i am going to become an alcoholic/drug addict/jaded/bitter person

[indian~summer]

YAY :D

who's with me?
if you're not with me, you're against me :H

[stinkfoot]

If anyone's against you then they're helping jade you anyway -eh?

[indian~summer]

true say

[Penny]

I'm with you!!

apparently

[indian~summer]

i'm going to move away from this fucking house and then it'll change but honestly right now, this house is my undoing
and no one cares
it's nice to know who your true friends are
it'd be nicer if it wasn't so depressing

[Penny]

oh I so know that. friends you don't know are friends anymore. places where you don't belong. I SO know.

but hey let's cheer up, or.. pretend :).. cause thinking about the depressing doesn't make it not depressing and actually.. it doesn't really do anything except depress you more.

[seamonster66]

can't you become a happy alcoholic/drug addict?

[Penny]

(lol I have a problem, I am bitter one hour and the next I'm positive)

[indian~summer]

well i guess, i don't really know...:confused:
i will set out to find whether or not i can be a happy alcoholic/drug addict :)

i could probably be a happy serial killer :D

[indian~summer]

(lol I have a problem, I am bitter one hour and the next I'm positive)
i have that problem too
laety we are much alike i thinks :)

[Penny]

i have that problem too
laety we are much alike i thinks :)
I think we are! :)

[indian~summer]

so lets share the cocaine :D
i have oxys we can have when we're coming down :D

[Penny]

so lets share the cocaine :D
i have oxys we can have when we're coming down :D
lmao

perfect.. just perfect and I'll bring my acid too; that should make a wonderful (suicide) cocktail :D

[indian~summer]

sweet, and to wash it all down i have a 60 of vodka :D
YAY!! :D

[Penny]

think we'll end up in heaven or hell?

[seamonster66]

you are also both pretty young ladies that I want to have sex with :)

[indian~summer]

think we'll end up in heaven or hell?
not something i care either way, hopefully hell cause i think that heaven is just gonna be a bore
isn't mormon the real religion?
i do not want to spend eternity making pasta necklaces

[indian~summer]

you are also both pretty young ladies that I want to have sex with :)
YAY :D
you have smoldering eyes
if i said you have a nice body, will you hold it against me?
:H

[Penny]

not something i care either way, hopefully hell cause i think that heaven is just gonna be a bore
isn't mormon the real religion?
i do not want to spend eternity making pasta necklaces
I used to eat pasta necklaces like.. months after I would make them for my mom.. I go and steal them back and eat them.. I didn't starve though I think I was just mental

anyways yes, hell sounds good

[Penny]

you are also both pretty young ladies that I want to have sex with :)
THREESOME!!!!

[seamonster66]

YAY :D
you have smoldering eyes
if i said you have a nice body, will you hold it against me?
:Habsolutely not, in fact if you say it I will get into my car and drive to Canada :D

[indian~summer]

you have a nice body ;)

[indian~summer]

I used to eat pasta necklaces like.. months after I would make them for my mom.. I go and steal them back and eat them.. I didn't starve though I think I was just mental

anyways yes, hell sounds good
you're so mental
hells gonna be fun :D

[seamonster66]

you have a nice body ;)well look for my car in your driveway

http://www.automotto.org/images/goldfishcar.jpg

[Penny]

Gary should come with us :)

[indian~summer]

mmmm i was watching night at the roxbury and while they're waiting to get in the first time doug is eating goldfish, i so want some goldfish

[seamonster66]

I'll go anywhere with you two

[indian~summer]

lets go to peru, thats where to good cocaine is

[Penny]

if we go to Peru I want a Poncho

[indian~summer]

i can lend you mine, i have a couple...i used to be a goddamned hippie :rolleyes:

[seamonster66]

to Peru it is then

I hope they also have good mdma

[indian~summer]

i think they have, it's a definite possibility

[Penny]

i can lend you mine, i have a couple...i used to be a goddamned hippie :rolleyes:
hah yeah, me too. I just never owned a poncho.

[indian~summer]

my mom knits

[seamonster66]

my mom fucks large groups of big black men

[Penny]

my mom.. no not my mom. this girl I know, Laureline's mom fucks large groups of big nazis with mustaches

[seamonster66]

my mom.. no not my mom. this girl I know, Laureline's mom fucks large groups of big nazis with mustacheswhat? really?

where does she find them :confused:

[indian~summer]

they're not that hard to find....

