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HoneySuckleBlue
12-10-2007, 01:46 PM
Man I just woke up from the most interesting dream I have had in a while, imagery wise...just want to type it out before i forget about it and gather any input from my dearest Others if anything strikes you.

Conciousness began in an auditorium, a small one like in a school. The details of it are foggy now but I know that is where I ended up with the baby. Someone else had it and I know I had passed by a few times and offered attention that the baby responded to. It was crying and miserable and given up with relief...

The next scene was outside by a bay and harbor. It was large and open and had big green fields with grass and pathways people were recreating on.

It was a bright cool day. There was a long foot bridge and we started out from our car (I'd also picked up mebbe three companions, there could have been a few more or less, familiar people always just come and go you know.) there were atleast three that I talked to.

Before we set off for the long walk to cross over the bridge we stopped in at an open air mall- kinda market that was on the way and I got a cornbread cake on a stick for the baby. It cost a dollar and I had everything but a single dollar with me. The guys cooking were armenians or something and had these golden eyes that were very intense and I found very difficult to look away from. They were very kind to me but looked like they could also be extremely fierce. They seemed to enjoy giving me a hard time over making change for the single dollar. I did wish I could have had just the single dollar but felt like the cashier was just teasing me to see what my nature was, so I let them look through me and played back. I apologised for wiping out their till of change for the day but wished them another customer that would come after me and restore their balance, they were after all a bussiness and it was their charge to be prepared for their customers. The place was empty when I had first arrived but was busteling by the time I left so I almost forgot the cornbread cake on the stick because of the whole change exchange, but did'nt, and then we were off for our walk.

The walk happened in a blur, so fast a whole day went by. We had made it out to the water, did and saw things and back across the bridge with the baby on my shoulders. Walking back across the bridge I thought I had forgotten my sneakers out by the water because i am always taking my shoes off whenever I can, but I knew I had put them in my bag so I did'nt have to carry, or wear them because I remembered doing that conciously and this thought process happens alot with me any time (I ended up starting to go back for the shoes anyway, mostly because i wanted to run...I love running in dreams and can cover large areas very quickly, but I took two jackets with me from the car for some reason and ended up being very annoyed by the extra...it seemed like a scratching one itch and having another one pop up in a different area kinda thing. I did'nt persue it and just sat on the side of the path in an open cafe with low chairs with my friends in the grass and played with the baby instead of running all the way back for the shoes by my self.)

My companions laughed and talked about the day and ordered food. I was helping the baby with an arm to cruise around.We were all so tickled that it had begun walking. The others were remarking how well the baby had responded durring it's time with me. It was beaming loving the attention and munching cornbread, then I saw it's face for the first time because it was always up on my shoulders, it was bright white, but had the kind of freckles black people have and I said how beautiful it was (I had no thoughts of gender) with all it's freckles:) It was a radiant little white black person, lol.

Then the scene shifted and I was in a my house. It was a small all white condo or something. The windows were closed to the full sun outside so the place kinda glowed in shadows and I could feel the water outside, like being on a bright sunny beach. I walked around inside, it was very cool and soothing. I came to a large white framed oval mirror hanging on the wall over an all white buffet. I could see the room and everything in it clearly, but when I tried to see my self all I could see was a dark black mans winter coat hanging on a white coat tree...

That was it. I stood there wondering why I knew I was behind the coat but it was'nt in the room and I was trying to understand it and find a way to replicate the illusion here in my waking world because it really twisted my mind, lol. How the heck am I a dark winter coat???

nirgal
12-11-2007, 04:34 AM
Another good one:)

You've been encountering 'the baby' in a lot of dreams

"The windows were closed to the full sun outside so the place kinda glowed in shadows and I could feel the water outside, like being on a bright sunny beach. I walked around inside, it was very cool and soothing. I came to a large white framed oval mirror hanging on the wall over an all white buffet. I could see the room and everything in it clearly, but when I tried to see my self all I could see was a dark black mans winter coat hanging on a white coat tree...

That was it. I stood there wondering why I knew I was behind the coat..."

HoneySuckleBlue
12-11-2007, 12:32 PM
I felt for this alot yesterday and always got the same response. It has to do with my soul and it comes from that top chakra over my head, which is why I felt like I always had the baby up on my shoulders and why the 'baby' was so radiant and non gendered/ethnic when I stopped thinking and sat down to just Be and give attention to it.

