omg after 20 years rainbow magic/rainbow love still never fails to amaze me

[soaringeagle]

ok, so i got this call the other day from my dear freind chevy (dylanchick0113) she was practicly hysterical in tears (joyful tears) many of you maybe aware of the ordeal she went through getting to her 1st gathering, dealling with a ton of drama afterwards and buying the old highwaychild tribe bus which died pretty quickly
well she called the other day crying and practicly the only words she could get out was check your email.. so i hop on here and check pm's and this is what i found


*****,,, OMG OMG OMG ***** just offered to buy a tri plex in tulsa that we could rent out and live in so we could get a new bus and know that money was always coming in,,, OMG Ill call you in a half hour,, but i omg i could have you living out here for free ,,, and wed have a bus and omg I M FREAKING OUT>>>>>>OMFG,,,, LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU
i edited out the names cause havent talked to him and not sure hed want everyone knowing or not, but...a very loving kind rainbow brother..just offered something i never ever imagined or dared hope for...a freaking house...but not only a house...a house that can provide a steady source of travel funds to keep a bus on the road a good long time...i thought over the years ive seen the most amazing acts of kindness and generousity...but this...this is far beyond anything...damn now im getting all teary...i think ive been in a state of near shock the past few days
the craziest part of all is the timming, my landlord pulled some illegal and underhanded shit lately, and i actualy am suposed to move out ofg here this friday and havent been able to find a new place yet..i was possibly looking at being totaly screwed with no place to go...and like true rainbow magic, out of the blue..this happens? i just cant even believe it...i never even mentioned the mess i was going through to this brother...and there was never any talk about anything like this...the offer caught us by total surprise...and shock...i mean we all have memories of amazing things weve come across in rainbow land, some of the greatest things humans seemcapable of...but this just totaly blows my mind
and i want to thank this brother...and the entire family, from the bottom of my heart for all the little and huge blessings youve given me over the years...i love you all so much..and i could never ever ever thank you enough for all the many ways this amazing family has enriched my life
ok someone better let me give em a huge hug quick before i burst

[peacechicka1]

Hugs bro!!! MANY congrats!!! I am sooooo happy for you! This is very very groovy news and I hope everything works out exactly beautiful!!!

[soaringeagle]

thanks marrissa love you lots
i havent slept in a couple days just cause this has got my mind racing...


all i gotta say is...all ya rainbows out there wherever your from whatever ya do, wether gutterpunk hippie a camp or agro redneck...each & every 1 of u are some of the most beautiful people on earth..without you id have very lil hope for this worldm but you make me believe no matter how much destruction babylon reigns down on our mother, the light will shione on and on and on

i know we like to complain sometimes bout rainbow becomming kinda shwaggy, but all i can say is id take the worse rainbow can through at ya over the best babylon has to offer anyday

im in such a good mood right now i dont care if its 20 degrees out i still feel like runnin through the woods naked laughin my ass off


i can tell ya im gonna be diggin a hell of alotta shitters this year till my hands are bloody...rainbows given me so much over the years, hell it probly saved my life even..how do you say thanks for so many blessings?

[ava]

what wonderful karma, you must be doing something right:)

[coyotesister]

it's amazing what comes yer way if you open your heart and just believe. i'm so happy for you soaring eagle! i was just saying to ivy that their must be something in the stars for new beginnings/new homes...cuz i just have been blessed with a new house and so has she. somethings up...anyhoooo...all the best to you on yer big move.

loving you bro!

[soaringeagle]

well with all the negative crap thats come my way over the years i did feel like sooner or later i had to be due for something very very good..lol ..i think karma sometimes works that way too when u try tpo do the best ya can and just keep gettin alotta crap i always believed it had to be that the crap was pillinmg on just to ballance out that 1 big good thing that was on its way..

[soaringeagle]

it's amazing what comes yer way if you open your heart and just believe. i'm so happy for you soaring eagle! i was just saying to ivy that their must be something in the stars for new beginnings/new homes...cuz i just have been blessed with a new house and so has she. somethings up...anyhoooo...all the best to you on yer big move.

loving you bro!thats awesome, congrats to ya both..somethings definately up i think..and its blowing my mind

[hippiehillbilly]

wow another fantasy thread...

