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nimh
06-05-2006, 06:14 AM
EDIT: there have been a few threads about dreams so I thought I would compile them into a 'dream thread'

so, i was in another city, vacationing, lalala...

shopping one day, and the cashier started asking me about my shirt, was it such and such a kind of shirt, blah blah blah. i didnt think much of it, it's a cool shirt and i get comments about it oftenish. then later on she tells me that she has something weird to tell me, and looked really embarassed about it, sort of sheepish but she had convinced herself to go ahead and tell me anyways. then she says that the night before she had a dream about a girl wearing the same shirt i had on, with red hair (i henna, very red hair have i) walking into her store. but in her dream the girl was her. anyways, i couldnt come up with any great insights about the whole thing right on the spot like that. i told her that we must be similar spirits, and she said that she thought that i had sent my energy out ahead of myself, announcing my arrival beforehand.

i thought it was all pretty cool anyways. i havent had any great synchronicities happen in my life for a looong time, so it's nice to get some validation that i'm still 'turned on'. LOL.

now i'm thinking that i should have talked to her a bit more, or asked her for coffee after her workday was over (it was almost closing time at her store when i left) or something. usually things like that happen for a reason. i dont know, i dont think i really missed any great revelations or anything (at least i hope not!)

Hacker
06-05-2006, 06:37 AM
Or maybe she thought you were cute and used the story as an ice breaker to test your interest?

Sorry... typical male lesbian thinking going on. haha... Ignore me...

nimh
06-05-2006, 06:52 AM
haha, silly. i didnt really get that kind of vibe from her, sorry D.

Hacker
06-05-2006, 06:58 AM
haha, silly. i didnt really get that kind of vibe from her, sorry D.
Damn.

Well, perhaps you were close in another life? If you believe in that sort of thing...

I've got a connection with this girl I knew in high school. We sense each other all the time. I can't count the number of times we have sent each other emails at EXACTLY the same time asking THE SAME QUESTIONS. Or, I will dream about her doing something and it will inevitably happen. She dreamed that I was in a car wreck and read about it in the paper and saw the specific date it happened, and I was supposed to go out of town that day to deliver a PC to a transcriptionist, but she cancelled that morning so I didn't go. Talk about getting the creeps...

So much more to her that I shouldn't get into here, but yeah... there are people on this earth that share some kind of link... something...

Believe it.

nimh
06-05-2006, 07:08 AM
there are people on this earth that share some kind of link... something...

Believe it.yep, definitely

:)

i lost track of somebody like the girl you described in your post. so this recent encounter with the 'dream girl' sort of gives me hope that stuff like that still exists for me.

Samhain
06-05-2006, 09:22 AM
well i really believe all life is connected, I think the goddess was indeed reminding you that the divine is still out there.
I also think that if you had been ment to take this encounter further you would have done, I wouldn't be surprised if something else magical doesn't happen with this shirt!
I missed you while you where away!
S

Samhain
06-05-2006, 09:25 AM
Carpenter Mary Chapin
Song: This Shirt

This shirt is old and faded
All the color's washed away
I've had it now for more damn years
Than I can count anyway
I wear it beneath my jacket
With the collar turned up high
So old I should replace it
But I'm not about to try

This shirt's got silver buttons
And a place upon the sleeve
Where I used to set my heart up
Right there anyone could see
This shirt is the one I wore to every boring high school dance
Where the boys ignored the girls
And we all pretended to like the band

This shirt was a pillow for my head
On a train through Italy
This shirt was a blanket beneath the love
We made in Argeles
This shirt was lost for three whole days
In a town near Buffalo
'Till I found the locker key
In a downtown Trailways bus depot

This shirt was the one I lent you
And when you gave it back
There was a rip inside the sleeve
Where you rolled your cigarettes
It was the place I put my heart
Now look at where you put a tear
I forgave your thoughtlessness
But not the boy who put it there

