Running Away...

[A Clockwork Orange*]

I want to run away, i've had enough of everything. I've come to the stage in my life where I need to be on my own for some time. I need to get away from people, and sort myself out. I can't take it anymore! I hate people, and I hate the way things are! I need to find myself, I'm going to run away...

[BoogyInYrButt]

I want to run away, i've had enough of everything. I've come to the stage in my life where I need to be on my own for some time. I need to get away from people, and sort myself out. I can't take it anymore! I hate people, and I hate the way things are! I need to find myself, I'm going to run away...



SEE YA. WOULDN'T WANNA BE YA!

[A Clockwork Orange*]

lol! And when i thought things couldn't get any worse.. they go and change the bloody hip forums,

[Jetblack]

i know how u feel, i wanna do that sometimes too maybe not to ur extent but sometimes i just want to run to like canada or something and stay there for ever and find my true self

[HerbuhLovuh]

run my friend run!

don't you dare to look the fuck back

run far from here and when you get there
you will be here

oops I mistook myself for your tracks

RUN MY FRIEND RUN!
and don't let those fuck heads catch up to you AnyFuckingWay

RUN MY FRIEND RUN!
into your death shall we smash some how, some way

And I thought about suicide for three hours
it would have to be done in the deep cold ocean
a journey where nothing nobody matters
and I am always there
and I am always here
wherever I am
the same bull shit is a flower

[crummyrummy]

I recommend Death Valley. It is a great place to be in the summer.

[#fRaG!Le.prometheus]

you're a coward...go where you want...it won't change anything...well...it could get worse if you don't act...in a special way...

[FearlessPride]

Run away, but not forever.
Go take some time to relax and calm down, put things into perspective - then come back and deal with them. :)

[WishYouWereHere]

i know how u feel, i wanna do that sometimes too maybe not to ur extent but sometimes i just want to run to like canada or something and stay there for ever and find my true selfahmm.. canada isnt a real country

[Moro]

I say go for it.

I've run away twice, and I know exactly how it feels to want to escape. Everything seems to get complicated and there's so much to think about that you can't think about yourself, until you just wanna scream at everyone to "LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!"

I say run, then come back when you've found yourself. Otherwise, you might just go crazy. (I truly believe that I would have gone nuts without the freedom running away gave me)
But find somewhere to stay first. Park benches are hard and cold, and find somewhere with a bathroom.
That's my advice, from a girl who lived it.

~Moro

[Professor Jumbo]

Nah, running away is defeatist and pesimistic, and besides if you simply run away then you'll have nothing. Instead of running away from something, find something to run to.

[judasmalfoy]

hey, moro, i gotta few questions for you. how exactly did you go about running away? i've been wanting to for a while, but i want a full proof plan first. what kind of parents do you have? the kind that go after you, or the kind that sits back and lets you do whatever? mine would search for me, that's why i needa plan...any helpful info would be great...

[Fractual_]

hey man.. consider your parents first. i ran away to california once, and put my mom through A LOT of shit.

major regret. also, my friend veronica did, and i happened to be on acid the day she chose to, and her mom( a friend of mine) wanted to talk to me about it and ask if i knew anything. she was freaking crying(which schoked the hell outta me, to see someone so together crying), i really felt her man.


there is a beatles song about this on seargent peppers, although i cannot recall the name.

[A Clockwork Orange*]

Run away, but not forever.
Go take some time to relax and calm down, put things into perspective - then come back and deal with them. :)


Thankyou, i agree with what you say and this is what i want to do. Sorry i didn't make things clear, i don't want to run away forever.. that's just stupid! I want to take some time to find myself, and clear my mind :)

[crummyrummy]

Buy powdered milk.


Fuck Midgets.

[A Clockwork Orange*]

Thankyou for the advice, Midgets just don't do it for me

[#fRaG!Le.prometheus]

now that you made that clear, a good way to escape is to make music or do some sports very intensively...i practiced ken-do for a while an i still love making misic alone, just to play for myself...sometimes people come and complain, but for me everything sounds perfect after a while...thats a true relief...for me.
you might want to try that before you physically run away
best wishes

[ZePpeLinA]

I can relate to what you say you're feeling. I too sometimes want to run away and get my life sorted, sometimes i just want to get away from everything and everyone.
I've been under a lot of stress lately and my health has been suffering the consequences. I'm trying to get myself together by meditating a bit, but there's no privacy in my house, so i guess i'll try that some other time...
If you need someone to speak to, dont be afraid to send me a Pm. I'll be happy to talk to you. I completely understand what you're going through.

peace

[We_All_Shine_On]

since the age of 7 I have had a bag packed, hidden in my room, with everything I need to run away. When I was 13 I just thought wtf, if my life sucks it's my problem, I'm not gonna be a pansy and take off. I need to grow up and deal with any problems I might have whether they are under my control or not I have to deal with it

Not solve my problems, but deal with them.

[HerbuhLovuh]

running in place is as effectively ineffective as running to some other imaginary space
:)

[DharmaBum]

I'd recommend seriously staying put unless Your Sure you can properly look after yourself on the road ,unless you have the know how and mean's to look afteryourself it's going to be a pretty short journey..just my few cents.

