I would really love to go to the grocery store right now

[lynsey]

and get some raw chocolate and strawberries and sparkeling wine and cheese and veggies and milk and creamer but unfortunatley my ex is making me a prisoner in my home. He keeps calling and leaving messages saying he wants to come over...I saw his truck in front of my driveway after brunch so I drove past and went to starbucks...he knocked on the door a few minutes ago and I pretended like I wasn't home...I want food and I want colustram supplements, hgh stimulators and dog treats...but I don't want to encounter him when I get home....fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought he would be moved out and up north by now. He called last week wanting to get married, and then wanting a piece of ass and now I don't know what the hell he wants but I don't care either...I would however like the things I left at his house back but most of the things are things he gave to me so how can I say...hmmmm don't come over but can ya drop my jewlrey and clothes off lol arghhhhhhhhhhh but seriously I just want to be left alone...

[lynsey]

fucking chai tea bags would be hot right now too ):

[fitzy21]

just go to the store. you can't let him keep you prisoner in your own house. don't let him have that power.

[lynsey]

argh I just feel bad and guilty....but he fucked up equaly as bad just in different ways. k I'm gonna vacum and then gojust go to the store. you can't let him keep you prisoner in your own house. don't let him have that power.

[fitzy21]

stop feeling guilty...you can't change the past anymore than you can change what he did.

[lynsey]

yeah you're right I'll stop and go get some damn chocolate d:

[fitzy21]

can ya get me some fruit? my parents neglected to get that when shopping today
:D

[lynsey]

they were out of pre-cut fruit so I got lots of juice and dried fruit I am eating dried pumpkin right now. I got my dogs dehydrated meat and gave them some and then tore it in piece and left it on the edge of the counter so they could pretent to be bad and get it hah they think they're being all sly right now...I got sangria too but that's in the freezer can't wait till it's cold :)

[fitzy21]

they were out of pre-cut fruit so I got lots of juice and dried fruit I am eating dried pumpkin right now. I got my dogs dehydrated meat and gave them some and then tore it in piece and left it on the edge of the counter so they could pretent to be bad and get it hah they think they're being all sly right now...I got sangria too but that's in the freezer can't wait till it's cold :)see, aren't you glad you went out :) you got some sangria and dried fruit :D

never had dried pumpkin before though.

[lynsey]

he just called my house answering machine and called me a crazy bitch...wtf? He's like ohhhh you were crying when I said I was moving and now you won't take my calls...yeah because I actually thought you were moving and then you leave me a message saying 'well this is going to be the last time I call because I will be busy packing for the next few weeks' when you fucking make it sound like you done bought a fucking house and are moving asap...fuck and I'm the crazy one? I don't think I'm the crazt bitch I just think I get involved with crazy bitches

[fitzy21]

he sounds like he lost a few screws in his head...

i'm sorry lynsey :(

[lynsey]

oh my god...seriously men are so much drama (present company excluded)he sounds like he lost a few screws in his head...

i'm sorry lynsey :(