[soaringeagle]

wow another fantasy thread...and another interjection of negativity into every thread i make..thanks
i love how ya can take the most incredibly possitive things and just shit on em...quite a skill u got there
love you to

[zenloki]

congrats to you soaringeagle that's awesome news. hope it works out well for you.

the people that are the hardest to love are the ones that need it the most.

[hippiehillbilly]

the people that are the hardest to love are the ones that need it the most. and some deserve no love at all.. ;)

seems i should explain my original post so as not to be misunderstood.

i would give what appears to be the standard "congratulations,thats so wonderful" reply that everyone else seems to be giving,however it seems that every six months or so the obviously beloved soaring eagle makes some big announcement about how some life changing event will soon take place for him and a few others and time and time again it just fades away and NOTHING ever comes of it..

that being said, from what ive witnessed over the last few years,i really see no reason to congratulate a hopeful thought process.

so i think ill reserve my "congratulations" for if and when this latest fantastic announcement comes to fruition..

till then,,its just "another fantasy thread" IMO.

have a great day...

[soaringeagle]

huh> hhb there were 2 threads like that, and tyhe 1 did work out if you remember, but was short lived when the bus died (and soon will be replaced thank you very much) and the other 1 is still in the works but out of my hands
so please enlighten me about these othetr ones that were posted every 6 months? are you talkijnhg about the lots of love thing that lasted 7 years and had a major impact? what exacvctly are you talking about? there was 1 about the bus we were getting...and got...and the other about the theater, which we are still trying to pull together but is and never was up to me alone to make happen

and as i remember each and every 1 of those u interjected the same negativity like your doing yet again
so whats your point?
if something goods going on we shouldnt talk about it? does it upset you somehow when good thinfgs happen or when people try to do good things or do good for others?
hate to tell ya this, but got a pm just this morning from the brother saying hes really excited about making it happen

youve been around rainbow long enough to know that rainbows are amazing people and capable of amazing kindness generosity and love why do you have such a hard time believing in it?
or is it just me you have a problem with? it sure seems so...


ok since u felt the need to "fill people ion and explain your comments" i'll do the same

hhb holds grudges like noone i ever met\
at the wv gathering we met breifly, for maybe 3 minutes, i had severe heatstroke at the time (something that happens alot) and was nearly passing out at the same time or more precisely in the same couple hour period (which he was only there for maybe 5 minutes of) id met maybe 60 or more people i knew or knew me from the forums (and cant remember who they all were right now, a few yes, but not all, maybe 1/2)
well after the gathering there was a threwad about who on here have u met and i listed the oners i remembered and mentioned that hhb and i were at the same placce at same time but hadnt met even though i was looking forward to meeting him

he blew up...was screamming and ranting and acting like a freakin maniac, all because of a slip of memory
\ive met sooooooooooooo many people in my life way morte then i can remember..i forgot meeting abby hoffman and others way more famouse and so called important then hhb (not an excuse im just saying)
but ever since that day i said i didnt remember thayt 1 momment hes been a royal pain in the ass
every thread i post in that he replies to he just interjects negativity

do you remember hhb about a week after that happened and u started this vendeta a guy in the forums posted about wanting to kill himself and proceded to go ahead and try
there were maybe 8 of us scrambling to do all we could to save his life and because i posterd in that thread u came along with the nagativity making all kinds of claims about how you were 100% sure it was a lie and doing all you could not to help but interfere? then went on to attack my character like you seem to love to do
and do you remember what you said after someone talked to the hospitol and proved you were wrong in all you said? there was nook i was wrong, there wasnt even a im glad hes ok all you said was "you just did all that so you could feel all big like you saved a life, well, you didnt" shit upon shit upon shit
and ive asked you over and over ..if you cant do anything but shit on every thread i post in then dont post in my threads