This shirt was the place your cat
Decided to give birth to five
And we stayed up all night watching
And we wept when the last one died
This shirt is just an old faded piece of cotton
Shining like the memories
Inside those silver buttons

This shirt is a grand old relic
With a grand old history
I wear it now for Sunday chores
Cleaning house and raking leaves
I wear it beneath my jacket
With the collar turned up high
So old I should replace it
But I'm not about to try

nimh
06-05-2006, 07:53 PM
well i really believe all life is connected, I think the goddess was indeed reminding you that the divine is still out there.
I also think that if you had been ment to take this encounter further you would have done, I wouldn't be surprised if something else magical doesn't happen with this shirt!
I missed you while you where away!
Sthanks sam, i missed you guys too. :) it does seem like a pretty special shirt, thanks for the lyrics

NaykidApe
06-28-2006, 03:51 PM
and I wanted to write it down before I forget.

I was on the road again. I'd stopped in yet another college town and spent a a cpl days doing work for this old gay dude around his property who got really pissed because all I wound up doing was working around his property.

It was Friday and he told me I'd have to wait til monday to get payed so I planned on bumming around town til then.

So,...

I headed down to the soup kitchen.

I was having dinner at the soup kitchen, looking around at all the poor slobs and thinking how glad I was that I didn't have to be there, and feeling like I was somehow better than them because I hadn't gotten stuck on the street (I was stuck on the road) and thinking about where I was going next when I had this epiphany;
it didn't matter, I was most likely just going to wind up in another soup kitchen in another town, looking at all the poor slobs, etc, etc.

Right about then I looked over at the TV and the words "Take a Stand" came on the screen in big blue letters.

So,...

I wanderred downtown.

I spent a little bit looking in the windows of the shops and resturaunts at all the people working there, thinking how glad I was that I didn't have to be there and feeling like I was somehow better then them because I hadn't gotten stuck in some shitty job somewhere when I had this epiphany;
the only reason I was still on the road was becuase I didn't know how to do anything else and that, itself, had turned into it's own kind of shitty job.

So,...

I started walking down the mall and I ran into Johnny Cash standing on the corner playing his guitar and singing , "I've been everywhere, man, I've been everywhere..." except that he was only like 5 ft 3 and kind of pudgy and scared looking.

I smiled at him like, "Yeah, we're a cpl of road dogs huh?" and he looked at me like I was crazy, stopped playing and left.

I kept walking and suddenly it was morning and I found myself all alone on the street, waiting for the shops to open so I could start looking for a shitty job.

Ok, I'm going back to bed.

alex714
06-28-2006, 04:06 PM
how in the world did you remember all of that?


that could be a novella.

NaykidApe
06-29-2006, 01:38 AM
how in the world did you remember all of that?


that could be a novella.

I have pretty vivid dreams as a rule, and like I say I wrote it down as soon as I woke up.

I could actually go into alot more detail than I did.

daisymae
06-29-2006, 05:50 PM
I always think I will remember my dreams later because they can be so vivid....but they fade so quickly. It must have to do with the part of the brain that handles them...it is not the same part that holds memories...

I should write them down. I bet I could write some good horror stories from my nightmares..:D

fritz
06-29-2006, 06:23 PM
Oh fuck, you just summed up a decent portion of my existence..My fears too.
That was a good read..Gave me a chill.

nimh
06-29-2006, 06:51 PM
that's quite the dream. sounds prophetic almost. thx for sharing :)

seamonster66
06-29-2006, 07:01 PM
great dream/short film

Loved the part about Johnny Cash :D

Reinforces to me that dreams can teach

Samhain
06-29-2006, 07:36 PM
so in short what do you think the dream was trying to tell you, to get into the dograce or stay out of the dograce.

i said in another thread that I dreamed i was kinda of the gang scene, I was a gangsters moll! next night I dreamt i was cleaning a room, talk about coming down a notch!!
S

NaykidApe
06-30-2006, 08:04 AM
so in short what do you think the dream was trying to tell you, to get into the dograce or stay out of the dograce.
Maybe neither. I think the message was "If you're just going to keep running in circles you might as well sit down for awhile".

i said in another thread that I dreamed i was kinda of the gang scene, I was a gangsters moll! next night I dreamt i was cleaning a room, talk about coming down a notch!!
S
were you cleaning brains off the wall? Because that's part of a molls job you know.

