I either have PMS

[warmhandedcanadian]

or my life is ending.

I'm soooo sick of feeling shitty. If I still feel shitty after court next week I think I'm going back on the *shudder* Effexor.

The fuckin withdrawl from that is hell... being on it made me sleep all the time.... but I'm so sad. I cant have fun. Well at work I do have a little fun when the girls grab my boobs. And my butt.

hmmmm ... so work is my fun then?

I am picking up the kids at daycare tomorrow. Dickwad tried to tell me that he wants them Friday night. Ummmm I dont thinkso mofo ... he has my house, my kids, my bed, my cat, my fish Brad and Angelina (Maya says he is cleaning the tank I hope he isnt overfeeding them) and the PINK Rocket. Fuck.

Well I have Sugar and my broken down car.

cool.

*sigh

Sorry I know this aint too sacred.

I told then fuckin councellor that this time for me isnt about growing or changing cause I'm too pissed off. She says "hell yeah".... well........ in that educated way of hers.

[warmhandedcanadian]

and I dont really want to drink cause I feel shitty enough and I get pretty bad hangovers due to all the smoking I do while I drink ... and I dont want to blow beer breath on the kids when I see them ... and I dont want to waste money ... and when I drink I still dont have fun cause no one listens to music anymore and Brian said he doesnt like John Lennon ....... who doesnt like John Lennon for fucksakes????????????

pant pant

[warmhandedcanadian]

and I am paying the mortgage.....

I checked online banking and he went to "Hemp Haven" last weekend... probaly a new pipe. How sweet. Here I am with no pot bc the elder told me not to smoke it.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

[warmhandedcanadian]

Fuck.

Oh and he said the elder was a fake elder.

Fake elders take advantage of women.

[warmhandedcanadian]

His wife must be in on it bc she was there. He has a good scheme eh? He touched my forehead..... oooooh racy.

[warmhandedcanadian]

rant complete.http://www.hipforums.com/forums/images/smilies/mad.gif


Maybe snoopy with tampon confetti will cheer me up......

http://www.hipgallery.com/photopost2/data/500/snoopy_happy_dance.jpg

and me and sugar

http://www.hipgallery.com/photopost2/data/500/avatar5.JPG

pink rocket (mine is different)
http://www.xxxfreesexchat.com/WF/1305-6.JPG

[warmhandedcanadian]

http://www.hipgallery.com/photopost2/data/500/owen_tub.jpg

and owen

and kitty too ...

http://files.dogster.com/pix/cats/99/119299/119299_1108702040.jpg

[warmhandedcanadian]

I feel a little btter... thank you Jessica for always being there to cheer me up. You have a nice ass.

[Samhain]

Sorry who said your elder is fake? if it works for you, then its fine, just don't part with any cash.
this is going to be a bad week for you, but we're all here for you spiritulity even if we not online!
i'll pray to the goddess or you, and I think you'll be very relieved when this weeks over with- how are you going with legal support?
Oh I have a black and white cat to, though mines mostly black!
S

[Samhain]

Oh and i was also thinking, that if you can possibly bear it, it may be better to get the court case out of the way before you go on the antidepressents, that way you'll have a clearer picture of whats going on, for you, as I don't think its unusual to feel depressed about this situation
S

[warmhandedcanadian]

thats what I thought... thank you.

D said the elder may not have =been a real one. Today the kids told me he said I'm getting my own place.

I'm so mad.

[Samhain]

thats what I thought... thank you.

D said the elder may not have =been a real one. Today the kids told me he said I'm getting my own place.

I'm so mad.
D is your husband yeah, well i wouldn't go on what he says too much, trust your own instincts
S

[andcrs2]

Oh and i was also thinking, that if you can possibly bear it, it may be better to get the court case out of the way before you go on the antidepressents, that way you'll have a clearer picture of whats going on, for you, as I don't think its unusual to feel depressed about this situation
SAgreed w/o the slightest bit of hesitation.
Contact me if you need you're not convinced of this opinion's validity.


You'll be Fine...

[Samhain]

I feel a little btter... thank you Jessica for always being there to cheer me up. You have a nice ass.
Jessica's always there for me too, we're very lucky to have her:)
S

[warmhandedcanadian]

Hey thanks you guys you've really touched me ..... I wish in more ways than one he he.

I am taking the kids swimming wand bowling today at my bew friend's place (the one who lives at the hotel) the kids are very excited and it will be easy on my wallet!

I have to learn how to shake my shitty moods though. I am really in a slump.

[Samhain]

Hey thanks you guys you've really touched me ..... I wish in more ways than one he he.

I am taking the kids swimming wand bowling today at my bew friend's place (the one who lives at the hotel) the kids are very excited and it will be easy on my wallet!

I have to learn how to shake my shitty moods though. I am really in a slump.
I think your entited to have shitty moods at the moment, what with the court case and all, I'm keeping everything crossed for you, where did you get the pic Snoopy with tampons? is it ment to look like that or is it a mistake?
S

[warmhandedcanadian]

I made the tampons. Do you like em?

[Samhain]

I made the tampons. Do you like em?
did you paste them on it? yeah I like them, femenist snoopy!
S

[warmhandedcanadian]

lol ... no I used "paint" Very articstic no?

[warmhandedcanadian]

http://www.hipgallery.com/photopost2/data/500/snoopy_happy_dance.jpg

tampon confetti.

[Samhain]

they look like they're ment to be on there, flying willies would be funny to, but obvousily painted on!
S

[Peanuts]

The slump you are in will pass eventually. So much going on for you right now no wonder you are a bit depressed.

I have recently been depressed too but I went back on my medicine. I take 10mg of prozac and cut it in half to 5mg a day with 4 St. John Worts. (2 morning, 2 at night). Plus I've been taking Omega 3's and changing my eating habits. Since I've made the change I've been feeling a lot better and I've actually lost a couple pounds. Some days are challenging but overall I'm not nearly as sad and lost.

I hope tomorrow is a better day. :)

[warmhandedcanadian]

The slump you are in will pass eventually. So much going on for you right now no wonder you are a bit depressed.

I have recently been depressed too but I went back on my medicine. I take 10mg of prozac and cut it in half to 5mg a day with 4 St. John Worts. (2 morning, 2 at night). Plus I've been taking Omega 3's and changing my eating habits. Since I've made the change I've been feeling a lot better and I've actually lost a couple pounds. Some days are challenging but overall I'm not nearly as sad and lost.

I hope tomorrow is a better day. :)
damn that reminds me that I gained weight on the meds ... shit.

I'm glad you're feeling better peanuts!