do i do that to yours? would be easy to do you know
but..if rainbows got any "laws" then theres only 1...respect...ive given you plenty and youve given me none
(and your reply will be youd give it if it was desswerved, but everyone desserves respect) out of respect ive asked only 1 thing from you..ever
if all u can do is shit on everything i say then ignore it..keep out of it and stop throwing all your negativity at me

but i'll add..oyut of respect for yourself, if your unable to do that...seek help

it shouldnt be that hard to say nothing if u got nothing good to say

and that is the very last i will say on that subject

if u had good news ever i know id congradulate you and be happy for you..it really makes me sad that you cant do the same
was my remembering that couple minuteds that impotrtant to you that you really cant be happy for me when something this amazing happens? why ois that? plenty pf people forgot meeting me and never bothered me 1 bit thats what second chances, secomnd meetings are for right? this morning i rode the bus, there were maybe 30 people on it do i remember each and every face? no, will i recognise them tomoro? probly not but, if theyre on the same bus every day this week and i see them over and over theres a good chance i'll remember them a month later at a party

it was 5 minutes that slipped my mind ..god damn it get over it already
youve been holding omnto that and making everything miserable ever since...was 5 minutes worth how many years of all these bullshit attacks?

sorry everyone for the rant, just really sick and tired of this grudge
its silly its insane its draining and its got to end
brother..with all due love and respect ill ask you..drop it..let it go..move on..or if u really cant..just avoid..if i for some reason make u angry..then why continue getting angry? ignore me, avoid me whatever it takes so u can put this to rest..i wish we could have a better solution, hug and be freinds talk it through whatever it took, but seems impossible and seems like you have no interest in anything but continuing with your shitfest

[soaringeagle]

some desserve no love at all...very rainbow of you there bud
sorry just read that again...thats a pretty strong statememnt...1 i never imagined hearring from a rainbow brother...1 that shows extreme anger or hatred..what in your mind went wrong to convince you im evil or something? we wouldnt say that about a camp we wouldnt say that about the leos who have a gun to our heads we wouldnt say that about anyone
why would you say that about me?
maybe thats a question you should be asking your therapist maybe its 1 u should ask yourself
(god your draining me...everytime u come near me lately i feel this suction just sucking the joy out of everything..i love you brother..and respect you..and always will..but if the grudghe isnt dropped you'll have to be the very 1st and only forumer ever to make my ignore list...i dont want that
can we declare peace? please?

[hippiehillbilly]

LOL,, do you have a complex? what makes you think i was referring to you when i said some deserve no love at all?? (i really dont want a answer to this,its just amusing to me.)

talk about baseless assumptions...


now,i aint waisting my time actually reading and responding to all your assumptions and accusations as this is not the first time you have went off on a tirade spewing them against me.from past experience i see no point,youll think what you choose no matter what i say.however i did browse it quickly so ill reply to the relevant part..

i dont know that it is "good news" till it actually manifests itself,therefore i see no reason to congratulate that which has not yet taken place nor would i expect anyone to congratulate me on a possibility..perhaps if you wouldnt have acted as if it is a done deal and had asked for good vibes/luck towards its manifestation i would have responded differently,however that wasnt the case..

i tend to call things like i see them,or in this case reply.you may choose to interpret them any way you wish,i see no reason to defend my statements against someones misguided assumptions of there intent.
have a nice day..

[coyotesister]

speaking positively about an idea or opening your heart chakra to that idea and acknowledging that something good can really happen to you helps make it come to fruition. why are you trying to rain on soaring eagle's parade? i mean seriously how can you benefit from upsetting him? stop trying to take his energy and find your own connection to the source....and you will feel renewed yourself. who knows maybe the next good news thread will be one you start.

my mom always said "if you can't say anything nice don't say anything at all"

my dad liked to say, "every barnyard always has an ass"

loving you family!

[hippiehillbilly]

more assumptions.. when did i ever say i was trying to upset him or take his energy?
seems to me hes the one making those accusations,,an now you...

i love how folks just jump to all sorts of conclusions simply because someone types something different than what they feel should have been typed..im not one to follow the flock,an i aint gonna start now..

you people sure are quick to judge..

an im the one being "not very rainbow"??

somethin my mom used to say "thats like the pot calling the kettle black".. ;)

[coyotesister]

now your just being silly...you don't have to state that your intentions were to upset soaring eagle....your post was enough.

you are a very silly hillbilly.

btw...i never said you weren't rainbow

[coyotesister]

oh another thing my mother used to say...."you're old enough you ought to know better by now."

