Trixie
07-21-2004, 01:50 PM
Sometimes...I think there are cameras in the strangest places, like my friend's houses. Especially in their bathrooms, why they would want to watch me do my bathroom business, i'm not sure, but they're monitering me when i excuse myself to go to the facilities from televisions in a secret room or in their attic. There are also cameras in my neighbours birdhouses... I dont know if i make this up , from some weird psychological feeling of unnecessary guilt , or from some derranged paranoia... Even before i read George Orwell's 1984, people have been watching me... The worst is when i get teddybears as gifts, I think my friends have put secret cameras into their eyes and watch me while i'm in my room...sometimes i'll have to turn the teddybears to face the wall. I think there are cameras everywhere, and now that i'm typing about it, i get this uncomfortable feeling that i'm being watched...I havent even done any drugs..., There are also devices in my phone that record my conversations..i can hear the static in the background , of someone tapping into my conversations...why anyone would want to watch me , i'm not sure, i try to convince myself that im' making it up...but then again i dont know. I think i'm just screwed up...maybe i'll end up in a mental facility and there will be a camera in my room, u never know who's watching.... *shudders*