Jesse_Baby87
08-09-2004, 11:57 PM
Myself
Behind my wall I sit and stare
At those people who say they care
The problem I face is more the wall
Than the people who fail to see me fall
The wall that isn’t exactly real
The wall of emotions I wish I didn’t feel
I feel so hopeless, as the blood just pours
I’ve forgotten how I felt before
When sun shone down upon my life
Before I discovered release in the knife
So I stare through the wall, and cry as I do
If only I’d find sanctuary in you
To save me from the biggest hazard to me
The hazard that just won’t let me be
The hazard that stops me from reaching for help
The hazard you see, is so clearly myself.
I used to cut myself but that stage of my life is over now. this is a poem of the feeling i used to have. i have a few more poems if anyone is interested in reading them? just pm me :)
Behind my wall I sit and stare
At those people who say they care
The problem I face is more the wall
Than the people who fail to see me fall
The wall that isn’t exactly real
The wall of emotions I wish I didn’t feel
I feel so hopeless, as the blood just pours
I’ve forgotten how I felt before
When sun shone down upon my life
Before I discovered release in the knife
So I stare through the wall, and cry as I do
If only I’d find sanctuary in you
To save me from the biggest hazard to me
The hazard that just won’t let me be
The hazard that stops me from reaching for help
The hazard you see, is so clearly myself.
I used to cut myself but that stage of my life is over now. this is a poem of the feeling i used to have. i have a few more poems if anyone is interested in reading them? just pm me :)