[hippiehillbilly]

hey its not my problem if someone chooses to get all upset over somethin that i posted.. nor is it right for you to assume that was my intent simply because he chose to take it that way..

As far as the "not very rainbow" comment,,its somewhere in all the dribble in this thread..

its really pointless for me to go any further with this because as i stated before,and is now becoming evident that its not just soaring eagle,you people are going to choose to believe what you choose no matter what i say..

so keep on judging me on your assumptions if thats what ya feel ya need to do..
dont worry it wont "drain my energy" or "bring me down"..

im a bit stronger mentally than to let someones words on a screen effect my mood... ;)

now,ive said all i have to say here,but feel free to lay on another layer if it makes you feel better...

have a great day..... :)

[coyotesister]

peace

[soaringeagle]

well i was going to from now on reply to every load of shit dumped on me by ya with nothing but, sorry, this shitters full you'll have to go dig your own hole
but
if that lil statement bout not desserving love wasnt directed at me then was it directed at zenloki?
what i think is you did read what i said, realized your mistakes and instead of an apology or addmittence are trying to backpeddle your way out of it but it dont matter cause its dropped..believe me im happy if it ends here

i didnt state at the beginning of the thread that i hope to make this happen, or wish me luck in this or anything like that because theres no reason to have to play some word games to please you

i said what ill say again, i just found out that it looks like this is happening (and it is) and i feel blessed and very lucky (why would i ask you to wish me more luck then i already am having?)
but ok lets assume for a second that this is just a fantasy, a 1 in a million chance thing, would it hurt ya to say hey i hope it works for ya or good luck?
seriusly u have a real issue with a negative attitude..(why am i even bothering)
it just seems like if i post a thread likee "i just got a beautiful dog named rex" your automatic reply would be how long will it take till its dead (then add love and light)

nowhere in the post did i say possibly this will happen right? but, even possibilities can be worth congradulations, if u posted something like "someone just offered me 10 million for my farm" doesnt say your selling it does it? doesnt say the deal will even go through if u do decide to, but, its a possibility, a life changing possibility that a decent rational person would congradulate u for and wish you luck

someday i hope u see yourself how u show yourself to others, we love you despite it, but..your words and attitude dont match the love and light you like to end posts with

hope may not always make your dreams come true
but doubt will always prevent them

lil bit of possitivity and your words would reflect the love and light you like to sign each post with

(forgive me i feel drained by this so probly went lil too far..just gone on too long andreally is quite silly)(lets light a j and laugh
about it)
love ya all (wether ya desserve it or not) (thats a joke, lighten up)
(isnt it much easier when we just smile and be happy?)

[blu raven]

It's always darkest before the dawn. Remember the poem-song ''The Dream" by The Moody Blues? "live hand in hand and together we shall stand on the threshold of a dream'', what I get out of that is people should help each other. It always feels good to give somebody a hand, come to think about it I sure have musta made a lot of folks feel good cause a lot of folks sure have helped me out over the years. Hang in there Soaring Eagle I bet ya it'll work this time, some mushrooms in Amsterdam told me so.

[soaringeagle]

It's always darkest before the dawn. Remember the poem-song ''The Dream" by The Moody Blues? "live hand in hand and together we shall stand on the threshold of a dream'', what I get out of that is people should help each other. It always feels good to give somebody a hand, come to think about it I sure have musta made a lot of folks feel good cause a lot of folks sure have helped me out over the years. Hang in there Soaring Eagle I bet ya it'll work this time, some mushrooms in Amsterdam told me so.brother that just brought the biggest smile of delight to my face
i feel exactlythe same
thats kinda why i spend hours days weeks (sometimes stretching into years)doing what i can to help people (big or small ways) as many ways as i can
its out of gratitude for all whove helped me be happy

i'll be honnest n say never had much in my life..twice what i had came down to couple changes of clothes n my drum
never dreamed or imagined anything like this could manifest like this

