Evie Snatch
07-24-2004, 10:50 AM
(not the windows kind)
has anyone tried this? visualizing something into material existance? i've always wanted to believe it's true, but i'm having a little trouble selling myself on it all the way, which could (i suppose) lead to it not working.
(oh, please don't bash me with "hah, that's not the only reason it wouldn't work" comments.)
but anyway. i decided to start small. i thought of a green feather in the utmost detail, every little fraction of it and the quill, a bright green feather, in my mind. i spent around five minutes just thinking, concentrating on the image of this bright green feather, it was a swan's feather.
(i note now that i forgot to, at the end of the visualization, ask for something to appear to me today that will give me irrefutable proof, and "faith", [which is a word that doesnt seem to fit, just for the record] that this IS an illusion alterable by my own mind.)
so the day went on, and at first i forgot about my feather. then randomly my boyfriend and i ended up at the pond for the first time in months, and i thought to myself "woah this is weird, maybe i WILL see a feather." long story short, i didn't.
i haven't lost faith yet, but i upon going to bed i found that i could not sleep. after an hour of trying i came upstairs to surf the internet (oh, lousy habit, so what?) and i noticed someone had left a candle burning on the fireplace mantle. "STUPID!" i thought. the tv was also on. it angered me that my brother would be so stupid to put the whole house in danger leaving a shallow candle burning on a wood surface, so i woke him up and repremanded him.
he genuinely denied having lit the candle. so i asked my mother. she didn't light it either. a bit confused, i walked back out to the livingroom, and when i looked at the candle again, i realized it was bright green.
i don't know, i guess it just seems odd.
has anyone tried this? visualizing something into material existance? i've always wanted to believe it's true, but i'm having a little trouble selling myself on it all the way, which could (i suppose) lead to it not working.
(oh, please don't bash me with "hah, that's not the only reason it wouldn't work" comments.)
but anyway. i decided to start small. i thought of a green feather in the utmost detail, every little fraction of it and the quill, a bright green feather, in my mind. i spent around five minutes just thinking, concentrating on the image of this bright green feather, it was a swan's feather.
(i note now that i forgot to, at the end of the visualization, ask for something to appear to me today that will give me irrefutable proof, and "faith", [which is a word that doesnt seem to fit, just for the record] that this IS an illusion alterable by my own mind.)
so the day went on, and at first i forgot about my feather. then randomly my boyfriend and i ended up at the pond for the first time in months, and i thought to myself "woah this is weird, maybe i WILL see a feather." long story short, i didn't.
i haven't lost faith yet, but i upon going to bed i found that i could not sleep. after an hour of trying i came upstairs to surf the internet (oh, lousy habit, so what?) and i noticed someone had left a candle burning on the fireplace mantle. "STUPID!" i thought. the tv was also on. it angered me that my brother would be so stupid to put the whole house in danger leaving a shallow candle burning on a wood surface, so i woke him up and repremanded him.
he genuinely denied having lit the candle. so i asked my mother. she didn't light it either. a bit confused, i walked back out to the livingroom, and when i looked at the candle again, i realized it was bright green.
i don't know, i guess it just seems odd.