Something You Don’t Know

[myself]

You are not to blame

Because wherever I go

I see your name

Floating in my thoughts




It’s just something you don’t know




My courage has faded

I look at the phone

And I just can’t do it

This simple gesture

Of calling you




Still my love is true




Yet I don’t know what to do




I don’t know what to say

I watch all my words decay

They all run away

When your name appears

My thoughts are all out of control

I can’t order them

They float all over the broken dam




I hesitate

I think too much

While you’re waiting for a love touch




I’m floating in this flood of thoughts

Of feelings and emotions

My love for you has flooded my clear thinking

I struggle for something clear, something to hold on to




How could I make this known to you?

You question if my love was ever true

You’ll try to start a love anew

I don’t know what to do




You only see silence

A lover’s absence

While I’m lost in the floods

Floating in no direction

I have lost all sense of orientation

In this messy crowd of words

Confusing and noisy like birds




I know to you it would all sound absurd

You’d grab the sword

And win the crazy fight

Not waiting for any ray of light

From the silent darkness of the night




I just lie on my bed

With your image in my head

With the words I’ve never said

While you think you’ve been misled

[deep_blue_death03]

Wow, i really like this one, i can relate to this right now in what i'm going through. it's kinda like your fighting with yourself but someone else suffers for it......love is crazy isn't it.