Pushing the Rock Up the Hill

[yyyesiam2]

Trapped in my mind, but my mind's what's trapped.
So much of myself unexplored and untapped.
The more I search, the less I find.
As I drift away, there's always more mind.

Fragmented pieces unify as I die,
My seperate nature an obvious lie,
Space and time a line that I drew,
I collected ideas and I thought that I knew.

But "to know" was created and fragmented too.
Though, without fragmentation, there's nothing to do.
To do or not, is that a question at all?
Maybe it is, but I'm not ready to fall-

Into the abyss from which I came.
With lack of fire, things stay the same.
So I'll push the rock up the hill a bit longer,
Till I decide to come home a little bit stronger.

[Any Color You Like]

I like it, althought I'm not sure to get the ending.

[yyyesiam2]

I was trying to talk about the sort of lazy attitude i sometimes get into when contemplating the transient nature of things and the void from which this life sprang from. rather than only focusing on that void, i'm trying to see the value in the lessons that the suffering in this life brings-push the rock up the hill a bit longer refers to an old myth of someone doomed in hades to forever push a rock up a hill. sometimes i feel like that refers to all of us here. sometimes.