I was in a place before where I was neglecting 'the baby' but now it seems my choices are nurturing it and it is begining to develop rapidly.

What I got when I wondered about the mirror and the coat was that I am whatever I am, perhaps I am a coat dreaming it is a girl ;) though the dream sites all say coats have to do with being wrapped in emotions or something. They always take the most obvious nature of something and apply it to the symbol though, like coats are warm and wrapping, blah, blah. All I know is I am the coat and that gives me peace, like I got my answer, lol, don't really know what the symbol means and I am not sure if it matters.

nirgal
12-11-2007, 03:51 PM
Yeah..... all I can do is reflect some stuff, and the books just give suggestions ;)

Feels (from here) like you got an answer. Spirit wearing a Kim suit, or coat!

Have you tried the exercise of opening the 8th chakra and wrapping your self in it?
:)

old_crone
12-11-2007, 04:55 PM
Hi HoneySuckleBlue

If I might offer my thoughts. This is referred to as an over lapping dream. There are many different kinds of dreams. An over lapping dream takes different aspects, and kind of like throwing pieces from different puzzles together, the dream ask you to sort out the separate pieces. This dream consist of past life, present life, and future awareness that you will enter the next life as a healer. The future is yet to be written so this is one glimpse that is a probability.

Now to the Dream. The auditorium is like the akashic records. You get to choose the circumstances for your next set of lessons, and experiences from which you wish to face parts of your self that you have been to busy to face. The baby follows you through dreams because you are still searching for missing lings as to the past, present, and future lives, and the purpose of rebirth.

The baby is part of you, and separate in a reality that speaks of growth, and change. In this place our needs, and emotional attachments change as well. Thus you are not the birth mother but a mother of all. Taking on a roll that helps validate why you choose this path, and this dream in the first place. The crying, giving up to release, and miserable feelings show you that some things are ours to change, while others are not, and are best left for those who claim the experiences to figure out. Thus we choose on some level within us which level we will interact with.

The bay harbor, big green fields, grass, people, and path ways of recreation are asking you to face the contradictions within your self. To face your fears, habits, strengths, weakness, and possibilities. The bright cool day, and foot bridge is letting you know there will always be a way within you to move beyond what you know. This is about being free, and not possed. The car is showing you some times things make sense, and are easy, while other times you will have to wing it to get to where you wish to be. The 3 personal conversations is past, present, and future. Companions, and the familiar go with you from life time to life time as guides, helper, and teachers along your way. Each has a role to play that also fits with their intent, and purpose, or reason for being here. There are many layers to healing both inside and those around us.

The long walks, open air, mall, and market are reminding you of places that feed your soul. Places you felt at home with. The corn bread, and baby again ask you to face yourself, your vulnerability, and inner awareness that you are your greatest adventure, and some rules are made to be broken.

The Armenian cooks, money teasing, and golden eyes are welcoming you home, and into a place of shared dreaming. They ask you to face the extremes within, and around you with out taking everything personal. The walk that follows, with time being blurred, in the passing day shows you what you limit, limits you. The water, and baby are your reminder again of the womb of creations, and the source of all healing. Bare foot, and remembering within the dream is showing you how to be prepared in all places. Be true to yourself, and what is around you will become home.

Wanting to run shows you your greatest strenght is in your faithfulness to your spirit, and what calls out to you. The two jackets, and scratching an itch that comes up somewhere else is about unresolved issues, and places you cling to. The open café is acknowledging your pursuit of life and honoring your living path.

The Baby being radiant little white black person is asking you to honor boundaries, and spaces sacred to you As does the sun, and the condo with windows closed. Here you are asked to pay attention to your talents, and things you inately know how to do. Your healing power is opening like a flower that embraces a new you within each stage of rebirth. As you face these places unafraid you become your own wholeness. Thus the shadows that walked in the glowing light shows you , you will have all you need no matter where your steps carry you.

The cool soothing oval mirror was showing you a glimpse of your future path as a healer. Thus the reflection picked up your coat that you stood behind. The dark black color shows the next life is still open to change, or places of awareness as you have not finished this life time. Thus the white coat tree shows you your dreams are coming true but now always in a zap, but more within the progression of your inner radiance, and rebirth.

What you nurture grows strong. What you pass by will wait for the right timing. What you focus on teaches you, and the trust, and love you give your self, you give others.

So your dream was honoring you as you faced your spirit inside, and asked whats next. What is next is the next step along the path you so choose to walk. This is where the channeled message becomes loving me is loving you in ways yet to be dreamed, or in as much as each would have this awareness made so.