[Penny]

well maybe she doesn't really but I know she wooooould!

[seamonster66]

well maybe she doesn't really but I know she wooooould!that would be so hot

*starts scripting a porno*

my mom did have an affair, but I don't think the guy(s) was/were black

[indian~summer]

i dislike mustaches

[Penny]

Imagine a hippopotamus, an albino one, with freckles, short curly hair, a pig snout.. that's Claudie. And now imagine the big fat nazis (violent, very violent) with a big mustache. Now imagine them fucking.

[WanderingSoul]

So do I (dislike mustaches). But I dig beards! :D

As for the original topic of the thread: me too -- and I'm okay with it.

[seamonster66]

OK, maybe its not as hot as I thought :D

[Penny]

OK, maybe its not as hot as I thought :D
maybe we'll have some folks from the Real Kinky forum enjoy this!

[soulcompromise]

We'll see?

[seamonster66]

maybe we'll have some folks from the Real Kinky forum enjoy this!I have absolutely no doubt at all


considering some of them could sexualize broccoli or susnsets

[Penny]

I have absolutely no doubt at all


considering some of them could sexualize broccoli or susnsets
lol true that

[indian~summer]

i would love to sexualize a sunset
that'd be hot

teehee

i also like beards ws, dislike mustaches, dig beards

[indian~summer]

heres a little tip: when becoming an alcoholic/drug addict/jaded/bitter person, remember to eat dinner before hand

:ack:

[indian~summer]

i make such an awesome alcoholic/drug addict/bitter/jaded person
it totally works for me

:(

[seamonster66]

heres a little tip: when becoming an alcoholic/drug addict/jaded/bitter person, remember to eat dinner before hand

:ack:Even though I know this, I still slip up on occasion....and wonder why I feel like shit/am starving the next day

[mamaKCita]

i come from a long line of bitter/jaded acoholics. being a happy alcoholic is way funner.

[indian~summer]

being happy is just too much work for me

[mamaKCita]

*nods* maybe if you develop a really bad memory like mine it'll get easier.

[Tree-Hugger]

I've been a jaded/bitter alcoholic for years.

[indian~summer]

i already have a terrible memory

angela, i believe i've been this way for years as well, but i just forget

[indian~summer]

update on the alcoholism/drug addiction and general loathing, it's going strong :)
yay world :)

[mamaKCita]

way to keep up with your new year's resolutions.

[RaeLiz]

The important thing to remember is that if your gonna drink whiskey, and wine.... DON'T EAT PORK!!!! (makes people crazy!)

[mamaKCita]

white wine is good with pork. i especially love a chilled reisling. i don't know why people get so uppity about it.

[indian~summer]

i don't eat pork, i'm a vegetarian, and i'm already crazy

thanks kc, i'm trying to stick with this one :)
i mean, if i'm gonna stick with any new years resolution it should definitely be this one
rehab is for quitters, and what would it say to people if i quit heroin?
i'd never get a boyfriend again
quitting heroin says alot on your personal ability to commit

[redyelruc]

i am not going to become an alcoholic/drug addict/jaded/bitter person but I plan on drinking like one tomorrow.

[mamaKCita]

i don't eat pork, i'm a vegetarian, and i'm already crazy

thanks kc, i'm trying to stick with this one :)
i mean, if i'm gonna stick with any new years resolution it should definitely be this one
rehab is for quitters, and what would it say to people if i quit heroin?
i'd never get a boyfriend again
quitting heroin says alot on your personal ability to commit
ew...heroin....

[seamonster66]

Yea, hope you are joking on the Heroin part

dark dark road

[indian~summer]

yeah, i was joking about the heroin
:D
i'm a total classy broad, it's cocaine all the way for me baby :H

[mamaKCita]

people on heroin smell wierd. our post office smells like cocaine.

[seamonster66]

heroin causes people to hold their...waste, inside of them for much longer. Its the smell of rot :(

1998 was my heroin year, and I don't look back on it fondly

dollar bill smell reminds me of Cocaine

[mamaKCita]

that's because there's so much coke on dollar bills in the 80's & 90's. a bit of a lull, but smelling money still smells like coke and meth to me. i snorted a lot of meth. and i still have all my tEEEth!