Samhain
06-30-2006, 02:49 PM
were you cleaning brains off the wall? Because that's part of a molls job you know.
I was cleaning a very dirty window ledge, dusty, it may have been a work dream, in which case it was a hospital room, make of it what you will!
S

daisymae
06-30-2006, 04:41 PM
so in short what do you think the dream was trying to tell you, to get into the dograce or stay out of the dograce.



I got the idea that it meant "wherever you go, there you are." As if the dograce happens like breathing.

daisymae
06-30-2006, 04:42 PM
I was cleaning a very dirty window ledge, dusty, it may have been a work dream, in which case it was a hospital room, make of it what you will!
S
Were you saying "Out! Out, damn spot...." :D

Samhain
06-30-2006, 04:43 PM
I got the idea that it meant "wherever you go, there you are." As if the dograce happens like breathing.
Do you mean like, you should never run away from being you?
S

nimh
06-30-2006, 06:08 PM
more like it's inevitable that people get stuck in routines

i think it's imperative to choose a very personally satisfying routine/job/whatever. cause if you do that, it doesnt seem like 'work'/'slavery'. of course, i'm still working on that one!

NaykidApe
06-30-2006, 07:44 PM
I got the idea that it meant "wherever you go, there you are." As if the dograce happens like breathing.
Good way to put it Daisy. Why you're doing what you're doing is more important than what you're doing. I was living an unusual life but towards the end I was doing it all for the usual reasons; habit, security, image...

I think if I'd been honest with myself I never would have gone back to the carnival in 2004. I probably would have stayed in San Luis Obispo, living in the woods, collecting cans, taking a cpl classes at the college.

When I finally did leave alot of the reason I did was because it was everybody expected me to do. Stupid reason really.

warmhandedcanadian
07-03-2006, 02:46 AM
you know I never make much sense of dreams ... it's cool how you explained it, it makes me feel like I'm an actual witness to this ..... I think the song that Johnny was singing reinforces your original interpretation

AshtonsMom
07-03-2006, 05:35 AM
how in the world did you remember all of that?


that could be a novella.what i found quite chilling was when he mentioned the words "take a stand" show up on a television screen....it does sound prophetic, doesn't it?

NaykidApe
07-03-2006, 05:55 AM
Really I think it was just my subconcious telling me what I already knew.


I think it's kind of funny how serious people are taking it.
(hmmmm...maybe I shouldn't tell you guys about the earthquake dream I had last week).

AshtonsMom
07-03-2006, 06:56 AM
Really I think it was just my subconcious telling me what I already knew.


I think it's kind of funny how serious people are taking it.
(hmmmm...maybe I shouldn't tell you guys about the earthquake dream I had last week).lmao...I just think it's cool because I usually don't have dreams that are that vivid...usually just small grasps of the subconscious.

Samhain
07-03-2006, 09:09 PM
lmao...I just think it's cool because I usually don't have dreams that are that vivid...usually just small grasps of the subconscious.
yeah me too, of course we do all have vivid dreams, but a lot of us don't recall them
S

seamonster66
07-12-2006, 01:17 PM
I just dozed off for a moment, and had a dream involving moving to an old house, seeing a woman and man coming down the stairs, just could see the womans torso and she was pregnant wearing a blue waitress outfit, diner style.....all of a sudden i realized i could float/fly....this happens to me all the time in dreams and it always feels so good when i do it that i feel like i am going to die in the dream and I wake up every single time....

any ideas on this flying thing and why i won't let myself keep going?