(can i please thank every single person in the whole world ive ever shown kindness to every person i hugged every person i ever helped in any tiny way...(maybe bein melodromadic sleep deprived stoned or something..but) an oportunity a cooperation a hand along the way, all i can say is karmas reballanced for all i done and all i been through...i know i maybe even at a deficit..i hear ya karma..
ya may kick my ass if i dont do lil more..lol
i thanked everyone i could think of
except blu raven and his talking mushrooms
(but i will, not sure how i will but i will)
1 day soon, face to face..
(can your lungs handle altitude? would be great to see u in wyomnig if not sooner

how was amsterdamn? didnt even get around to askin

[gobot]

That is great soaringeagle!!!

Gifting things is true magic.. I love that kind of stuff.

[soaringeagle]

thanks gobot

gotta make a few calls next couple hours but i think we should have a fairly good idea of the what where and hows of it today

[Bumble]

wow Pete, I hope all works out in the end. Chevy has been through such a lot. It would be great to hear that it all comes together perfectly.

[zenloki]

i'm sending this thread more love that it deserves. somehow it went way off course and for the record, if HHB doesn't want to love me, that's ok. i'm still sending it his way.
peace y'all!

[soaringeagle]

wow Pete, I hope all works out in the end. Chevy has been through such a lot. It would be great to hear that it all comes together perfectly.just got off the phone with chevy
when it rains it pours (and u know how much rainbows love dancin in the rain)
she just talked to a new lawyer...and got a restraining order against her ex who she found passed out drunk in her bed (broke in) then he chased her down the street
well the good news is, new lawyer says its guaranteed she'll get her kids back within 4 months
i miss them, well raven wasnt even talking then ..but cheyyanne really felt close to, shes 1 special lil girl..just really hope that livin in that horrible environment hasnt destroyed that light in her

[soaringeagle]

i know i havent udated this in a long time..these things happen slowly but i just got off the phone with chevy and the brother and things are on track we have been looking at 2 4plexes 8 houses total
but we are maybe reconcidering things and opting for opening a reggae club instead
at the end of the month chevy is getting a bigger apt and im moving in with her and hes gonna come down to have a face to face meeting with us (which will be ther 1st time either of us will actualy connect his face to voice, he has seen me at a gathering or 2 but we never met soi i have no idea what he even looks like)
so after the end of the month things should fall into place lil quicker
i wouldnt expect it to allbe worked out too quickly though but it should all come together in the next few to several months

we are also looking into 1 of 3 or 4 buses and gonna use it to move me out there we hope
when we do got the bus 1 of the retirted kitchens (i can never remember which 1 no mastter how many times chevy has told me..lol) is gonna kick down all theyre kitchen equip to us
so hopefully by new mex we will have a kitchen goin..


just wanted to let every1 know things were still on track still happening and everything will be commin together semi soon

its still unsure exactly how it will happen though since we arent 100% settled on the 8 houses or the reggae bar we're trying to find the best optiojn for everyone

(oh he also hinted at the possibility of us spendin the winter in belize with him...damn that would be awesome)
theres some amazingly nice and generouse and all around good rainboiws out there butthis briothers gotta be 1 of the best of the best...

if ya read this brother..love ya man and u have no idea how much you have helped us already even before anythings worked out with this..
just the hope has made so much of a difference
dont ya worry all we receive we will pass on along the way..



edit to add
he just called back when i was hoppin in the shower to tell me hes decided to try to get the bus soon get me out there to chevies then put the bus on a boat shipo it down to belize we'll all fly down thgen and spend the winter in belize and pop on over to costa rica to hang out with glowing feather

(and wassurprised to find out hes only been to 2 gatherings in his life
guess they really affected him..or he was born pure rainbow i dunno..)
guess i better gdt ahold of glowin feathger and maje sure he;'ll be around there this winter

(waiting for chevy to call soon to surprise her with this new news)

