life

[thcinfectedhair]

life through my eyes..

Suicide is a likely topic for my mind
to choose and it likes to crucify and creep up from behind
visions of paranoia cripple me feeble
and the cycle always seems to meander
god took my angelic descender

solace is it really worth a loathing memory?
Silence is it inconsequential to the thoughts in my brain?
I cant remember if Im feeling or just imagining all this pain
I ‘m truly cocooned in my life’s bane

the rain can be glistened and stained
in a brain
my tongue is split in half
its odd im numb to the pain
wish I could feel through the walls
of insane
I bet its so fucking comforting being
sane

any vision or memory of my life has faded
sounds come from my mouth and I don’t speak
my eyes are always jaded
tongue numb and cold
emotion never seems to have a protective fold
im collapsing collapsing
relapsing all lunacy

I am always uneven
and I can always hear them
ignoring hunger is anorexic
delirium psychosis im fucking catatonic
cradling such a disease causes mental strain
I like to burden my own children
maybe loneliness is mastication so I can ascertain
unfetter me from all this disturbing rapture

the rain can be glistened and stained
in a brain
my tongue is split in half
its odd im numb to the pain
wish I could feel through the walls
of insane
I bet its so fucking comforting being
sane
life is a facade that im masquerading
life is a subliminal meaning
life is something worth mutilating

[Miss_Beatle]

Interesting. I like it :)

[madcap]

hmm great imagery, well done

[myself]

not bad. actually, not bad at all. i like it.

[thcinfectedhair]

thanks, means a lot man.

[SweetMarie]

Wow, very nice...Very nice indeed!