Moving_cloud
07-12-2006, 03:01 PM
Sometimes inspite of the comfortable feeling, you are drawn to which does not feel quite as good, in order to change your own self again and again.

And it's like you dance in between the gravity and the weightlessness of your own changes, and ever are you moving on.

In dream, you connected to your own time in the womb which was timeless, and infinite. And yet you knew only change would help you to become more whole, even as you had entered another cycle of rebirth and death.

I think in this you let yourself keep going pretty good.

Maybe this world is a womb as much ... and floating in it, we prepare to get born to the next stage ... entering world after world, waking from dream to dream.

And all we have is the awareness. And all we have to do is to keep it pure.

:)

hippychickmommy
07-17-2006, 02:52 PM
I don't like this. I really don't. I'm trying to embrace this "gift" but it's just so freaky.

Last night I dreamt of severe weather, storms, tornados. I could see the sky in my dream, dark and ominous, feel the power of Mother Earth's wrath. I didn't think much of it until I got up out of bed.

My oldest son gets up this morning and turns on the news, and what do we hear? Severe storms on the way here, heat index warnings, possible tornados.

Why does this happen to me all of the time? I admit to feeling a deep connection with Mother Nature and her surroundings, but this is just crazy!

kitty fabulous
07-17-2006, 03:03 PM
Don't let it spazz you out. Don't get caught up in the drama of it. It's one of those things. Appreciate it, and let it go. Stay centered.

Samhain
07-18-2006, 12:53 PM
I don't like this. I really don't. I'm trying to embrace this "gift" but it's just so freaky.

Last night I dreamt of severe weather, storms, tornados. I could see the sky in my dream, dark and ominous, feel the power of Mother Earth's wrath. I didn't think much of it until I got up out of bed.

My oldest son gets up this morning and turns on the news, and what do we hear? Severe storms on the way here, heat index warnings, possible tornados.

Why does this happen to me all of the time? I admit to feeling a deep connection with Mother Nature and her surroundings, but this is just crazy!
Your not going to like this, they have just had another tsunami in Indonesia, I think your very connected and you should think about developing your psychic side not being afraid of it, It could become much more than an early warning system for you.
mind you if you ever do have a dream that feels like it is a personnal warning you should definatly act on it
S

AshtonsMom
07-19-2006, 05:01 AM
I don't like this. I really don't. I'm trying to embrace this "gift" but it's just so freaky.

Last night I dreamt of severe weather, storms, tornados. I could see the sky in my dream, dark and ominous, feel the power of Mother Earth's wrath. I didn't think much of it until I got up out of bed.

My oldest son gets up this morning and turns on the news, and what do we hear? Severe storms on the way here, heat index warnings, possible tornados.

Why does this happen to me all of the time? I admit to feeling a deep connection with Mother Nature and her surroundings, but this is just crazy!wow...weird. about 3 or 4 nights ago i had a dream about water...i remember it being gray and green and blue with whitecaps...it kept rising higher and higher and getting rougher and rougher. Everyone was running away from it, but eventually we all came to a mountain/cliff and we couldn't run anymore...:(. I remember someone saying: "Look up or you are going to drown." That had to be the most vivid dream I have ever had in my life...:(. I woke up panicing...

nimh
07-26-2006, 03:05 AM
a lot of pple have prophetic dreams, it's really common actually. we're just so programmed to deny that part of ourselves. ::sigh::

i had a massive deja vu from a dream the other day, it just came over me like a wave. now i cant remember what it was, just the feeling that it left behind. strange...

honeyhannah
09-16-2006, 09:02 PM
That I started a thread in here, but I don't remember what it was about. :(

honeyhannah
09-17-2006, 02:08 AM
I know it was about dreams. It may have been about omens?

nimh
09-17-2006, 03:04 AM
those would be great thread topics: dreams and omens.

