my pleasure is pain

[Superpimp]

I cut myself for fun.
pleasure derived from pain.
Some people call me sick,
Others call me insane.
But fuck you all, What do you know?
Because the closest thing ive felt to pleasure is pain.
Pain is all i know how to feel.
But i hope to learn to love again..........

[hippie_chick666]

Superpimp, I've been where you are at. You are not sick or insane. More than likely, you're enviromnet may seem insane. Do you have problems with feelings? I did. I would feel empty emotionally and needles took that all away. It brought a feeling of relief, pain. The emptiness was gone and i had a new friend, pain. It took a while for me to get in touch with my emotions although I still need improvement.

Good luck, sweeheart