ancient powers
01-26-2008, 09:26 PM
I had an experience with LSA last nite that once again changed my life for the better. I have been getting in touch with the ancient magic from mexico. which is close to where I live. Life is so strange these days and so are we all. With so much information going through our brains. I couldn't even hear the natural world and traveled in my mind to places far off and found that the hum of babylon is everywhere.
I used my last bit of HBWR's 18 hawaiian strain. Very potent. I use this acidic juice extraction using half an ounce of lemon juice in powdered seed. I coffee grind them. I soak for 30 min and then add a few ounces of juice and strain through a reusable coffee filter. Then after everyone goes to bed I partake.
Last nite I tripped so hard. No Naseua! I waited till my family fell asleep and drank my juice. I layed down alone in my living room on my couch and waited for and hour. My seeds kicked in and I went to partake of the sacred herb. Went back in to lie down. leaving the window cracked so that the spirit of the night could come in and speak with me. I heard all the sounds around me become the symphany of my own inner world. The hells and torments of my own karma and all the things that give death the advantage over me. The constant praying. The thing about the seeds is they give you an uncanny ability to pray. You are faced with your fears to be found worthy.
So many visions about ayahuasca and its true healing power. The benefit of the purge. The expelling of the things within. The Karma that attaches itself to you and brings you towards deaths door. How I long for those days when I will partake of the purge. But tonite I have Tlitliltzen (ololiuhqui). An ancient aztec spirit. The spirit looks over me. I need water the dry mouth is unhealthy. Sip water, need to get up and pee. An hour has passed. Refill water cup and partake of some more sacred herb.
Come back to lie down and the visions which are deep and vivid but not so vivid to the minds eye but more to the heart. I feel deep vibrations and moving deep within myself. I pray and breath. Death is at my door. My health and body condition frightens me to pray and ask for forgivness and healing so as to not go down that road. feelings of "to late" haunt me and I continue in prayer. fervent of excepting and moving forward in a healing direction for that ailment.
Get up to drink, pee, and smoke. another hour goes by. I return to my internal rest. The sounds are overwheling. The experience is fierce. I feel like albert hoffman when he discovered LSD. My experiment is the simplest drug extraction known to man. The sounds of my life overtake my hearing. such simple sounds but all the psychedelic sounds of my mind trip me out harder than any recorded music could replicate. Those deep shiftings Like ayahausca aliens but not so personal. Tripping hard, considered if higher dosage was neccessary. Need to continue on the path of healing plants and heal myself with the power of the cosmic spirit.
Fell asleep around 4 am. Deep pleasant sleep. Had to return to the first attention quickly waking up at 5:30 and then again at 8am to take care of my son. back to daily routine. the momentum of karma holds me together. not tired but overcome with pondering of the reality through my wanderings in my mind. e
I used my last bit of HBWR's 18 hawaiian strain. Very potent. I use this acidic juice extraction using half an ounce of lemon juice in powdered seed. I coffee grind them. I soak for 30 min and then add a few ounces of juice and strain through a reusable coffee filter. Then after everyone goes to bed I partake.
Last nite I tripped so hard. No Naseua! I waited till my family fell asleep and drank my juice. I layed down alone in my living room on my couch and waited for and hour. My seeds kicked in and I went to partake of the sacred herb. Went back in to lie down. leaving the window cracked so that the spirit of the night could come in and speak with me. I heard all the sounds around me become the symphany of my own inner world. The hells and torments of my own karma and all the things that give death the advantage over me. The constant praying. The thing about the seeds is they give you an uncanny ability to pray. You are faced with your fears to be found worthy.
So many visions about ayahuasca and its true healing power. The benefit of the purge. The expelling of the things within. The Karma that attaches itself to you and brings you towards deaths door. How I long for those days when I will partake of the purge. But tonite I have Tlitliltzen (ololiuhqui). An ancient aztec spirit. The spirit looks over me. I need water the dry mouth is unhealthy. Sip water, need to get up and pee. An hour has passed. Refill water cup and partake of some more sacred herb.
Come back to lie down and the visions which are deep and vivid but not so vivid to the minds eye but more to the heart. I feel deep vibrations and moving deep within myself. I pray and breath. Death is at my door. My health and body condition frightens me to pray and ask for forgivness and healing so as to not go down that road. feelings of "to late" haunt me and I continue in prayer. fervent of excepting and moving forward in a healing direction for that ailment.
Get up to drink, pee, and smoke. another hour goes by. I return to my internal rest. The sounds are overwheling. The experience is fierce. I feel like albert hoffman when he discovered LSD. My experiment is the simplest drug extraction known to man. The sounds of my life overtake my hearing. such simple sounds but all the psychedelic sounds of my mind trip me out harder than any recorded music could replicate. Those deep shiftings Like ayahausca aliens but not so personal. Tripping hard, considered if higher dosage was neccessary. Need to continue on the path of healing plants and heal myself with the power of the cosmic spirit.
Fell asleep around 4 am. Deep pleasant sleep. Had to return to the first attention quickly waking up at 5:30 and then again at 8am to take care of my son. back to daily routine. the momentum of karma holds me together. not tired but overcome with pondering of the reality through my wanderings in my mind. e