warmhandedcanadian
09-17-2006, 03:32 AM
Maybe you had a dream that you dreamed you started a thread?

mariecstasy
09-17-2006, 04:09 AM
i had a dream, then i peed myself and woke up;)

honeyhannah
09-17-2006, 04:15 AM
oh crap!!! lol I don't know if I would have admitted to that, but I applaud you for doing so... admitting, not peeing yourself. ;)

warmhandedcanadian
09-17-2006, 05:53 AM
oh crap!!! lol I don't know if I would have admitted to that, but I applaud you for doing so... admitting, not peeing yourself. ;)Honey I think she was kidding... thus the wink ;)

honeyhannah
09-17-2006, 07:32 AM
I know, thus my wink. ;)

warmhandedcanadian
09-17-2006, 07:59 AM
hehe.

my bad.

;)

Samhain
09-17-2006, 09:11 AM
those would be great thread topics: dreams and omens.

http://hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=180458
S

honeyhannah
09-18-2006, 01:40 AM
Cool! I've been taking this dream course, I started it in the spring, but abandoned it do to busyness. Anyway, I tend to have pretty psychic dreams. Around the time I first joined the hipforums I was really into it, journaling, studying, astral travel, etc.

So I'm starting to get back into all that stuff. I've been having this recurring dream, well it changes everytime, I'm trying to get in touch with a mentor to talk about it... that's where the omen thing comes in.

honeyhannah
09-18-2006, 01:49 AM
Thanks Sam, you can delete this thread now.

Samhain
09-18-2006, 09:40 AM
Thanks Sam, you can delete this thread now.
shall I merge it with the other dream thread instead?
S

Samhain
09-18-2006, 09:42 AM
Cool! I've been taking this dream course, I started it in the spring, but abandoned it do to busyness. Anyway, I tend to have pretty psychic dreams. Around the time I first joined the hipforums I was really into it, journaling, studying, astral travel, etc.

So I'm starting to get back into all that stuff. I've been having this recurring dream, well it changes everytime, I'm trying to get in touch with a mentor to talk about it... that's where the omen thing comes in.
well tell us more!
S

honeyhannah
09-18-2006, 05:14 PM
Well everynight someone different dies. The first few nights it was someone I couldn't see, it seemed to be a man. Then twice it was either my mom or my grandma(last night) and there's always water. Like the whole dream we are walking in a big puddle of water beneath our feet.

Or I have to swim across this huge pool to save someone's soul. Or I'm in the ocean and I have to find a cave under the water, or it's a river, etc.

Always water in random places, that don't really make sense.

Samhain
09-23-2006, 07:10 AM
Well everynight someone different dies. The first few nights it was someone I couldn't see, it seemed to be a man. Then twice it was either my mom or my grandma(last night) and there's always water. Like the whole dream we are walking in a big puddle of water beneath our feet.

Or I have to swim across this huge pool to save someone's soul. Or I'm in the ocean and I have to find a cave under the water, or it's a river, etc.

Always water in random places, that don't really make sense.
well water is about emotion, and love , so it may be a sign that you feel distant from people you love around you, or that you are missing loved ones that have passed over.

in paganism one myth is that when we die we travel over the ses to the underworld, don't worry I don't think this is an omen of death more that spirits maybe conntacting you, if they come in the form of someone who is alive, it may mean your minds giving them a form you can recognise.
S

honeyhannah
09-23-2006, 07:16 AM
Wow! Thanks for that Sam.

When I miscarried, I went to mysticwicks for help on talking with my baby, and they gave me this really cool water meditation. It was really awesome. I've tried to find it since with no luck.

Samhain
09-23-2006, 07:25 AM
Wow! Thanks for that Sam.

