Feelin irie faded~comin off sub..

[JahRed24]

Ok ok i know this is is stoopid and i fucked up yet again. but anyways i started about 4-5 days ago by switchin from my last oc binge to suboxone (yet again..) and as of just today (48+ hrs sense my last dose of Suboxone which was only 5mgs anyways and i was only on the sub for like 4 days total) anyways ive been gettin 'mildly faded' the past 2 days (especially today) but im pissed cuz now i fucked up my suboxone detox again...and plus just as im now starting to finally have the ability to do some im broke and just did my last roxi and alll i got now until i get back on suboxne is one xanax bar and if my package comes tomorrow ill have some 2 1/2 oz Kratom 6x Tinctures (shit is dominant for the oxy come down between the oc to suboxone switch), 1g of White Lotus 25:1 extract (works awesome at night as a mild euphoiant/relaxor, its not an opiate, tho its quite a unique feeling), 2 (1/2oz.) bottles of Blue Lotus/Kava/kratom elixr(which is one of my favorite!i love kava and kratom and lotus mixed together!) and one bottle of Blue Lilly Seed Extract liquid (ive never tried this one yet!)
So i hope this package arrives this afternoon (its 730am here).. anyways i just woke up around 6am this morning and just finished a FIRE bowl of some primo headies (w/ keef) and did my last roxi30 and half a bar of xanax.. so sorry for the ran but i just felt like writing cuz i never wake up this early, soo i guess im just hoping if i get stoned/faded/and taking 1mg of alrpazolam i MAY fall back to sleep. But for right now im just feelin tooo damn good to go to sleep... i love marijuana

You know that it's better
To smoke that shiit
Said in the morning time time time
Cuz when you wake you bake
You know that
The smokin' will be just fine