[seamonster66]

I snorted some meth too, and boy did it burn like motherfucking Tide detergent

That was also in 1998 when I cam off heroin :(

[indian~summer]

i've never intentionally snorted meth, but shit around here, who knows
i get drugs for free all the time
never done heroin, done other opiates and they're kinda not my thing
i wish they were, but they make me puke

[indian~summer]

truthfully i'm way better suited as an alcoholic than a drug addict

[mamaKCita]

alcoholism is so warmly familiar and comfortable.

[indian~summer]

that it is
i have many fond memories of sitting around with my grandmother "trying" all the liquor in the liquor cabinet

[redyelruc]

Alcoholism is generally so much more unpredictable than drug-abuse.

I love surprises.

[indian~summer]

yeah....surprises...yeah.....
i've experienced a couple of those in my day
ha...ha....ha.....

[mamaKCita]

i can't stand being predictable. it's embarassing

[indian~summer]

life is never predictable for me, ever
but i put myself in these very random and weird situations

[Unknown American]

Well if you are going to be a alcoholic/drug addicted/ jaded/ bitter person is it important to choose the right drugs.

Alcohol is a fine drug for this. In fact I would say it is the drug of choice. It is legal and available everywhere.

But as far as other drugs you need to be careful on your choice.

Weed kind of makes me jaded but it is more of a cool collected jaded person. It is hard to be bitter on weed.

XTC is not the choice of a bitter person.

LSD, DMT, and mescaline are not really good drugs for being bitter. It is hard to be bitter when you are talking to dragons that appear out of the wall.

Cocaine will only make you jaded and bitter as you come down to reality. But on the plus side it is real easy for some people to get addicted to. I suppose I am just one of those people who does not feel I need to do it. But you could be different.

Never done crack so I could not tell you about that one. I would say it has strong possibilities. Same with meth.

Never done heroin. But as a substance to get addicted to it seems to be the rage.

Opium I am told is addictive but it never effected me that way.

Weed is my thing. But I just can't seem to get bitter or addicted to it.

Good luck on becoming an alcoholic/ drug addicted/jaded/ bitter person.

I could never manage to do that myself. But perhaps you are different!

[redyelruc]

The 12 hour binge that I had last night/ today has actually made me feel a lot less bitter than I was previously. I need to let my hair down more often. Don't become bitter, it's crap.

[mamaKCita]

man, i had a 12 hour bender, too. IT WAS SO MUCH FREAKING FUN. and i spent WAY too much money on sex toys, costumes, lubricants, lotions and this FANTASTIC pair of furry handcuffs and little whip...EEEEEEHEHEHEHE. then we all played rock band very loudly and very badly for the next seven hours. FUCKING AWESOME.

[redyelruc]

Sounds like fun. Mine was less toys, more mafia. But exactly what the doctor ordered. I wanna meet a woman like you.

[mamaKCita]

we're totally gonna buy the fake guitar, drum kit and mic for the game. IT'S AMAZINGLY FUN.

but not tonight. i'm goin to a coach's meeting for my 5 year old's Odyssey of the Mind team. pfft. can't even have beer til 9:30. but we're gonna cuddle up on the couch and watch Heat when i get home.

[indian~summer]

i've done many a drug and yes alcohol is the best for my bitter/jadedness
it's just too easy

i'm so sick of the way life is right now
some fucking way to start off a new year

[lode]

I'm Johnny Jaded. :D

[indian~summer]

then i'm jane jaded

my friend mike calls me jessie jane, i like it

[redyelruc]

I can't afford to drink enough to become an alco...luckily.

It's the only thing that's stopping me right now.

[Unknown American]

i've done many a drug and yes alcohol is the best for my bitter/jadedness
it's just too easy

i'm so sick of the way life is right now
some fucking way to start off a new year
So what are you going to do about it?

Important application question here:)

[indian~summer]

i'm going to lay down and admit defeat, like every other time before

eh, i'm gonna continue writing, and try and be more creative than ever
i'm gonna prepare stuff to perform
i'm gonna work at my old bar and try and save up money for europe, and maybe go off to montreal to visit family

and i'm certainly gonna continue drinking :)

[redyelruc]

Even with my lack of funds, I've been trying hard lately.

