Bad way to come out (sexually explicit)

[monosphere]

So, I went on a camping trip with some friends and my brother this weekend. We did the usual camping stuff throughout the day. once the kids went to bed, we drank a lot of alcohol along with smoking a few bowls. Anyway, most of the camp went to bed except for one married couple, the wife being my brother's best friend. Anyway, I was asked to join them at the nearest tree for a little fun. Here's where it gets weird. I ended up on the ground licking her while her husband was fucking her from behind. At one point he slipped out and I started taking care of things when I heard the following sentence.

"Holy shit! Your brother just walked by!"

The girl and I immediately dropped down and around the tree to hide while her husband was a little ticked that his fun was interrupted. Poor guy was frustrated for a while, but we just couldn't go on. My little brother just saw his best friend and her husband getting orally pleasured by his brother! She and I were too freaked out to function the rest of the night. We expected to receive hell the next day. Funny thing is that when he got up, he never said a word about it. He seemed very jovial, even for him. Part of me wonders if he really saw what was going on or not, but considering he was within 10 feet of us during a full moon and next to the firepit, how can one NOT see what was going on? I've been wanting to come out to my brother for a long time. This wasnt' the way I wanted to do it. But at this point it's killing me not to know what he did or did not see, so it's time to have the talk.

I'm totally tripping out right now!

[Patch]

wow...just wow...
i've been meaning to tell my brother too but there is just too much going on with our family right now...i really don't want to surprise him or confuse him anymore.

[monosphere]

"wow" wasn't the term I was thinking at the time. I think it was somethign along the lines of "Holy shit!' and "Omigod! Omigod! Omigod!"

[psyche]

this sounds ridiculous and insensitive of me to say but everything happens for a reason! it is insanely unnerving that it had to happen this way, especially with the risk factor of friendships and stuff, and is a rather unfair way to come out (for both you and your bro). but i think it's just the push you needed to put that desire to please others on the back burner for a while and start being honest with your family. you shouldn't avoid dating who you want just because of the secrecy factor. it's not going to be easy (from what i know about your family) but in the end they are still your family and they love you, all things considered. and there really is no feeling better than that. you have my support 10982174893427532983498%.

[monosphere]

::Latest Update::

Well, I came home for lunch today and we had the "Talk". He told me he was suspicious, but didn't want to say anything. What creeped him out the most and why he was so uncomfortable was that he had to witness it. I assured him that I had no desire to see my own brother doing anything sexual either. Ewwww!!! We laughed about it and all is good. Now I need to make sure he doesn't start teasing the other couple about it. On the other hand, it would be kinda fun to watch them squirm:X heh heh heh...

Damn! Today is a great day! I'm out to my closest family member! Unfortunately, he agreed that telling my mother would be very damaging to the whole family. Well, if teh time comes where I no longer have a choice, at least I know I have his support.

Thanks to those of you who were supportive of me through this, especially to onyx. You were in the right place at the wrong time. Thanks for letting me freak out for a moment. First bottle of whiskey is on me!

Peace, Love, Hope, Joy, Drugs
Brian

[Defence_mechanism]

hey good onya! i guess it woulda been really awkward for him though, lol...

but at leased you got one down... how many to go?

[Taylor]

BRIAN!!!! Oh my god. You little minx...


Welll... thats one way to come out to one's brother...

Hope it all ends well... :P

-Tamsyn

P.S. Onyx, Psyche, you, have you taken out your nose piercing? (is it called your sternum?)

[monosphere]

I think it's called the septum.

[Patch]

yeah...septum...sternum is your breast bone...like the bone connecting your ribs in the front

[psyche]

hey brian, not to worry, i'm happy i could help in some way, again, sorry i couldn't relate more! and yeah taylor, i took out my septum ring, t'was a combination of being bored with it and the implications that came with joining the dance troupe i'm a part of. oh well, it was a good year while it lasted!

[monosphere]

That's too bad. I've never been a fan of septum piercings, but you do look good with it.

[rocknroll_girl]

HOLY JESUS!


Good story.

Erm...heh. You know what I mean. Not "good" but it ended up OK. I'll write ya.