[luvione]

hello Soaring Eagle.
I finally made it out of the woods! Dan D and 3 of us were the last to leave on Aug. 3,, I was the last women to leave.I really enjoyed spending time with ya finally, sounds like things are movin along with your trip.Much love to you,,, till next yr,, *

[soaringeagle]

loved spendin time with you too wow glad u stayed so long both new mex and the shasta after it i left with the very last vehicles there

hows dan d doin?

next year lets hang out more :)

[luvione]

He is doin well.He may be goin to the montana regional,sept. 15? I think thats the date.Clean up was awesome, those phat kids rock! As well as Everyone else who contributed!! I finally found a kitchen to take over!!! LOL,,, and I got my alootment and kicked it down.I love to cook ya know! Blessings and Light Darling....have work to do, wanted to say a quick howdy!!

[soaringeagle]

He is doin well.He may be goin to the montana regional,sept. 15? I think thats the date.Clean up was awesome, those phat kids rock! As well as Everyone else who contributed!! I finally found a kitchen to take over!!! LOL,,, and I got my alootment and kicked it down.I love to cook ya know! Blessings and Light Darling....have work to do, wanted to say a quick howdy!!
were gettin a kitchen kicked down too
unfortunately i suck at cooking
and no matter what i do theres no way to get my hands clean or keep em clean to handle dfood
even if i could get em clean if i had to move 2 invches theydbe dirty sagain so im doomed to always be s fire troll..lol

1 thing i found out a few years ago though is..if u ask for help to get wood a dozen times anbd noone gets off theyre asses to help simply tyoin a few ligs to the back of a wheelchair and tryin ti drag em thriugh the woods gets the blkissininies off theyre asses and motivateds em to do something

[Ayurveda78]

Sounds great...best of luck

[soaringeagle]

thnx
things been goin great..some delays due to severe health proibs of his gf but still progressing

new updates maybe next month when i get oved out there (and give chevy 1 of my extra pc's so she can get on here too)

[luvione]

When I say I took over a kitchen,Sheila,Mountain, GLen,,,, it was EZ,cuz they liked havin dinner ready when they were done,, and those awesome kids needed some refreshment dureing different times of day. Although they can COOK some badass grub themselves!!! Lovin ya Darlin,,, need someone who knows how to use your lovely kitchen equipment?? You run fire, I will cook Grammas DANK food! Lovin you Sweet Soaring Eagle!!! XXXXXXOOOOOOO kimmie****

[soaringeagle]

well im bettin we wont have a shortage of cooks but..your alllways welcome ;)

we may even hold u captive and chain ya to a wok just to keep ya cookin that yummy grub..hehe

lovin you toooooooo

[luvione]

chain me up huh? Hmmmm,,,,, I could so go bad with this,, ya sound in fine spirits brother!LOl,,,,

[soaringeagle]

hahaha

yea i guess ya dio got a lil of that bad girlk in ya :)


hey..am i wrong or did u take a picture of us together..i thought i mightve too but couldnt find it
maybe i didnt though

ohh and u know any way to get ahold of emilee i think she washangin at the ovens alot
or is it emilky i dunno
love that girl though


ah its kinda funny too right behind my tent there was a tent with 2 young girls, theyte mom had been with em but left early..
we never talked whilke there (except for a few secoins 1 day)
but a couple weeks ago the 1 girl contacted me ..we had a long talk..then her mom contacted me thanking me for talkin to her and bein a freind then her best freind contacted me too..we became freinds
just kinda funny how we camped right next to eachother but didnt really meet till much later in cyberspace

guess that was offtopic and rambling..lol
maybe not..cause where i think i saw u last was 20 fret from where they camped and i think thats why my mind wandered thrre..lol
oh and also was near where i sqaw emily last..

sorry sometimners i gotta retrace my steps and figure out how a conversation ended up where it did..lol

[luvione]

it is odd aint it.If I hadnt gotten stuck, a couple of folks and I wouldnt have had a chance to really visit, everything in it's own time, eh? It aint top secret, I am a bad girl sometimes! But what a good bad girl I can be!!! So are ya in Oklahoma now? I swear I have been to too many parties this wk, so many people to see again! So will close for now, as I must get ready for yet another! Then tommorow morn. it's off to hippie church!Gospel, margeritas and dancin! Love you lot lot!