HoneySuckleBlue
12-11-2007, 08:18 PM
Thank you Aireal, I always enjoy your perspective, you add so much to think about.


Does one need to die physicaly to reach their next life or can it be like in Carlos's books where you die symbolicaly?


*dances around in her Kim suit*

Hehe, I have tried the 8th chakra exercise once greg, and then promptly forgot about it. Now that I think about it that is the one that actually helped me get better from an illness in a matter of hours...lol, it is not easy to keep things in my attention being a fleighty gemini. Life and interests are like a field of flowers to a butterfly...so many flowers such little time!! Though it is a joy to be reminded and I will visit this one again.

nirgal
12-11-2007, 08:35 PM
What is death? If there is only now, when does death occur? When does birth occur? What dies and what is born?

Think on Oroboros
;)

The 8th, that's a good one :)
And when you have it open, open and clear all the others and let them flood with the light. But don't forget to close them up again :tongue:

My Greg suit is getting a bit bigger in the middle.. LoL

HoneySuckleBlue
12-11-2007, 08:49 PM
Sweet, that is what I was hoping.

I see that too then, and as far as my make shift time telling goes it will happen some where in the next nine to 15 years, lol, though I am preparing for that death now and sometimes ask almost daily if it will be today and wait anxiously for the answer...and then Death tells me not quite yet. I am always ready to walk away, gues it's time to learn how to stay, so that I can go ;)

I'll try the exercise when I get some quiet time and after I have read up on it again. Glad to hear you are being well nourished:)

old_crone
12-12-2007, 05:20 PM
Quote; "Does one need to die physicaly to reach their next life, or can it be like in Carlos's books where you die symbolicaly?"


When you define Death as change, we are dying, and changing within each moment that we are also living, and being reborn too. Again what you limit....limits you. No you do not need to physically die. The reason we lay down the form of the flesh we are in is because as a butter fly, or crab, we are no longer in need of the form, or medium we once used to get to where we are today.

In an over lapping dream you are given a glimps of possabilities, and shown there is no time, only seasons from which to experience our god self in action. As with Carlos's books we are only in the dimension we are willing to see from for what ever reasons.

Thus as the man said to the Dr. concerning his prescription refill for viagra. "Doc, can't they make the pills smaller, because the last time I took one of the pills, the pill got stuck in my throat, and I had a stiff neck for two weeks." The moral of the story being what we consume without total awareness will often show us side affects, and effcts we had not imagined before.

Here in the dream dying is relative to the future for we are past, present, and future of all our livings as we are Spirit here for a moment to embrace the human awareness, and limitation we give our self. Consequences have a way of teaching us things that illusions, and imaginations do not.

HoneySuckleBlue
12-13-2007, 01:45 PM
One way or another we do get the lessons we need.



Last night I dreampt about this awesome man that lived through the woods and taught me how to grow crystals in these awesome big stone bowls...I've never dreampt of crystals that I remember and did'nt think I even got along with them, but these felt sooo...for lack of a better word 'soothing, harmonizing clearing and clarifying' all rolled into one. I woke up with that feeling and it rocks! Especially because before the crystal bowl dream I had one where this family took me but I was someone else and they were cannibals and it was like a version of that cheesy horror flick MOTEL HELL, lol.


http://www.loadedshelf.com/e107_images/newspost_images/motelhell.jpg

SilkyKalpana
12-13-2007, 07:35 PM
I process all my energetic changes through dreams. I've found I can only describe mines best. Since it's me who is going through the changes and I feel it. Whereas describing it for other, I dunno if I could. I just know me, so to speak ~heehee.

You're lucky to have Greg and Aireal, guiding you through!
Consider yourself blessed. You have got your anam caras by your side, ya know. :)

HoneySuckleBlue
12-14-2007, 02:58 AM
I am all about working through dreaming too silky, just as much as I am into anything else I suppose, and I sure can't help other people with theirs either, lol. Sometimes it seems kinda odd to me because I do so much while I sleep and have since I was very young, I'd think I'd be able to share something...but that is just how it is I suppose.

It really is such a super bonus to have these valuable members in our circle who can voice their own resonances from what they get from my (or others) words. It really helps me to get a broader picture and see beyond just what I do limit my self to and I take what seems bright and shiney and the rest...if nothing else is usually just damn good advise. :)

How fortunate to be who we are right now.