psycho

[warmhandedcanadian]

Ok so I'm officially psycho. Yesterday my husband dropped off the kids and I ran out the front door and stopped him to hug him. I hugged him for a bit and he told me not to worry. He wouldnt say alot. Now he is gone.

All I wanted was a fuckin hug.

I made myself look needy didnt I?

If anyone can give me some good vibes, or blessings, or whatever please do. I need strength for about 2 more weeks. My work is suffering, my self esteem has spiralled down out of control. I'm so confused. And why the hell should I wait to see what he has decided? If that's what I am doing.

I also need sex.

[Samhain]

well sex I can't do, but i'll reflect and think of some things I can, and don't worry I'll come up with some good ideas.
from what you've said (and obvousily I wasn't there) just giving him a hug doesn't make you look needy, its better than giving him a slap (well only just :D)
S

[seamonster66]

if you really want to be pyscho, hug him, slap him, apologize, kick him in the face, invite him on a picnic, cut chunks of his hair out, laugh, give him some bubblegum, tell him you love him, and then tell him you are becoming a coal miner who enjoys tennis

[Hacker]

Ok so I'm officially psycho. Yesterday my husband dropped off the kids and I ran out the front door and stopped him to hug him.
That is just about the sweetest thing I have heard.

That's not needy, that is love.

:)

I'll take that anyday.

[Samhain]

Jess, I'm going to light a candle for you tonight, I'll try and time it when we're both on together
S

[warmhandedcanadian]

Hey thanks.... It is psycho if anyone knows about my situation (seamonster and samhain) I'd love to tell you all but I'm not very proud of it. I dont know if he wants me anymore. I dont know if I want to be with him since all that has happened ... but I do. I miss him. I hate him. We did have a good realtionship, I think.

Sam I got your letter and it's wonderful.

[seamonster66]

I do know, and I'm honored that you told me about it.

I don't think it made you appear needy..unless he has made up his mind about it and wants it to end, and you don't...which I don't think has been determined yet. You've let him know that the relationship means something to you, as well it should considering you have several children together.

Time is going to tell here, time lets you know if something is meant to last, or even to be, or not. Of course my opinion from the story is that he's being weak and an embarrassment to himself, but I'm not exactly un-biased.

whichever way it goes, you are going to be fine

[warmhandedcanadian]

No Gary he thinks I'm messed up bc he told me to "keep doing what you're doing" (talking to councellors) He said he and the kids are going to councelling (my fault right?) but he never said he loved me I guess that's what I'm wanting to hear.... I dont think he feels ashamed... he feels justified.

Did I mention I need sex?

[Hacker]

We all need it... the human touch...

[warmhandedcanadian]

I think this is the longest I have gone without it.

In my life.

[daisymae]

I don't think I've ever talked to you, but sorry you are having a tough time.

I don't know what happened but it takes guts to leave your home and start over.

And find some sex..;)

[Hacker]

I don't think I've ever talked to you, but sorry you are having a tough time.

I don't know what happened but it takes guts to leave your home and start over.

And find some sex..;)
This is why I love this place. That was a very sweet thing to say.

Everyone here is so awesome!

[Samhain]

Ive just lit a candle for you , a day later than I said, shame on me, I asked that you find your inner strengh and stand as the strong woman you are and the magic of it, is you've just come on line!
S

[warmhandedcanadian]

Hey thanks y'all... and that's what I have been asking for!