[soaringeagle]

noty yet im niot..proby a couple weeks
chevy shoulf be getting her beautiful giorls back the 26rh i think...couple days later movin into a biogger place so i can move in too but she was thinkin moght need anoyher roommate too just gotta find the right 1

[stalk]

do you use firefox?

it has a spell check built into it.

[luvione]

Hey Sweet Brother,
Man, this is tough, so much propaganda, it's all a lil off.If not way.You were not wrong to speak on D cmp. I love you. Leave it to me to come back so damn late and have so much crap to read.Even the ones tryin to help are not in some cases. This damn thing is as evil as it is a good tool, depends on whose useing it, Eh? Has anyone ever told you ya have a really great voice? The one with sound? As well as the one on these here contraptions! ;)

[soaringeagle]

i stopped reading the d camp thread it was spiraling outta control but i know what ya mean and thank you i appreciate that

ya know i speak from my heart without filtering it through my head

the ol brain could filter out alotta typos but wiould also distort the hearts meannings

[luvione]

Well I wish we could all have such a beautiful heart. I am orniry a lil still, I guess. Sittin still really did wonders for my spirit, and ya know what, I miss the woods, it's all overwhelming to be in even a city I have so much love around me. Hope this finds ya well.

[soaringeagle]

uea i hear ua
in the city i barely sleep 1 to 3 hours a night and imalways exhaisted..at a gethering i sleep sooooo good and peacefully i dont need coffe at all and i just feel energized
i never feel enerfized in the city just worn out worn down and draggin from place to place

at least when im worn out at a gathering i know its from the altitude and terain and luvin lovin and playin hard

[luvione]

Well I dont feel that bad in the city, but I am just reall super sensitive to other peoples vibes, actions, what comes out of their mouths, ect. I am more careful now of my own actions as well. Except when i get on here and get pissed off at stupidity! LOL! Then my hot lil temper fuels my mouth! But I really do prefer to be in harmony.
I'll pray for sleep for ya. Try some Valerian, always works for me. Nitey nite.

[soaringeagle]

i hear u i have a low tollerence foe stupidity too especualy intejntional stupidity and meanness

[Shamba_I]

i love you guys.
btw, a good fire always helps me sleep no matter the season or setting...

[soaringeagle]

love u too
and at a gatherin its all the jorfull sounds the beat of the drum the crispness of the mountain air ..
so many things are just so relaxing...

[luvione]

Truckin through the woods early morn.s at the gathering, singing my favorite child hood songs ( disney! ) and havin the folks sing out the next line from their tents is one of my favorite things at a gathering*******

[soaringeagle]

i love the flying tackle hugs that knock ya on your ass and ya just know someone loves ya a hell of alot amnd missed ya but u dont know who till ya untangle yourselves and get up

[luvione]

I changed something wants to see if it works,,,love ya,,

[luvione]

hmmm

[luvione]

wouldnt let me do it with color, not my computer.No biggie, worse stuff goin on. Soaring Eagle, I didnt mention it last week. But a Rainbow brother here was killed instantly last Mon.nite. He was a healer, a musician of some acclaim, and a funny guy.His Lady love is my friend, she is beautiful, and this leaves a huge void within her. I help the living through these things, I dont think he will need help crossing. Dharana is his name. We had his Wake sat. and when his family comes from ca. next wked is formal services, no hippies acting like hippies!!LOL,, but his lady did put in the obit. that he was Rainbow as well as other stuff.We are all very touched by this as most of our affilates blood familys would never cop to it. It's sad, when folks die on me cuz they are sick, well your happy they aint in pain any more.But this was sudden,same age as me too. I have finally after many yrs startin meetin folks born in 58, I've always been younger, or older. Check it, I'm startin to ramble. Just wanted to share. Hope this finds ya well,,, Lovin ya,,

