yyyesiam2
02-14-2008, 07:08 AM
I'm really hoping to get the female perspective. We just went on a "break" a couple of days ago. I know she wants to do it for the right reasons-I trust her completely. I just feel like I did a poor job of expressing myself.....I'm hoping this poem does a better job than I did earlier....
At 15 years old,
I knew you were there, somewhere.
I was impatient to find you;
-Thought God was unfair.
I burned as I yearned,
Without knowing why.
Each "love" was not you;
And I cried, everytime.
Dissappointment and love
Fused together as one.
Hurt, I fought both,
But in the end guess who won?
You showed me that I had been hurt,
So that I wouldn't hurt you;
-Had been let down,
So I would know how not to.
I haven't done the best
At remembering this.
I became attatched,
Like you owed me this bliss.
But you don't;
You're not mine to conrol
And I won't,
So we both can be whole.
I said I wouldn't wait,
Because that implies expectation.
Mind games used as bait
Give romance expiration.
Mine has none
And it's only for one:
You, no one else,
Till my days here are done.
At 15 years old,
I knew you were there, somewhere.
I was impatient to find you;
-Thought God was unfair.
I burned as I yearned,
Without knowing why.
Each "love" was not you;
And I cried, everytime.
Dissappointment and love
Fused together as one.
Hurt, I fought both,
But in the end guess who won?
You showed me that I had been hurt,
So that I wouldn't hurt you;
-Had been let down,
So I would know how not to.
I haven't done the best
At remembering this.
I became attatched,
Like you owed me this bliss.
But you don't;
You're not mine to conrol
And I won't,
So we both can be whole.
I said I wouldn't wait,
Because that implies expectation.
Mind games used as bait
Give romance expiration.
Mine has none
And it's only for one:
You, no one else,
Till my days here are done.