theman
08-09-2004, 03:26 PM
Ok, these two posts were copied and pasted from when I posted them on another site earlier this morning. I just wanted to see what you guys had to say about it:
Alright, Im sorry for all the threads Im posting tonight/this morning, but this will be the last. Over the past 2 days Ive been snorting a bunch of methylphenidate and not sleeping, eating basicly nothing(had the equivilant of maybe 2 meals or maybe a bit more over these 3 days, and drinking very little liquids, with the exception of pop. Well I took the dextroamphetamine for the first time at around 11ish by snorting 25mgs and swallowing the remaining 10mgs. I was feeling absolutly amazing for a couple hours until the euporia gently subsized. Then I started feeling kind of 'disconnected' from the world. I began to have some hallutionations like things morphing into different shapes, vibrating, and my friends display picture(Jim Morrison) started breathing and nodded at me. I also became very deleriant(I would keep thinking I was somewhere else) and started having realistic, fullblown hallutionations. Like people just appearing next to me and dissapearing as i look over. At this point i started telling him how I was getting sort of freaked out but ended up typing with so many typos is basicly jibberish. After a minute or 2 of that I started to get really bizarre paranoia. Not like normal paranoia(ie I was going to get caught by parents or cops)but extremely ubsurd paranoia like 'The monitors boss', the hair on my arm, the letters on the screen, and my mother were going to unite and kill me. I was going into chat rooms rambling a bunch of shit about going through amphetamine psychosis. I was almost scared to the verge of tears. Eventually its all tapering off, but Im still kind of paranoid(normal stuff at least) and Im still having some hallutionations. I know Ive been using the two types of speed irresponsibly, but what the hell happened? I have never had a comedown or sleep-deprivation episode like this in my life. Also a guy in a chat room that tried to chill me out and find out what the hell was wrong told me, with the amount of stimulants I was doing, Id go through physical withdrawls. Is this true? I have never heard of stimulant being physicly addicting, but I have been feeling nauseous and getting headaches and just a gerneral flu feeling. Could somebody just fill me in one what the hell has happened, is happening, and will happen? Thanks in advance, this shis freaking me out. I still have like no hand-eye co-ordination and feel really isolated from the world. And please, serious answers only.
Posted about an hour and a half after the first: Shit, that was(still sort of is) bad. I went up to my rooom and when i opened the door there was a mother fucking whitch standing infront of me. Then she just vanished. I have painting of some wizard and he was bloody coming out of the picture, when it got lighter there were meth, or amp(?) bugs all over my arms. Little black fuckers jumping around. And now Im all twitchy and paranoid with scratches all over my arms. Fuck, Ive shot meth a few times and it was never near as bad as this shit. I was tossing and turning in bed trying to get the 'scorpians' out and even now I cant keep still and I always feel like somones behind me. Fuck, I aint doing Dexies again for a long while.
And still, about 10 hours from taking it Im still having pretty insane hallutionations. As I type this Im watching my living room furnature float off the ground. Any ideas what could be causing this? It couldnt be the lack of sleep because you dont get this deleriant after only 3 days.
Alright, Im sorry for all the threads Im posting tonight/this morning, but this will be the last. Over the past 2 days Ive been snorting a bunch of methylphenidate and not sleeping, eating basicly nothing(had the equivilant of maybe 2 meals or maybe a bit more over these 3 days, and drinking very little liquids, with the exception of pop. Well I took the dextroamphetamine for the first time at around 11ish by snorting 25mgs and swallowing the remaining 10mgs. I was feeling absolutly amazing for a couple hours until the euporia gently subsized. Then I started feeling kind of 'disconnected' from the world. I began to have some hallutionations like things morphing into different shapes, vibrating, and my friends display picture(Jim Morrison) started breathing and nodded at me. I also became very deleriant(I would keep thinking I was somewhere else) and started having realistic, fullblown hallutionations. Like people just appearing next to me and dissapearing as i look over. At this point i started telling him how I was getting sort of freaked out but ended up typing with so many typos is basicly jibberish. After a minute or 2 of that I started to get really bizarre paranoia. Not like normal paranoia(ie I was going to get caught by parents or cops)but extremely ubsurd paranoia like 'The monitors boss', the hair on my arm, the letters on the screen, and my mother were going to unite and kill me. I was going into chat rooms rambling a bunch of shit about going through amphetamine psychosis. I was almost scared to the verge of tears. Eventually its all tapering off, but Im still kind of paranoid(normal stuff at least) and Im still having some hallutionations. I know Ive been using the two types of speed irresponsibly, but what the hell happened? I have never had a comedown or sleep-deprivation episode like this in my life. Also a guy in a chat room that tried to chill me out and find out what the hell was wrong told me, with the amount of stimulants I was doing, Id go through physical withdrawls. Is this true? I have never heard of stimulant being physicly addicting, but I have been feeling nauseous and getting headaches and just a gerneral flu feeling. Could somebody just fill me in one what the hell has happened, is happening, and will happen? Thanks in advance, this shis freaking me out. I still have like no hand-eye co-ordination and feel really isolated from the world. And please, serious answers only.
Posted about an hour and a half after the first: Shit, that was(still sort of is) bad. I went up to my rooom and when i opened the door there was a mother fucking whitch standing infront of me. Then she just vanished. I have painting of some wizard and he was bloody coming out of the picture, when it got lighter there were meth, or amp(?) bugs all over my arms. Little black fuckers jumping around. And now Im all twitchy and paranoid with scratches all over my arms. Fuck, Ive shot meth a few times and it was never near as bad as this shit. I was tossing and turning in bed trying to get the 'scorpians' out and even now I cant keep still and I always feel like somones behind me. Fuck, I aint doing Dexies again for a long while.
And still, about 10 hours from taking it Im still having pretty insane hallutionations. As I type this Im watching my living room furnature float off the ground. Any ideas what could be causing this? It couldnt be the lack of sleep because you dont get this deleriant after only 3 days.