this morning when I awoke and I just feel on the edge of tears since my life is just so marvelous. This morning there was an issue with Sylvi and I. She got pissed and I didn't understand why. I wanted to lash out but I recalled that which I went to sleep with....my observer came to the surface and was just witnessing and I was witnessing the witness. It was good and within a couple moments she ended up telling me that she wasn't mad, she was sad and missed her mama....seeing Arianna and I together in the morning pained her.

So it is released and she told me. I drove to work this morning realizing Sylvi and I haven't shared any one on one time this past week and I think she really needs it. Our relationship needs it. What a magical, beautiful child she is...and I hate to see her suffer so.


So what do you want to do Greg? I read the post about Hawaii:) That sounds just fantastic!

Have you begun to learn to drive the motorcycle yet?

[HoneySuckleBlue]

Not yet, did you guys? Hehee I did finaly get your message on my phone from that night.

I loved that vancouver story, it's totaly how we roll. It is so cool to see one of us out there being promoted by Oprah. It is so very exciting to me to think of the mailine injection that is going on right now. I liked seeing the angry guy that had his copy of the book and how applying what Tolle said was changing his life as well. It's just a beautiful thing.


That is so cool how you remained the Observer. It's how I work with RIch as well. He gives me lots of practise and the times when I remember are when 'magical' transformations happen or big insights to a deeper layer are gleaned. How fortunate that you can really get to see Sylvie now and give here what she really needs instead of reacting to the surface crusties. That makes me glow inside. I can't wait for this to spread.


Greg's been super quiet lately...hope I did'nt scare y'all outta the Hawaii thread, I just love to imagine as well, lol. If I was a tigger it'd be what I do best:) Hoohoohooo!


We were actually just talking about the motorcycle Marie. Soon soon.

[mariecstasy]

I wanna come ride the motorcycle too:) I had a dream about minibikes last night. I don't recall the dream, just know that's what I dreamt of.


Yeah, i watched the webcasting on Monday. It was ok, nothing life changing;) HAHA! It's kinda like going to church and just having that time set aside for inspiration and learning. Lovely:)

So what do you think of Tolle voice? He's like a wee little leprecheun :)

The thing with me, is I generally have the observer there. Always have. Used to think it was the part that made me insane and made me think too much. Funny to grow and learn that it was actually I Am the entire time, just waiting to be recognized and waiting to take front stage instead of just lurking back there making me uncomfy with its presence.

[HoneySuckleBlue]

Get your butt up here then. They are gonna sell it when motorcycle season starts. They do have a pair of motorscooters as well. We talked about me using those first to get used to riding again. It's been so long since I have even ridden a bike, lol.


I thought he was sweet:) I liked his gentle laugh best. It's so funny when quiet people get outed.

I felt the same way about his book as you do with the broadcast. It is all stuff we know. It is nice to have a shared language of it though. Makes it easier to communicate it.


My observer has always been my GOD, ever since I was little too. It's my bigger sense of awareness that has access to ALL and always helped me to draw power larger than what I thought I had. It's who I prayed to for guidance and wisdom and who I am becoming as I make the transition from a regular crusty person to a core Being living from my Source. It's why I believe so fully that we are spirit having a human experience. The evolution of it all truely is a facinating adventure!