I need a girl or a new hobby. Any ideas...for a hobby that ie?

[Unknown American]

Even with my lack of funds, I've been trying hard lately.

I need a girl or a new hobby. Any ideas...for a hobby that ie?
My god man there is all kinds of things to do in Thailand.

There is all kinds of trouble you can get into.

Where are you in Thailand?

What do you do to make money?

Very repressive society but there is plenty of vice going on.

Start a business. There is a fortune to be made there.

[pink floyd]

I like the way you think. ^

[redyelruc]

My god man there is all kinds of things to do in Thailand.

There is all kinds of trouble you can get into.

Where are you in Thailand?

What do you do to make money?

Very repressive society but there is plenty of vice going on.

Start a business. There is a fortune to be made there.
I was saying with my lack of funds, I still been trying hard to become an alco. I've been drinking just a little too much, for all the wrong reasons since New Years. It's the January blues. Only 12 more days to get through.

I'm in a small town near the Laos border called Ubon Ratchathani.

I'm a volunteer teacher in a riural school living on about $120 a month.

I have been offered a million different well-paid teaching positions, including a recent one at a university, for a reasonably large salary. I'm considering it, but I do feel a responsibility towards the little barefooters at my school and I didn't come here to chase the dollar.

I wasn't really complaining about my lack of funds. I just meant that they were one of the few reasons for me not being a bitter alco. at the moment.:)

[Unknown American]

I was saying with my lack of funds, I still been trying hard to become an alco. I've been drinking just a little too much, for all the wrong reasons since New Years. It's the January blues. Only 12 more days to get through.

I'm in a small town near the Laos border called Ubon Ratchathani.

I'm a volunteer teacher in a riural school living on about $120 a month.

I have been offered a million different well-paid teaching positions, including a recent one at a university, for a reasonably large salary. I'm considering it, but I do feel a responsibility towards the little barefooters at my school and I didn't come here to chase the dollar.

I wasn't really complaining about my lack of funds. I just meant that they were one of the few reasons for me not being a bitter alco. at the moment.:)
Well I can understand that. I enjoy volunteering myself. There is nothing quite like it.

I know money is not the motivation. It is just such a lovely country with so many opportunities.

I have no doubt you will find what you are looking for.

I understand what you are talking about. I am stuck in the States for another month or two. Nothing but time. I am at a yield sign of life right now.

All I can do is wait. It sucks. You will make it and I will make it.

Ever tried panning for Sapphires?

[redyelruc]

Ever tried panning for Sapphires?
Nope, but I am willing to try just about anything once. Where?

[Unknown American]

Nope, but I am willing to try just about anything once. Where?I will have to do some research on that as I am not familiar with the area that you are in, but Thailand has many rivers and streams that have Sapphires and other gemstones.

I will have to do some searching.

[redyelruc]

I will have to do some research on that as I am not familiar with the area that you are in, but Thailand has many rivers and streams that have Sapphires and other gemstones.

I will have to do some searching.
I really had no idea. I'm quite close to the mighty Mekong and right on the river Mun. I don't imagine that these two have much to offer in the way of gemstones, but, maybe I'm wrong.

[Unknown American]

Try http://www.khulsey.com/jewelry/gems_thailand.html


This will give you the general areas. Locals might know other areas.

Sorry for the hijack.

Everyone please continue being an alcholic/drug addicted/jaded/bitter person.

[Tree-Hugger]

So I'm giving up on being a bitter alcoholic. I will remain bitter, but I need to give up the booze. Of course it may not last, but I shall strive to remain sober longer than two months this time.

[indian~summer]

i love you all for your support
but i think this question needs to be asked...will you come to my funeral?
cause i'll come to yours
who will die first???
place your bets!!!!

[Tree-Hugger]

I will die before you.

[indian~summer]

we'll see
i've been debating lately on killing myself

who will die first???
place your bets!!!!

[redyelruc]

As I'm older than both of you, drink at least as much, and drive like a suicidal maniac, I believe that I may well die first...

[Unknown American]

i love you all for your support
but i think this question needs to be asked...will you come to my funeral?
cause i'll come to yours
who will die first???
place your bets!!!!
I will be dead before you. If you are at my funeral, you will be a very rich lady.:)

[indian~summer]

hahahaha "place your bets!!!" :D
man i was drunk last night :D