When I miscarried, I went to mysticwicks for help on talking with my baby, and they gave me this really cool water meditation. It was really awesome. I've tried to find it since with no luck.
sorry to hear about that Honey.

my other thought about your dream is, if the different people signified different emotional parts of you, e.g one represents safety, onne strengh for example, and they don't all have to be postive, it could be a sign that you are trying to fine and reclaim aspects of yourself that you have lost, think about what these different people could represent about yourself
S

honeyhannah
09-23-2006, 07:32 AM
I'm gonna do some dream journaling, thanks for all the tips, I'm gonna try to think and write it all out.

Samhain
09-23-2006, 06:34 PM
I'm gonna do some dream journaling, thanks for all the tips, I'm gonna try to think and write it all out.
well if your comfortable do share your insights with us!
S

ihmurria
10-07-2006, 08:51 PM
not looking for an interpretation, just a dream I remember with odd clarity and felt like sharing.

So, I'm at my house (which looks nothing like my house)... er, well, I'm in the treehouse on my property (with the regular house in front). I look out the window and some of my friends (and an ex bf) are sitting on a picnic table in my backyard. I go out, say hi, start talking with them (give Mera and Lynsey a big hug, everyone else there are folks I've met in real life except for one guy who's apparently a friend of the ex).

Suddenly about 300 people flock into my backyard, the ex's friend apparently invited them on behalf of this mayoral candidate called Swystun (someone I'm definitely not voting for btw). I'm -so- mad about this, I storm off and down to Swystun's office, rant at her about it, she laughs in my face and say that the party is for her support and she's not going to ask them to leave my property no matter what.

So I go back to my place and all the party-goers are gone, it's just the ex bf and a string orchestra, he's all apologetic because it's his friends fault that this happened, and then the dream ends.

It's just odd... remembering all the lighting and the faces of who was there at the picnic table (including Lynsey and Mera).. bizarre.



Any neat dreams of yours you guys wanna share?

warmhandedcanadian
10-07-2006, 11:28 PM
My mom dreamt that my sister murdered our family. She was really disturbed but she asked me not to tell my sister.... I still think about it once in awhile.

I also dreamt that my friend got murdered. The dog came home by himself with his leash dragging behind him... they found her with her head bashed in.

It was at the lake near her cottage. The dream seemed so real, it was horrific.

In real life this same friend just had some crazy old man swinging a baseball bat in front of her face because her dog was wandering around.... he went totally psycho, she said she felt the "swoosh" of the bat near her nose... this was also at the lake. She had this old man arrested. Seems similar eh?

Samhain
10-11-2006, 10:53 PM
ihmurria, I've merged your dream onto the dream thread then you can read about everyone elses experinces.
Jess killing people is a pretty common theme in dreams, and often is about repressed guilt or a repression of ones side that one may feel society may not like
S

TARABELLE
11-15-2006, 01:52 AM
Because of the Samhain blessing I received, I've been paying attention to my dreams and the one that has stuck out and remained with me was a dream about a cat with a glass jar stuck on it's face. I was being told in the dream it was for the cat's health. The jar was open at both ends and one end's edge was distorting the cat's lips. Supposedly on purpose to help the cat in some way. I was disturbed in the dream.

Other than this one, most of my dreams have fallen into the recurring catagory. I'm always dreaming the same dream over and over.

warmhandedcanadian
11-15-2006, 02:14 AM
ok tara, that's a nice sentiment and all but sam wont like that dream and you will definately upset him !





;)

Samhain
11-15-2006, 06:00 PM
Because of the Samhain blessing I received, I've been paying attention to my dreams and the one that has stuck out and remained with me was a dream about a cat with a glass jar stuck on it's face. I was being told in the dream it was for the cat's health. The jar was open at both ends and one end's edge was distorting the cat's lips. Supposedly on purpose to help the cat in some way. I was disturbed in the dream.