[acid*rain~bow]

Not solve my problems, but deal with them.
i guess the first step towards solving problems is accepting them. admitting weakness is the greatest strength...

there certainly is some kind of basic human need to escape when things are getting *too much*, it must be some kind of defence mechanism...but i think there is a difference between just isolating yourself from the direct source of pain to be able to regain energy and not being able to confront yourself with the reality you live in

[HerbuhLovuh]

i am weak! i am weak! oh lordey, but I am one fucking powerful weakling!!! ;)

hehehehe

[Indriel]

You sound like you need a bit of time to yourself! Like it's all getting a bit overwhelming? Probably a good time to get away, be with noone but yourself, think of what you want from life & the person you want to be. We all need to get away from external life sometimes, go inner, see what's there - if you don't look you'll never know. But I agree, work out where you're going to go before you do, or you'll just run into more hassles. And remember to come back when you're done.. Good luck, best wishes, hope you find what you're looking for..

[Moro]

hey, moro, i gotta few questions for you. how exactly did you go about running away? i've been wanting to for a while, but i want a full proof plan first. what kind of parents do you have? the kind that go after you, or the kind that sits back and lets you do whatever? mine would search for me, that's why i needa plan...any helpful info would be great...
I can't really give you a fool proof plan, but I'll tell you what I did.

Runaway #1: Basically, I packed a bag with the essentials, then ran away in the middle of the night. I didn't have anywhere to go so I walked to the Arts Centre (2 hour walk, kinda like an outside mall/market/thing. It's hard to explain.) I slept on the bench there, but it was so uncomfortable and I was freezing cold (NOTE - BRING WARM COAT.) I went home because of the cold and I knew that I'd have to go home soon anyway because I had no where to go.

Runaway #2: This was more planned. A friend and I were going to hide out at another friends house (she doesn't live with her parents or anything). We were going to leave after school and just disappear. But, I made the mistake of telling a friend who told the teachers, who decided to call my mother and tell her that they didn't want me in school anymore (I frikking got suspended for a day for trying to run away - i don't get this!!!). So everything fell through. My mothers a teacher so she locked me in the sick bay at her school while she kept teaching. I climbed out the window and ran off but they found me really late that night (sleeping on a park bench. Once again, COLD!)

Tips: Run away with someone with a car. It'll be warmer, you'll get further and it's not as dangerous.

Ok, your question: What kind of parents do I have?
Right now, drunk ones (my mother just lost her job which means we have no money and they're drinking away their problems... parents *sigh*).
Seriously, my dad loves me, my mother sees me as an inconvienience I think - I'm always in trouble, slicing my arms, running away or getting bought home by the cops. They went after me. If you have parents who'll go after you, you need a car, or somewhere to hide.

So yeah, I think that's all I can say.
Good luck,
Moro

[garf12]

running away sloves nothing! plus how the hell do you plan on supporting your self. dont be a moron.

[crummyrummy]

Just sell yer ass. You got an ass dont you?

[lover/young_peace]

there is a beatles song about this on seargent peppers, although i cannot recall the name.
called "She's Leaving Home" i think.... just in case anyone cared... i loved that song because it is truth.

about running away... i have dreams but no balls therefore i stay in suburbian hell... thats my problem all there is for miles is suburbs and i aint in good enough shape to make it to the city/hiding place in one night. plus due to my young age only a protestute scout would hire me... so not exactly my dream job...

plus i realized id be like "yay freedom! no more school, materialistic lying suburbinite fuckers! WOO HOO!!" and id be happy for like a day. i mean... then what. if you plan on going back thats one thing... but i could never go back which would mean living off whatever i found or was given. (That really didnt worry me because as a person, i have this strange trust in life... like life will work out, i dont got to worry, ill be taken care of, and all that. I think its egotistical really, like i think im specail, so i dont have the same rules, like im one of those who always lands on their feet. a selfish lie it is maybe but thats how it is for me.) anyway, i wasnt worryed about $$$ and basic needs i knew id get what i needed. but i couldnt settle for that. i wanted to be BIG. a big artist of some kind. i wanted to make a difference. and its a lot harder to get to the top when you've got to start all the way at the bottom. you dont reach people as much when youre just getting by

on the other hand i totally feel you guys. i have no privacy no alone time, so running away for awhile seems like a good way to sort out some shit i got in my head. however... id have to come home and id just feel so defeated coming back. damn my useless ego. it lies to me ....

anyways... good luck...

~~Peace~~

[loverofthewoods]

i know where your coming from...this summer in running to hawaii (kalalou valley) to live on the beach for a few months with teh hippies :D my present situation has been drug out far too long and has done nothing but pull me down...so im saying fuck it and following my dreams

[dreadbrit]

hey, you just need to smoke a bowl and get a new perspective on life. really just listen to some air, i recommend playground love it always works and smoke a bowl

[loveflower]

get an apartment- thats what my brother did and it helped him out so much, before he was always sneaking out and doing all this crap, but once he got out of the house for a few months and had his own place it totally changed him- he doenst do it anymore, well that and my parents cant punish him.. they quit trying

[woodstock1969hippie]

i know how you feel man

[neponiatka]

If youhate people and things in this world.... you cant run away from this...because it's inside ya. you can run away from people, relationships...home.... but not from yourself...you need to fix it within your mind I think