[soaringeagle]

is there anything i can do?
if she needs some1 to talk to...i'm here

[luvione]

thanks sweetie. As you may know we have a huge community here, over 200 people came to the wake, some flew in. He was in the reggae band "Urban Roots". Who were just getting back togethor. But thanks, if anyone needs to talk to ya it's me. I have to be strong ya know, so if it's ok I'll be honest here. We have already been hit hard this year, due to the antics of the oinkers. We are to have a fund raiser here for the " 5 " arrested some time before the end of the year. In the meantime, I have an appt. to get a job tommorow. I hate doin it, but I need cash. I dont mind workin, just wish it was something I cared about. I am stayin at Woodstocks. I'm glad he and his lady are so kind as to help me till I'm on my feet so to speak out here in ol babylon. Missin your gentle spirit Soaring Eagle,,,

[soaringeagle]

stayin at grandpa woodstocs or the other 1.. i had a dream about grandpa last night

im always here if u wantto talk just pm me
i maybe useless for alotta things but when u wanna talk im there..

thingswill workl out iu got alottasupport u know but iu also git strength you can do it all on your own but you knoww if you slip if things get hard and u needa lil he,lp to keep thingson track u always got alottas ppl u can depend on
hugs]kove u

[luvione]

the other.Thanks so much, actually I am goin over to help her today.Just send me light blessings,, it'll help/Not much time,, be here soon,, lovin ya back!

[soaringeagle]

hug her from all of us

[luvione]

I have and will continue to! Well, I guess the freedom fund benifit is coming togethor here.For the 14th of Dec. Tommorow is Dharanas formal service, his family is comin in from outta town. Austin City Limits fest. is goin on as well. Busy busy,, luvin you Soaring Eagle*

[soaringeagle]

the asterix by mu name made me wonder if there was any small print like *love non refundable void where prohibeted cannot be exchanged for sex exceopt in nevada or tennassee

sorry i know bad tome to try making you smile

i'm sorry i wont be able to be in the area
but i'll be thinkin ofeveryone and gimme a hollor when things settle down
lovin u 2..and everybelly

[luvione]

the astrix is a kiss.. or so my geek friends taught me! Being exchanged in Nevada of all places is so babylonian! LOL,,, And ya did make me smile, that aint a bad thing! Ya see, I am a free lover,, so many kinds of love. And I love bein with men, but the last several yr's, I havent had anyone see to my needs,,, so I'm done for awhile, I've helped enough brothers out! I choose celebacy at this time. It's not ez either, as soon as I make this decision, theyr comin out of the woodwork! I am focusing my energy into other areas of life, and as I sd there are many types of love, so I am still lovin folks, just keepin a certain kind safe and protected for now. It's been cold here at night,, hot dureing the day, just like wyoming, except this is a wet air, not dry. Thanks for your sweet kindness,,, hope your wked is full of love and music. Big hugs,,lots o'kisses,,,,,,luvin ya

[soaringeagle]

ah yea you and i are in the same boat there..lol
but i guess whehn u giot noone to give that kinda love to just meanss u got that much more of other kindsto spare..so i doi channel all that excess into being loving to dreinds to strangers whop need freinds to anyone who needs a lil helping hand along the way,.. nit sayin that ometimes it dont suck alittle but i get by and it dont matter that much
i love to love no matter what kinda love that is..


u know tho when u talk about free love i know u and i have a more real understanding of what u mean, but when u go into the freelove forum i think theyre comjpletely screwed uop on the concept..have u ever seen any ofthe threads in threre? like should i let my mom watch us have sex.. how do i trick bi girls into a threesome of and lets not forget..i want to fuck my sister so bad...

oh yea wheres the love in ther free love forum?

sorry for the rant..lol

oh and heywe dont gotta keep sendin this thread offtrack anytime u wanna talk u can just pm me u know

[luvione]

oops, sorry about the thread. I looked at that free love thread,, it wasnt my scene.Talk to on the pm.

[soaringeagle]

well another update, chevy just took over runnin the only reggae clob in tulsa
and the houses weve been looking at may have too many interiur iddues to be worth oit so we're gonna look around alittle more before jumpin into anything