Other than this one, most of my dreams have fallen into the recurring catagory. I'm always dreaming the same dream over and over.
I'm not upset because its dream imagery and I have some ideas about what it could be about, but I'd like you take on it first, thanks Jess for trying to protect me anyway!
S

TARABELLE
11-15-2006, 07:55 PM
MY take on it? I don't know, but the feeling of the dream was that I was unsure that the treatment in question was the proper course of action, but was not able to be confident enough to remove the jar or question it further.

I don't usually try to interpert my dreams, like I said, most of mine are recurring, so I just go "oh, THAT dream again". And the others are usually just rehashes of my day.

Samhain
11-15-2006, 08:01 PM
MY take on it? I don't know, but the feeling of the dream was that I was unsure that the treatment in question was the proper course of action, but was not able to be confident enough to remove the jar or question it further.

I don't usually try to interpert my dreams, like I said, most of mine are recurring, so I just go "oh, THAT dream again". And the others are usually just rehashes of my day.
would you like my take on it?
S

TARABELLE
11-15-2006, 08:04 PM
Yes, please! That's why I posted it, silly.

warmhandedcanadian
11-17-2006, 06:39 AM
tara I hope I never sounded bitchy I never meant it to be! doxie love! :)

TARABELLE
11-17-2006, 03:50 PM
tara I hope I never sounded bitchy I never meant it to be! doxie love! :)
I never took it as bitchy http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/smile.gif, BUT I've been wondering why Samhain hasn't responded. Did he take offense at being called silly? I hope not. http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/sad.gif

Samhain
11-17-2006, 10:17 PM
I never took it as bitchy http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/smile.gif, BUT I've been wondering why Samhain hasn't responded. Did he take offense at being called silly? I hope not. http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/sad.gif
I haven't had time!
if I was offended I would pm you, don't worry getting round to it
S

warmhandedcanadian
11-17-2006, 10:18 PM
good im glad tara, i think i may have been offending people around the forums as usual.

Samhain
11-18-2006, 02:24 AM
when thinking of dreams you need to relate everything to yourself.

so first lets concentrate on the distorted face, do you feel like you are living a role thats just not you, do you feel distorted in some way?
maybe people are unaware this 'role' is not really you and praise you and tell you it is good for you to do certain things.

the jar is open at both ends so this suggests that you can break free of this, there may be pressure from others or from yourself to continue being this, however you are able to leave when you wish too, if you choose to continue its ultimatly your choice.

how you feel about cats will determine what this role is all about, do you find them beautiful, if so maybe the role is being 'beautiful' for everyone, whilest no one really notices when you need support, are you distrustful of cats, in which case this role feels very alien to you, maybe the pressure of a job you don't really find fulfilling
S

TARABELLE
11-18-2006, 03:17 AM
I'm totally a cat person. Dogs are new to my life, but cats are always.

Samhain
11-18-2006, 03:22 AM
I'm totally a cat person. Dogs are new to my life, but cats are always.
so does any of that make any sense?
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TARABELLE
11-18-2006, 03:25 AM
I will have to dwell on it, I think. I've been getting messages such as this, but pertaining to what is the mystery.

Samhain
11-18-2006, 03:27 AM
I will have to dwell on it, I think. I've been getting messages such as this, but pertaining to what is the mystery.
its what you feel thats important
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TARABELLE
11-20-2006, 04:02 PM
I think it's all about my Dad and my having to become his guardian. It's a role I'm not comfortable with, I feel like an imposter and inadequate, though everybody else thinks I'm doing a good job. And I do know that there is an end to it, that I won't have to do this forever. He's not well.http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/sad.gif


So, I think you were right on. http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/icons/newicons/icon14.gif

Samhain
11-28-2006, 08:27 AM
I think it's all about my Dad and my having to become his guardian. It's a role I'm not comfortable with, I feel like an imposter and inadequate, though everybody else thinks I'm doing a good job. And I do know that there is an end to it, that I won't have to do this forever. He's not well.http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/sad.gif


So, I think you were right on. http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/icons/newicons/icon14.gif
I merged this with this thread then it doesn't get lost
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TARABELLE
12-01-2006, 08:13 PM
Well, I dreamed about it again, different yet the same.


I have a recurring dream when I need to pee in my sleep, where I'm looking for a toilet and for some reason I can't find one, usually because they are all taken or so horribly dirty that they are unusable. I know the meaning of this dream, I always need to pee bad. hahaha! Anyway, the dream started in the normal way with me looking for a restroom and the stalls are all taken and there's no where to go. I start looking around for other options and then I see that the restroom has emptied out. So I go back in there and find that all the toilets are backed up and are DISGUSTING. This is where it veers off the normal track. I see that all the toilets are clogged with the cat heads backing up out of them. The cat's heads are smushed to fit through the hole and they are pushing up and out (kinda like how playdo looks coming out of those tube things). I was disgusted in the dream.

Totally sorry for the ickyness of this dream. I never dream about cats normally, so I find it compelling enough to remember.

Samhain
12-02-2006, 08:14 AM
Well, I dreamed about it again, different yet the same.


I have a recurring dream when I need to pee in my sleep, where I'm looking for a toilet and for some reason I can't find one, usually because they are all taken or so horribly dirty that they are unusable. I know the meaning of this dream, I always need to pee bad. hahaha! Anyway, the dream started in the normal way with me looking for a restroom and the stalls are all taken and there's no where to go. I start looking around for other options and then I see that the restroom has emptied out. So I go back in there and find that all the toilets are backed up and are DISGUSTING. This is where it veers off the normal track. I see that all the toilets are clogged with the cat heads backing up out of them. The cat's heads are smushed to fit through the hole and they are pushing up and out (kinda like how playdo looks coming out of those tube things). I was disgusted in the dream.

Totally sorry for the ickyness of this dream. I never dream about cats normally, so I find it compelling enough to remember.
again I have ideas but what do you think?
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TARABELLE
12-04-2006, 09:15 PM
again I have ideas but what do you think?
SI'm really at a losshttp://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/icons/newicons/crazy.gif, but I'm really interested in your thoughts on it?

Samhain
12-07-2006, 01:45 AM
I'm really at a losshttp://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/icons/newicons/crazy.gif, but I'm really interested in your thoughts on it?
it feels that this may talk about other areas of your life where you feel ashamed and trapped and too ashamed to really think about it.
trapped in a situation that makes you feel dirty, you feel you need to be there but actuallly you could just walk away
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TARABELLE
12-08-2006, 01:20 AM
AAAARRRrrrrrggggggg! I don't know what my subconcious is trying to tell me!

Samhain
12-08-2006, 08:51 AM
AAAARRRrrrrrggggggg! I don't know what my subconcious is trying to tell me!
well i'm sure freud would link it to the anal phase, all joking aside
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erzebet1961
12-08-2006, 01:53 PM
I cant believe im doing this.....ok....I have had a dream that Ive been having for YEARS...and it is......Im in a house , but I dont recognize it , and I keep hearing someone calling for help....but I cant tell what direction they are calling from....so I start searching from room to room...and all the while they are calling...they sound so desperate...and Ii begin to panic...becuse I cant find them..but I still keep searching ...but their voice always sounds a bit out of my reach !!!!

Samhain
12-08-2006, 02:18 PM
I cant believe im doing this.....ok....I have had a dream that Ive been having for YEARS...and it is......Im in a house , but I dont recognize it , and I keep hearing someone calling for help....but I cant tell what direction they are calling from....so I start searching from room to room...and all the while they are calling...they sound so desperate...and Ii begin to panic...becuse I cant find them..but I still keep searching ...but their voice always sounds a bit out of my reach !!!!
well i think the voice represents you and your not being able to please the inner you, because your always helping others instead of yourself, when you try and find and please the inner you it feels you are on unknown territory
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erzebet1961
12-08-2006, 02:30 PM
Thank you Sam......